evile: (Mermaid)
Adding this one to the wish list:

https://fitmaxipool.com/shop/fitmax-therapy-pool/


I've spent the morning being productive. Debating whether or not to go to Colony Park Pool.

Hurricane Erin isn't sending much rain our way but there are vague chances today and tomorrow; so maybe no swimming.

I am dog-sitting for my cousin B. until Saturday night or Sunday morning. He's flying out today for an interview back in Oregon. He has decided to move back there if he can get a job squared away. Apparently has someone up there looking for a roommate and is prepared to continue his life of sobriety even without family in the nearby area. So that's good. He just needed some time to get his head straight, I guess.

Our housemate's dog Mr. Hyde sprained his ankle (?) or something while out on a walk last week so he's been staying home from walks and I've been giving him dog pain meds mornig and evening. He's putting weight on both back legs now, a little bit limpy but that is somehwat normal for him; he's probably 13-15 yrs old and a bit chubby so his back legs seem to give him a little bit of trouble until he's been up and walking around a bit. He pulls on the leash while out for walks, like the WHOLE time he's on a walk, and we think what happened was he injured himself by jumping and barking at another dog that was out on a walk , across the street from us. He wasn't really raised around dogs so he's really excited to see other dogs but doesn't really know how to make friends. We've tried to explain that straining at the end of your leash and screaming across the street "HI BE MY FRIEND NOW PLEASE!" is not really how its done. On the plus side, seeing him be so reactive seems to have curbed some of Sunny and Pepita's reactive behavior (now you see how ridiculous you look, girls?)

I had gotten Sunny to a good place but then when Pepita came to live with us, they ended up egging each other on and being fairly awful on leash.

Anyway, we are all making progress in our own little ways. Even Mr. Hyde isn't quite as crazed as he used to be.

He's fine at the dog park,btw. just trots around being a normal little guy.

dogs. bla bla. I know it's boring when other people go on and on about their pets

I dont' really have much else going on. feed dogs, walk dogs, look for work, clean house, cook dinner, feed dogs, walk dogs. It wouldnt' be a bad life if I had a bit more $ in the bank.
evile: (Mermaid)
 Things are hopping along; my 6 month hybrid-work contract ended exactly on schedule. About a week before the end of the contract, i interviewed for a full time permanent job at the same place, figuring I'd made  a decent impression and showed some familiarity with their systems, etc.  2-3 days before end of contract,  my temp agency recruiter let me know that the management team had 'decided to go in a different direction' and was offering the role as a 6 month 'contract to hire' and that if I wanted it, I'd be expected to interview again for it.  I had done some digging in glassdoor and knew they were cheaping out. I know that's how rich people stay rich, but after my 6 month stint as one of the 3 people who actually completed the project and didn't leave anything hanging, I felt kind of insulted.

Meanwhile, my recruiter from the disaster job I had for, like, 2 weeks last summer had kept me in mind because the job was so obviously fubared from the employer's end, not mine.  She asked me if I'd be up for a 6 month fully remote contract starting in March. I said 'hell yeah," had that interview yesterday with the onsite manager at the place I'd be temping, and got an offer today. Starting March 3 or 4.  Fully remote, $2 less per hour than my hybrid/remote job, BUT I"m not in traffic 3+ hours a week, no business casual, hell no pants if I dont' want. The only downside is that the company is Eastern time so I'd be getting up earlier than I like. BUT, my commute is literally the room next to my bedroom, so it's not too terrible. Might have to change up the dog walking schedule a little, but we'll see. 

and I'm plugging away at the Data Analyst Bootcamp class online; I got it 'on sale' for $1500 and then had to get a newish laptop that had audio and video capability since my home desktop machine doesn't have those things... it says it's a 10-12 week course if you are able to devote 7 hours a week to the course. I am a little slower than that, but I am going to try very hard to have it finished up by end of the 6 month remote contract so that I'll be able to transition into a nice $$$$$$ Data Analyst job in the Fall.

I'll be putting away $7k for next year's property taxes
$7K (at least) for Pepita's 2nd opinion and possible hip surgery
and keeping up with day to day expenses and maybe a few fun things too. Some folks are looking at a cruise in early 2026 that might be fun, assuming we have a good dog sitter available.

