Jan. 18th, 2005

evile: (clutter)

    Jan. 18, 2005

     

     

    I love 3 day weekends! I had a great time. Yoga on Saturday a.m. with
    e. (she is always late, so we don't even sit next to each other,
    but whatever...the yoga itself is good for me, so that's fine). the
    GWNN party was Saturday night and my friend Sir M (who goes to poly
    group also) showed us his collection of toys and later demo'ed them
    for me :) And then I got home to find my sweetie still awake & I got
    lucky! ;P

    Sunday we slept in. Sweetie made breakfast & coffee, and we ran some
    errands, then went and saw "Amelie" at the drafthouse downtown Sunday
    evening.

    Monday I had breakfast & shopped with Aunt L, we went back to her place
    to divvy the loot, then we called mom & talked to her for awhile (she
    is realizing that Brother A does not recognize her efforts in his
    direction, as far as quitting her job & coming to take care of the
    new baby, talking about finding something closer so she can be there
    for him,etc. Sad but gratifying)

    Monday night, we had girls night out with the usual craft nite
    bitches, but we went to dinner instead at this family style Italian
    place. I never feel that good paying so much for Italian food, since
    I can make it so much better & cheaper myself at home. But the
    atmosphere was fun, the company was delightful, so I enjoyed that
    very much.

    As we were wrapping up the bill, Sweetie called & said he and Max were
    headed out to Baskin Robbins, since Max wanted 31 scoops of ice cream
    for his 31st birthday. I invited the gals to come with, and my friend
    Nikiyoy took me up on it, so off we went to celebrate with Max. There
    were 7 of us and we actually finished off the giant pile of ice
    cream...that was so fun and entertaining. Some of the flavor
    combinations (bubble gum and chocolate, strawberry and creme brulee)
    were dreadful, but we laughed and ate it anyway. It was a hoot and a
    half.

    --- e wrote:

    > From: "
    > <
    e..
    > To: "evilE (

    > Subject: yoga
    > Date: Mon, 17 Jan 2005 10:38:50 -0600
    >
    > I thought Saturday's class was amazing! I rode
    > afterwards and I felt so
    > limber, it was a great ride.
    >
    > So yoga this Saturday right? It is great, I get to
    > do something really good
    > for myself and see you! I may try to ride after yoga
    > again, do you want to
    > do lunch? Like 12:30 or 1pm? Maybe Austin Java?
    >

    here is my actual reply:

    I did not realize that this upcoming weekend is the house & garden
    show, so the only thing that would really work for me would be
    hitting brunch directly after class.
    ==========
    but I felt like saying something snarky like "gee, I'd love to starve
    for 2 hours waiting for you to go to breakfast with me..."

     

 

2833Re: so, the weekend. , me to J, plus email from e.

 

    Jan. 18, 2005
    e wrote:


    okay maybe brunch the weekend afterwards? I have a
    friend in and I am dragging him to yoga :)
    =======
    -----Original Message-----
    From: evilE 
    Sent: Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:18 AM
    To: e.
    Subject: RE: yoga


    I might be going to San Antonio that day, but if not,
    I'll be at Yoga!
    ==============

    ok so yoga Saturday and I will see if I can move some stuff around so
    maybe brunch afterwards??? Yeah yoga! I am going to get another 8 or
    12 class pass. She is such a good instructor. :)

evile: (clutter)
2836icq w/A

    Jan. 18, 2005

     

     

    (icq not working anymore?)

