3761Re: no skating last night
Nov. 9th, 2005 04:05 pmE
9 Nov. 8:00 am
Ok, beyond/beneath the "Sweetie's a selfish bastard, buying himself a car
and not wanting to [help] buy US furniture whining," there is me being
mad at myself: I should have been putting the $ I wasn't spending on
the subaru lease anymore into savings, and/or putting it towards my
debts, and I did not. In fact, I've racked up MORE debts.
And now on top of that, I'll be having a car payment (or no car and
hence no life) AND furniture payments if I want furniture, AND the old
friendly debts that I've done almost nothing to pay down.
Which ultimately leads back to the 'if I don't manage my finances
better, I can never downsize my job and go work someplace I like that
is sure to NOT pay as well as this shithole and/or work on my crafts
business'....which has been a goal in the back of my mind for a long
time, and which I've also done nothing towards.
9 Nov. 8:00 am
Ok, beyond/beneath the "Sweetie's a selfish bastard, buying himself a car
and not wanting to [help] buy US furniture whining," there is me being
mad at myself: I should have been putting the $ I wasn't spending on
the subaru lease anymore into savings, and/or putting it towards my
debts, and I did not. In fact, I've racked up MORE debts.
And now on top of that, I'll be having a car payment (or no car and
hence no life) AND furniture payments if I want furniture, AND the old
friendly debts that I've done almost nothing to pay down.
Which ultimately leads back to the 'if I don't manage my finances
better, I can never downsize my job and go work someplace I like that
is sure to NOT pay as well as this shithole and/or work on my crafts
business'....which has been a goal in the back of my mind for a long
time, and which I've also done nothing towards.