I really want to revamp the work/computer/craft room and Thax and I keep talking about doing some big work in the kitchen. I've been wanting a gas stove for forever and the flooring in there is the worst cheap crap ever.

In the 2ish weeks between now and start date for new job, I am going to try and get some things done here at home. 

Kitchen: (I swept and mopped today and got mostly caught up on dishes)
Organize pantry
Organize/clean out fridge
organize/ clean out cabinets

Bathroom: 
clean out/organize cabinets
donate ratty towels to animal shelter

Bedroom:
clean out/organize closet and drawers. I have too many socks and t shirts. 


Drop off/donate coloring books (Square Rut Kava?)
Drop off/donate witchy books (The Vortex and/or Yarrow &  Sage?)

and if the weather warms up and gets nice again, take the dogs to bull creek park on a weekday to hike around and let them just run around off leash.

As always it seems odd to be doing well when things in the world are going badly. I'm calling my senators and congressman daily to let them know I disapprove of the insanity of Elmo Skum and El Stinko, for all the good it does. And here in TX, letting gov and lt gov know my thoughts. It's stupid and annoying; I know that my opinion does fuckall but it feels better than doing nothing. 




evile: (clutter)
 Decent day at work today; first group meeting with an onsite manager who was just hired as a manager for the department which hired us temps/contractors. This suggests to me that perhaps this work we were hired on to do as a project will become a new 'business unit' with him as our local leadership, and some/all of us will be hired on permanently. I like the work and I like my coworkers. I don't think the new manager particularly cares for my style of interaction, but I think my results speak for themselves. note to self: shut the hell up in future team meetings. Head down, work hard, keep up pleasant interactions with the high level big-money individuals I was hired to speak with, and keep completing work at a good pace, on time, and high quality.

The building's property management co. catered lunch for all the building tenants today; it was from Peached Tortilla. Pretty good. Kind of wierd. mexican/asian fusion. good chicken. wierd baked cauliflower--lots of salt and I think nutmeg (??!?). Generic tortillas that seemed like they came from a package. Decent sauces. 

I had tried to get everyone to wear a tacky Xmas sweater today and take a group photo; I was mildly successful at herding some of the cats. It was fun, anyway. I like all of my coworkers very much; they are all very smart, nice, funny, and hard working people. Some of them are so smart and quick that I think they are getting a little bored because they've done all of the data gathering stuff and are just trying to get ahold of the people at the company that we have to talk to to confirm our information is correct/current. And that's a frustrating sticking point for a lot of folks.  I've had decent luck with most of my assigned bigwigs. A couple of jerks, but mostly good people. Once they figure out I'm nice to talk to, pretty smart, and won't waste their time, they are usually OK to schedule calls with a second/third/etc. time. Getting that first meeting is tough.

Another contractor/coworker has been taking a data analyst boot camp course that will be completed end of January. She has already received two job offers; one at 'Austin HQ fruit' company hybrid $50/hr. The other she didn't say what the company is but it's fully remote, $56/hr. I may have to look into this course. She is an Excel whiz kid and I am not, but it may be something I can do adequately, if not as fast and clever as she does. If the industry is that hot, even the slowest kid in class might have a shot at a good job. I am accurate. And speed generally comes with repetition. I'm getting faster at the data gathering part of this job; it still takes me longer than it seems to take anyone else, though. Oh well. I'm pluggin away and getting things done within the required time frame, and any hold ups are coming from not being able to pin down a meeting. 

Anyhoo....Life is OK. Everything that is within my control to keep on track and pleasant and  working properly is doing so.  The country, the state, and the world are out of my control and worryng isn't productive.  

I'm buying extra coffee and dog food every trip to the grocery store. I will probably start stocking up on veggies too. frozen and or canned. sigh.