    evile: happy Tuesday :)
    SkyeDS: hola :)
    evile: How was your weekend?
    SkyeDS: nice, urs?
    evile: excellent :)
    SkyeDS: :D
    evile: We already decided what we're wearing to the next GWNN party :)
    SkyeDS: sounds like ya'll have been having a good time, I was reading
    evile: yup :)
    evile: I think I made good use of my 3 days away from work ;)
    SkyeDS: what all did you do? (I haven't read LJ today yet)
    evile: yoga, shopping, gwnn party, got lucky, ran errands, saw a
    movie with Sweetie, more shopping, talked to mom on the phone, ate good
    stuff with cute gals, and then celebrated Max's 31 at Baskin Robbins
    with the usual gang o' freaks.
    SkyeDS: <makes note of got lucky, which is not something you say (to
    me at least) very often
    evile: *grinz* I figure it's not really a subject that needs to come
    up among family...but you're going to read my LJ post about Saturday
    night at some point, so...
    SkyeDS: oh that. yes, I read that one. I did read LJ yesterday.
    Just not today.
    evile: *nod*
    evile: did your truck do OK this weekend?
    SkyeDS: yepyep
    evile: that's good. Was the birthday celebration fun?
    SkyeDS: very :)
    evile: awesome :)
    SkyeDS: I'm going to take the SCA Eq handbook and adapt the games
    officially for HFS, and run them in Morconor (Waco)
    evile: Oh cool.
    evile: OMG, LOL:
    TEN COMMANDMENTS: The real reason that we can't have the Ten
    Commandments in a Courthouse... you cannot post "Thou shalt not
    steal", "Thou shalt not commit adultery", and "Thou shalt not bear
    false witness" in a building full of lawyers, judges, and
    politicians. It creates a hostile work environment.
    SkyeDS: ROFL toof ucking funny!!!
    evile: *grinz. * I love LJ.
    evile: so...our next GWNN party, we are wearing furs, jewels, and
    lingerie.
    evile: (assuming the weather is still cold enough by March 19, anyway)
    SkyeDS: TX weather who knows
    evile: yeah. I'm garnet girl, so I am now in the market for burgundy
    underthings.
    SkyeDS: victorian burgundy and green :)
    evile: that could be pretty :)
    evile: One thing I've found in common with all the various hobbies &
    groups I have--dressing up :)
    SkyeDS: nodnods
    evile: I got a nice follow-up email from Sir M, the nice dom who
    shared his toys & expertise with us.
    SkyeDS: :D
    evile: He did his best not to mark me, but I did eventually get a
    few bruises.
    SkyeDS: price of the games we like to play (no different then the
    numerous horse/bird bruises all the time I guess)
    evile: heh. I doubt you've ever orgasmed from being bitten or stepped
    on by one of your animals, but I do see your point.
    evile: I don't like having any imperfections on my skin, so I think
    I'll be on the other end of the floggers/paddles/straps/canes/etc
    next time.
    SkyeDS: I might as well not have an opinion about bruises
    evile: heh.
    SkyeDS: I have them all the time anyway whether I like it or not
    evile: I bruise easy. Which I guess is why I prefer not to be bruised
    if I can help it.
    SkyeDS: I get these bruises that don't color, you cant' see them
    SkyeDS: they hurt like hell
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: then I get big ugly colored ones
    SkyeDS: that don't hurt at all mostly
    evile: usually if it's a deep bruise, it doesn't show right away, but
    it hurts, and by the time the color comes up it is mostly healed.
    SkyeDS: problem is, if people cant' see it, they can't avoid it.
    evile: yup
    evile: Our Dom friend was very careful to avoid any areas we
    mentioned as being too painful or tender.
    SkyeDS: :)
    evile: and when I rated an item as "# ___" in my "not friends" list,
    he was quick to move on to a new toy.
    SkyeDS: poly people and bdsm people learn the hard way about trust
    and communication
    evile: some.
    SkyeDS: some of us didn't need to learn, goes without saying
    SkyeDS: but if you do need to learn, you will learn it t he hard way
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: vanilla mundanes don't always get it in either case, and that
    does not help their lack of understandings
    evile: Lack of communication skills would be a problem in any
    relationship, vanilla or otherwise.
    SkyeDS: zactly
    SkyeDS: something I tried to impart when doing readings, with who
    knows how much success.
    evile: well, like you say, some people have to learn the hard way, or
    not at all, in some cases.
    SkyeDS: I didn't tell them, this is the poly/bdsm discussion c
    hecklist, I just went down teh checklist and said, you should discuss
    these things
    SkyeDS: ie what constitutes cheating
    SkyeDS: what do you like/what don't you like
    SkyeDS: money issues, etc
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: besides there are lots of marriage counseling books that have
    same or similar checklists. I just happened to have those handy.
    evile: heh. that's cool.
    SkyeDS: but by and large the "I don't understand how that could
    possibly work (insert poly, bdsm,w hatever you want in there)" well,
    trust and communication. And some just dont' get it
    evile: *shrug* Some people don't like chocolate ice cream. It's not a
    moral failing. But I guess there are those who say "chocolate ice
    cream? that's nasty, who could possibly like such a thing!?" I don't
    care what they like or don't like, but I could do without the
    judgement.
    evile: totally random unrelated thought...I wonder if I'd have better
    luck if I called it a "live-it" instead of a "diet"....
    SkyeDS: lol worth a try?
    evile: *nod*

2837Re: icq w/A

 

    Jan. 18, 2005

     

     

    (yahoo messenger)

    evilE: ICQ totally crapped out on me!!
    skye_ds: saw t hat
    skye_ds: am tryin gto figure out whether I need to leave here at 3 or
    not
    skye_ds: supposedly I have a lesson at 4, but I haven't been able to
    confirm that, and I"m wondering how a lesson will transpire at 4 if
    he's in school
    evilE: doesn't school usually let out 3 ish?
    skye_ds: don't know. don't know what school he goes to. they move him
    around every two weeks
    evilE: Sucks not to be able to get ahold of anyone to
    confirm the lesson...I guess if there's stuff to be done in the
    office that can't wait till tomorrow, stay, but otherwise, go and if
    there's not a lesson, enjoy the evening
    skye_ds: guess so
    evilE: Tina (and other service professionals I know),
    charges a fee for missed appointments without 24 hours notice.
    evilE: Something to think about, if this sort of thing
    becomes common.
    skye_ds: in similar fashion, if you don't call and confirm within 24
    hours, I just won't be there.
    evilE: *nod*
    skye_ds: guess imina mosy
    skye_ds: <hugs> wind to your wings
    evilE: you too, babe! Have fun!

 

evile: (clutter)

    Jan. 18, 2005

     

     

    something self righteous and prissy I was going to post in my LJ. I
    don't think so.

    If you know what it felt like not to be one of the cool kids, seems
    like you've got one of 2 options when you finally ARE one of the cool
    kids:


  • 1) invite the uncool kids to be cool to join in and help them feel
    included. (it doesn't bring you DOWN to help others come UP to your
    level. As a matter of fact, doing nice things for people actually
    makes you feel even BETTER)

    2) stomp all over the uncool kids, because that's what the cool kids
    did to you when you were uncool. (it makes you feel
    bigger/stronger/smarter to make other people feel
    small/weak/stupid..and sadly, it's only the people who respect you
    and your opinions that you can make feel this way...so do you really
    want to do that to someone who regards you so highly?)

    ...

    I would like to say I try to always be the #1 cool kid, when I see
    someone feeling uncool and unhappy in a setting where I am cool and
    happy. Being human, and selfish, I'm sure I've missed more than one
    opportunity to recognize an uncool kid feeling bad and help him/her
    out.

    I would also say I believe that a majority of social structures make
    it easier, and more accepted, to be the #2 cool kid (fraternities,
    sororities, internships, abused children growing up to become abusers
    to their own children, etc.)

    Nothing really made this thought happen, it's been in my head awhile,
    and I wanted to share.

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