Thinking of taking my mom on a drive through trail of lights either this weekend or next; we'll get drive thru fast food on the way. I havent' gone to see her in a couple of weeks and apparently it's distressing my aunt, who sees her daily. I don't think my mom cares one way or the other, but I dont want to upset my aunt, who in hindsight has been a better mom to me for most of my life than my bio mom ever was.  So...once more through the FOG, my friends. lol ...fog fog, my entire life, and all of my family relaitonships...nothing but fog.  lololol.
evile: (hedgehog1)
7k - property taxes 
7k - pepita 2nd opinion and possibly hip surgery
?? - fix VW A/C
1200-2000 - ebike or trike
1200-4000 - mini split a/c for bedroom
200 - new vacuum cleaner (not super fun but it is what it is)
?? - some stuff from this company. I tried their 'wanderlust' perfume yesterday and it went through some interesting phases but ultimately turned out to be a very nice, clean scent.  They also have some dusting powders I'd like to try. Powder is the way to go when the humidity is up, I've learned. 


normal expenses:
$80/month - phones for me and Thax
$800/month - house and car insurance (they just raised it. wtf.)
$600/month (ish?) - groceries/dinners


Goals

Jun. 7th, 2024 11:21 am
evile: (clutter)
First paycheck from new job is in the bag. That feels better. 

1) get all my death paperwork squared away, filled out, and filed [if required]
2) make budget

 need to have 7000k saved for property taxes in Jan
need to have 7000k saved for pepita's hip dysplasia surgery [get 2nd opinion. Recommendation from  neighbor at local dog park community - Doctor Bendall's - I believe he lives in the neighborhood.
He's a mobile veterinarian and will spend the whole hour with you (as opposed to a typical 5 minutes). He's very detailed and conservative in his recommendations. You can book an appt with him here: https://doctorbendalls.appointy.com]

would like to have $ saved to take a good vacation June 2025 [Thax and I will both be at 1 yr mark on our respective jobs. he is permanent, I may get an extension but would still like to have something to look forward to]



 
evile: (mask)
POD = set up Payable on death bank account   = DONE 6/24/2024

TOD = Transfer On Death deed if you own a home. Completing this document and filing it with your county saves your heirs THOUSANDS. This document allows you to transfer ownership of your home to your designee. All they need to do is take their ID and your death certificate to the county building and the deed is signed over. Doing this will avoid the home having to go through probate.
- Living Will: Allows one to put in writing exactly what you want done in the event you cannot speak for yourself when it comes to healthcare decisions

https://livingwillforms.org/tx/

- Durable Power of Attorney: Allows one to designate a person to make legal decisions if one is no longer competent to do so.

- Power of Attorney for Healthcare: This document allows one to designate someone to make healthcare decisions for their person.

https://powerofattorney.com/texas/

- Last Will and Testament: Designates to whom personal belongings will go too.

- Funeral Planning Declaration: allows one to say exactly one’s wishes as far as disposition of the body and the services.

- If the above documents are done, you can AVOID probate. If all the above is not done, you have to open an estate account at the bank. All money that doesn’t have direct beneficiaries goes into this account. You have to have an attorney to open the estate account. The attorney also has to publicize your passing in the newspaper or post publication at the county courthouse, to allow anyone to make a claim on your property. - It’s a complete PAIN.
- Make a list of all banks and account numbers, all investment institutions with account numbers, lists of credit cards, utility accounts, etc. Leave clear instructions as to how and when these things are paid. Make sure heirs knows where life insurance policies are located.
- Make 100% sure SOMEONE knows your Apple ID, bank ID account logins and passwords!
- Make sure you have titles for all vehicles, campers, etc!
 
- MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!! - Talk with those closest to you and make all your wishes KNOWN. Talk to those whom you’ve designated, as well as those close to you whom you did not designate. - Do this to explain why your decisions were made and to avoid any lingering questions or hurt feelings.
Hope this helps! Hope this lights a spark to encourage all your friends and family to take care of these things to make it easier for those we all leave behind!
My hope is that the above list at least helps you start an important conversation with your loved ones and an attorney that can help you complete all the necessary steps.
Tomorrow is not promised

original writer is Douglas Gibson
copied and pasted from a Facebook post
added Texas links


 
evile: (freedom)
I got a pretty big raise at my contract job; it's more money than I have ever made in my life. Pretty nice.

I got a facebook message from Sharjinka; she had decided some years back that Thax and I are The Devil so I have no idea what that was about. Last time I messaged her was when I heard that her rescue greyhound had died, and I liked the dog so I reached out. She was pretty abrupt with me and I guess at that point I realized that it wasn't good or appropriate to try and let her know I shared her grief, or whatever. So....anyway. She messaged me and I replied with a greeting and hope she's doing alright. i won't be responding anymore. No point. Overall she was a bit of a silly drama addict back when we were friends so I can only imagine she is bored and looking for excitement. None of that at my house; life is quiet and a little dull but peaceful and overall fairly content. I miss travel and people and plans but it's also nice not to have any of that.

New moon time means dreams of my dead loved ones. Last night was a doozy. It was one that kept waking me up and when I'd go back to sleep I'd be back in the same dream. Last night's dream was a Thanksgiving celebration with my Oklahoma family in the small town where my cousin Weez grew up and where her mom and brother still live. we were at a church in town with everybody having Thanksgiving together as a community. As we were leaving my father and my uncle John [both dead in RL] were helping to direct traffic out of the parking lot into the main road and then after a while my dad came back into where we were doing cleanup and packing up food for people and stuff and he said we have to get out of here right now (like very calmly but also with a sense of urgency, if that makes any sense) and we peeked out the window and up in the mountains and hills around the church we could see a bunch of guys with guns (it was like oathkeepers or proud boys, and they were going to basically surround and isolate the town & then do whatever horrible thing they planned--and it was like a nation wide coordinated thing that all these militia groups were doing at the same time on the same day) and so we are packing up what we could and getting into our cars to leave, but we had to act like we didn't see all the armed guys watching us and act like we were just leaving to go back to Aunt Cora and Uncle John's house and not like we were going to run away, and then my dad was talking to this one guy that had a whole barn full of weapons and supplies and I guess they were talking about how if they ever expected things to go bad that they had expected to be able to stay in their houses and defend them instead of leaving, but if we stayed we would be killed by the proud boys/oathkeepers/militia people. A kind of funny detail - my cousin Weez had something that she had been selling as a fundraiser for the church (candy bars? t shirts? and so before we could bug out she went and locked up the unsold items and all the money she'd raised for the church in the church office, because she didn't want to take the church's money & stuff and she said something about "I bet I won't be selling any of this where we are going," She's such an honest person , even in the middle of an insurrection/apocalypse dream. 🙂 LOL.
OH! and there was something about how the church had two rescued elephants, a baby and an adult female. They weren't mother and daughter but the adult was trying to take care of the baby. And apparently wherever the baby elephant had been before the church rescued her, she had started to learn sign language, just some basic signals with her trunk (hungry, thirsty, thank you, please, etc.) and I was like 'how are we going to get these elephants out, how are we going to take care of them?'....
evile: (Default)
Today's thought from Hazelden is:

The Importance of Money

We cannot afford to allow our focus in life to be money. That will not lead us into the abundance we're seeking. Usually, it will not even lead to financial stability.

Money is important. We deserve to be paid what we're worth. We will be paid what we're worth when we believe we deserve to be. But often your plans fail when our primary consideration is money.

What do we really want to do? What do we feel led to do? What are our instincts telling us? What do we feel guided to do? What are we excited about doing? Seek to find a way to do that, without worrying about the money.

Consider the financial aspects. Set boundaries about what you need to be paid. Be reasonable. Expect to start at the bottom and work up. But if you feel led toward a job, go for it.

Is there something we truly don't want to do, something that goes against our grain, but we are trying to force ourselves into it "for the money"? Usually, that's a behavior that backfires. It doesn't work. We make ourselves miserable, and the money usually goes wrong too.

Money is a consideration, but it cannot be our primary consideration if we are seeking spiritual security and peace of mind.

Today, I will make money a consideration, but I will not allow it to become my primary consideration. God, help me be true to myself and trust that the money will follow.

You are reading from the book:

The Language of Letting Go by Melody Beattie

The Language of Letting Go © 1990 by Hazelden Foundation. All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. No portion of this publication may be reproduced in any manner without the permission of Hazelden.



The week ahead, from wheresthemoon.com:

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TAURUS AND TAURUS RISING


Some people believe all you think about is money. This is so wrong. What you do care about is your earthly pleasure. It’s not really about the money at all. Many Tauruses don’t hoard their cash and sit their counting it. You have to enjoy life, and, like it or not, it costs money. So you should be happy as a clam now that at last there is some hope that the cash will flow in a little more easily thatn it has over the past year and a half, and your worldly existence will be relatively free from the feeling of being squeezed and have to borrow against your own future and juggle and be dependent on others. Work and health have been your major concerns. You’ve had to struggle to survive. Pleasure. That’s your thing.Said it before, but now definitely not kidding. Take your SATURN IN LIBRA message and taack it on your wall until October. if you do not have it, get it now.Y


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GEMINI AND GEMINI RISING


Dealing with the feelings that lie deep under the surface is not easy for anybody. It’s much more comfortable to make snappy jokes and keep conversations from getting dangerously close to the bone. you’re as capable as anybody else of feeling deeply. You’re often thought of as the chit chat type. We should not diminish the value of being able to lighten the mood both at cocktail parties and in the middle of a war. It’s a talent, not a kooky defense against the expression of real emotion. We’ve all had that experience of coming out with an inappropriate response at an embarrassing moment. You enter a funeral of a loved one and something moves you to giggle. Or, in the midst of a passionate embrace, you think, "Oh ,I forgot to call Jake and move the meeting to eleven o’clock." While that sort of disconnect can be most irritatingly It is the power to laugh. It is your ability to master the diversionary tactic. Right now it is most useful. The direct motion of Venus in Gemini restores confidence in yourself and be able to shore up any relationship. You’ve had a pretty crappy time of it–health, self-image, etc, but now you can jettison the feeling of unworthiness and be able to relate to yourself with more love. You need it, mainly because love is the object, but ..........Said it before, but now definitely not kidding. Take your SATURN IN LIBRA message and taack it on your wall until October. if you do not have it, get it now.

evile: (money)
Seven hundred billion dollars =

$22889.55 for every man woman and child living in America today. (I don't know about you, but almost 23 thousand dollars would do a lot towards easing my financial burdens...)

23 MILLION years of my annual salary. (I did this calculation twice. I still can't believe it. Musta misplaced a decimal point there, somewhere. Or did I? jeezus tapdancing christ)

Almost 40 MILLION Turbo Diesel Volkswagen Beetles

175 BILLION gallons of Diesel fuel, at $4 a gallon

4 MILLION houses just like mine, plus some money to do improvements

7 MILLION full-ride college educations at a private university

A year of health insurance coverage for 92,105,263 people

Give me the money, I can spend it better.
evile: (Bitchplz)
Imagine you own a small grocery store and there was a kid you used to pay to sweep the sidewalks out front of your store...

One day his dad walks in, a shady character in a shiny suit, who hands you your wallet and tells you that his kid stole your wallet and he's real sorry but the kid or some of his bad friends might try and use your checking account and credit cards.

"But I gotta deal for youse," he continues. "I'm gonna watch your accounts for ya for 2 years, absolutely free. All you gotta do is give me your credit card info."

...

You'd call the cops, right?

Amusingly, or not so amusingly, my mortgage company just tried to run the same scam on me.

www.abc2news.com/mostpopular/story.aspx?content_id=62977609-ada1-44cd-8972-c637dae2b25d

www.ripoffreport.com/reports/0/371/RipOff0371129.htm

Funny how when it's government or big business doing it, it's legal.

Ah well. I filed a complaint with the Better Business Bureau. I don't take kindly to scare tactics, Guido.
evile: (money)
I read this and thought of [livejournal.com profile] sharjinka & [livejournal.com profile] tasty_mangoes IMMEDIATELY.
evile: (clutter)
E
9 Nov. 8:00 am


Ok, beyond/beneath the "Sweetie's a selfish bastard, buying himself a car
and not wanting to [help] buy US furniture whining," there is me being
mad at myself: I should have been putting the $ I wasn't spending on
the subaru lease anymore into savings, and/or putting it towards my
debts, and I did not. In fact, I've racked up MORE debts.

And now on top of that, I'll be having a car payment (or no car and
hence no life) AND furniture payments if I want furniture, AND the old
friendly debts that I've done almost nothing to pay down.

Which ultimately leads back to the 'if I don't manage my finances
better, I can never downsize my job and go work someplace I like that
is sure to NOT pay as well as this shithole and/or work on my crafts
business'....which has been a goal in the back of my mind for a long
time, and which I've also done nothing towards.

2387the $

Jul. 22nd, 2004 03:30 pm
evile: (clutter)

  • Jul. 22, 2004

     

    $876.36

    -160 (cash for me + a $20 $ order to BookWoman)

    300- savings
    416.36 - checking

    Not sure what to do with it yet. If it was a one-off, or if it was a
    raise that I'll be getting each month (that would be cool, but I
    doubt it even as I'm hoping very hard that it was)

    Things I want:

    unicursal hexagram bells/windchime
    Absinthe
    Absinthe spoons on ebay
    gazing ball
    DHC stuff (liquid foundation, more white soap, etc.)
    Deva stuff (dresses, skirts)
    dharma trading co stuff (dresses, leggings, silks)
    shoes at zappos (maybe finally a pair of birks? or another pr earh
    shoes? both?)
    thinkgeek.com stuff (polo shirt & caffeinated body wash)

    Also thinking seriously about the back yard again, putting in rock
    borders, planting good lawn on the side that just has weeds, getting
    the birdbath basin & mosaic-ing, trellis, rock borders in
    organic/whimsical layout to complement exisiting organic rock walls.

    How do you make a rock border? dig a trench first? I need to do some
    research. and find out where to get rocks.

evile: (clutter)
 

    Jun. 29, 2004

     

     

    http://montages.blogspot.com/2004/06/prisoners-of-subprime-american-
    dream_28.html

    Monday, June 28, 2004
    Prisoners of the Subprime American Dream, Cont'd

    When the Federal Reserve raises interest rates, the gap between
    poorer debtor and richer creditor classes, so far hidden under a pile
    of cheap credit, will widen and become painfully visible:

    By several measures, Americans are more indebted than ever. Through
    the first quarter, they owed nearly $9 trillion in home mortgages,
    car loans, credit card debt, home equity loans and other forms of
    personal borrowing —- accumulating nearly 40 percent of this total in
    just four years, according to published Federal Reserve data. But
    most of the debt is at fixed interest rates. Thus it will be
    unaffected initially as the central bank begins its much expected
    quarter-point increases in the so-called federal funds rate, now at a
    46-year low of 1 percent. The federal funds rate, in turn, influences
    the interest rate cost of most household and commercial debt.

    Only one-fifth of the $9 trillion in total household debt, or $1.8
    trillion, is borrowed at variable rates. Variable rates . . . often
    track what the Fed does, which means they are likely to rise one-
    quarter of a percentage point over the next few weeks. The immediate
    cost for the nation's households as a result of this process could be
    as much as $4.5 billion. . . .

    The $4.5 billion is roughly 10 percent of the cost of the rise in oil
    prices so far this year. That is not a big number yet, but each
    quarter-point increase would be another step closer to matching the
    oil shock, which brought gasoline prices above $2 a gallon in many
    parts of the country.

    While the oil shock quickly raised the gasoline and heating oil bills
    of nearly every household, the burden of higher interest payments
    falls most heavily in the early stages on lower- and middle-income
    families. They are the biggest users of variable rate debt,
    particularly on credit cards, various studies show.

    Upper income families, on the other hand -- that is, families with
    more than $80,000 in annual income -- are more likely to have fixed
    rate debt, particularly mortgages, and to owe relatively little on
    their credit cards. What variable rate debt they do have is usually
    at lower interest rates than lower income people. Lower income
    people, as a result, are 10 times more likely than upper income
    people to be devoting 40 percent or more of their income to debt
    repayment, the Economic Policy Institute reports. In addition, upper
    income people are the nation's biggest savers, and a rate increase
    raises the return on their interest-bearing securities.

    "If you are a household with a lot of variable-rate debt and little
    equity left in your home that you have not already borrowed against,
    this is going to be a scary time," said Mark Zandi, who is the chief
    economist at Economy.com. . . .

    Another notch up in home prices would give . . . some relief; they
    could float a 4 to 5 percent home equity loan against the additional
    value of their home and use the loan to pay down credit card debt.
    Tens of millions of Americans have used this route to lower the
    interest cost of credit card debt. With homes appreciating more
    slowly, there is less collateral left to support home equity loans,
    and paying the outstanding balances will become more costly. They
    totaled $375 billion at the end of last year. Home prices are a big
    potential casualty of rising interest rates. Sales of new and
    existing homes surged in May, the government reported, as people
    apparently rushed to become homeowners before mortgage rates went any
    higher. The average 30-year mortgage is already up a percentage point
    since early spring.

    But for Stephen Black, a homebuilder here, the surge in home sales is
    a false signal. The customer base is already shrinking for his basic
    product, a two-story house with four bedrooms and a two-car garage on
    nearly a quarter-acre, a home currently priced at $215,000.

    The buyers were families with $50,000 to $70,000 in annual income.
    Now they are increasingly bunched at the high end. The low end is
    pulling back partly because mortgages are more costly . . .

    Across town, in a rundown neighborhood, the working poor are just
    starting to show up in greater numbers at Tabor Community Services, a
    Lancaster agency that counsels those deeply in debt, said Michael
    Weaver, president of Tabor.

    The "fragile low income," as Mr. Weaver calls them, do not tend to
    own homes, but those who do buy them through subprime mortgage loans,
    in many cases with adjustable rates. Apart from housing, nearly every
    transaction for these consumers involves interest payments in one
    form or another. Lacking enough income, they rent television sets,
    furniture and appliances, signing agreements that can adjust upward
    as interest rates rise.

    Like their higher income peers, Mr. Weaver's clients often take loans
    to buy car, in their case, used cars. But they are loans of shorter
    duration and higher interest rates than the standard four- or five-
    year new car loan, now averaging 7.4 percent. They have credit cards,
    but at rates above 15 percent, which convert into much higher
    penalties when monthly payments are late.

    "These are people who are maxed out on debt," Mr. Weaver said, "and
    their numbers are growing." (Louis Uchitelle, "Families, Deep in
    Debt, Facing Pain of Growing Interest Rates," New York Times, June
    28, 2004)

evile: (clutter)

  • Jun. 9, 2004

     

    *sigh* I am still waiting on my car lease co. to send me a letter
    saying we're square and they're done torturing me. I don't think they
    will.

    Since sending them a big ol' chunk o' $$ has left me with less
    disposable income for the month than I'm used to, I'm feeling poor.
    (I'm NOT!!!)

    Since I feel poor, I want to spend a lot of money on STUFF.
    chinese shoes on ebay & or chinadirect.com
    real absinthe from that czech guy's website
    Of course, I need an absinthe glass & spoon to go with it
    and while I'm on Ebay, there's that copy of Transforming Fabric that
    I bookmarked & want to buy sometime
    and devalifewear.com still beckons...

    Since I refuse to buy STUFF when I don't need anything & ought to
    hang on to my $, seems I'm always hungry.

    It's hard to fight the urge to spend $. It's hard to fight the urge
    to overeat.

    You'd think that understanding intellectually these cause & effect
    things would make them go away, or at least make them easier to
    control. But it doesn't, not really.

    That's one of the things Onyxlynxx & I talked about at dinner last night.
    That was very cool & nice, BTW. Onyxlynxx is one smart cookie. She's been
    through a lot in life & come out with some very hard-won wisdom. I
    like her a lot.

evile: (clutter)

    May 25, 2004

     

    I finally dicked around enough with Bank of America on my end of
    lease statement & got them to fix the bill. Yay.

    Then I got in 3 medical bills--2 for the procedure I just had and 1
    for routine stuff for the last several times at the Dr. that itemized
    things 60 and 90 days over due...and this is the FIRST bill I've
    gotten from his office. I was a little pissed. I wrote an ugly letter.

    But I juggled my finances around, robbed my savings account, and all
    will be well in the end. It will be VERY nice not to have that car
    lease nonsense hanging over my head anymore.

    With the medical stuff, who knows if that's the end of it? Hopefully
    we're all done. I hate the BCBS mails that say 'this is not a bill'
    and 'amount you may owe' bla bla. Sometimes I get a bill from someone
    after that, sometimes I don't, and the amounts dont' match up anyhow.
    URGH!

    Dinner last night at Culvers. Fries & sandwich rather ordinary, not
    very salty (good, I guess, for fast food) Peglegasus got cheese curds, which
    are battered & fried, like mini mozzarella stix. Yummy. I now see the
    appeal of such. The ones in MT were not that great. THen again they
    were cold and NOT fried.

    Anyhoo...phone duty at work. Home early, then out for pizza with
    Ladydreamtime, Rainking, Scrith & onyxlynxx(& maybe others) to celebrate
    Ladydreamtime and Rainking getting their house!

evile: (clutter)

    Mar. 30, 2004

     

     

    $1415.19!!!

    (I was thinking $1200. so I wasn't off by too much. Hopefully they'll
    let me split it into 3-4 payments)

    ---

    Dreamt about wierd stuff last night.

    Out on a porch (Tuscany market? a resort? a house?) with Pat & Sonya,
    Mom, Sunshine, & maybe a couple other people. We were eating bread &
    cheese & drinking wine. Pat & Sunshine got drunk & kissed. Sonya went
    inside to vaccuum because she was mad, and I told her Sunshine
    is "more mouth than muscle," she didn't need to worry about him doing
    anything. Went back out and they were both gone, it was just Mom at
    the table.

    Helicopters flying low & following the streets like cars

1972DEBTS

Feb. 23rd, 2004 03:59 pm
evile: (clutter)

    Feb. 23, 2004

     

     

    I went to a website that ladydreamtime had bookmarked re:
    financial planning, bla bla.

    IF I can put $700/month towards my debt, I can be through in 15
    months. I could be through it in 10 if I could come up with $915 a
    month....but I don't think that's gonna happen.

    I can be debt free by June 2005. That isn't too bad. It blows
    Chenonceau out of the water, more than likely, but that's OK too.

    Once my car lease is done & I'm not paying car insurance or car
    payments, that's an extra bunch of $ that I can put towards the debt.

    At the same time, I am going to make myself less-miserable by putting
    $ in savings. I'm going to try for $200/month.

    I am going to try very hard to make Montana in May a cash-only trip.

    Umm...that's about all I can think of just now re: $. The OT is
    helpful, but I still resent the 'mandatory' aspect of it this week.
    There just isn't enough backlog to even justify that kind of thing.
    Crazy boss.

evile: (clutter)

    Jan. 9, 2004

     

    I consolidated my credit card debts today. Cap 1 sent me a good offer
    & some debt consolidation checks, so I decided to go for it. I had
    been trying to keep People's at 0, which I didn't do over XMas, and
    then I was keeping Magpies separate to write off the interest, then
    forgot to take the writeoff for interest on my Magpies Visa card,
    anyway. So I just put it all on one personal card with the biggest
    credit limit: 10 grand.

    And most of that will be debts once everything's transferred. I am
    terrified to get that bill, but it's just me being dumb--I mean, I'm
    getting a smaller interest rate (like HUGELY smaller--2.99% for the
    remainder of the loan, not just a limited time small interest rate)
    and I'll be paying 1 CC bill per month instead of 3. Just scary & sad
    to have it all in one place on one piece of paper. :(

    6375.68= Jan Cap1 balance
    2250.50= Current Magpies balance
    1445.90!!!!!OMFG!!!!=current Peoples Bank balance
    -----
    10,072.08

    (will pay the 72.08 to PPL online now.)

evile: (clutter)
 

 

    Dec. 22, 2003

    I will be so glad to get rid of this fuckin' lease.

    I'm getting hosed again on the car bill, for sales tax stuff AGAIN.

    Instead of the $359 I usually owe monthly, I owe $664.64

    Jeezus fuckin' christ.

    So...My estimated income in Jan is 1911.11, the usual.

    My estimated expenses in January are 1441.33. yow.

    But, that leaves $469.78 for groceries.

    That isn't that bad. It looks worse than it is.

    But, still, I will be *so* glad to get rid of this fuckin lease!!!

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