Mar. 16th, 2004

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    Mar. 16, 2004

     

     

    Let it go for 2004...by T. D. Jakes

    There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell
    you this!

    When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

    I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
    loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying
    attached to you.

    I mean hang up the phone.

    When people can walk away from you let them walk.

    Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

    The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made
    manifest that they were not for us.

    For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with
    us. [1 John 2:19]

    People leave you because they are not joined to you.

    And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them
    go.

    And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that
    their part in the story is over.

    And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so
    that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

    You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.

    Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the
    tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.

    It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know
    whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me.

    And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people
    to stay. Let them go!!

    If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was
    never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!

    If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...LET IT GO!!!

    If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your
    worth...LET IT GO!!!

    If someone has angered you ... LET IT GO!!!

    If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge .. LET IT
    GO!!!

    If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ... LET IT
    GO!!!

    If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
    talents ... LET IT GO!!!

    If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!

    If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better... LET IT
    GO!!!

    If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
    level in Him... LET IT GO!!!

    If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
    relationship....LET IT GO!!!

    If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
    themselves...LET IT GO!!!

    If you're feeling depressed and stressed .... LET IT GO!!!

    If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
    yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need
    to...LET IT GO!!!

    Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.

    GOD is doing a new thing for 2004!!! LET IT GO!!! Get Right or Get
    Left
    .. think about it, and then LET IT GO!!! "The Battle is the Lord's!"

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    Mar. 16, 2004

     

     

    SkyeDS: note to self: acquire bike shorts and long sleeveless t's for
    walking in
    evile: Oshmans has good prices on bike shorts :)
    SkyeDS: /me just walked nearly 45 minutes straight and is now nice
    and toasty in her long black sleeves and pants
    SkyeDS: does Oshman's carry 22 extra fat?
    evile: I'm sure they do.
    SkyeDS: that's an idea, I just got paid today, I have to stop by the
    bank on the way home anyway, I could stop by Oshman's too if they
    take checks.
    evile: Might also try ebay. There are a lot of 'success stories'
    there, in that women who've lost weight are selling barely-used
    larger clothes.
    evile: I've written checks at Oshmans. I got all my skating & hiking
    socks there.
    SkyeDS: got a $100+ pair of boots slightly used on ebay, just enough
    to break the leather in comfortably (no blisters), for $25, and I've
    worn them more than two years now.
    SkyeDS: I think they're worth repairing, as soon as I find time and
    money.
    SkyeDS: walked from 13/Nueces to 4/Guadalupe and back
    evile: Awesome.
    SkyeDS: 2 over and 9 down.
    evile: It always feels really good to exercise, I don't know why I've
    got such a mental block against it.
    SkyeDS: I know what my problem is, I'm lazy, and I do better with a
    partner to fuss at me.
    evile: I don't like to be fussed at, or fuss at anyone. For me it's
    the fact that I know someone is depending on me to do something/be
    somewhere and I dont' want to let them down.
    SkyeDS: let me shorten that to with a partner, mostly I think because
    I don't like to be by myself.
    SkyeDS: but I was by myself today, and it was fine.
    SkyeDS: and I walked the property by myself Sunday before I got sineater
    and sonar0m out of the house to help, and that was fine too.
    evile: yeah. Once you start a habit it's easier to keep going, even
    if you don't have company.
    evile: I saw that you sent me photos. I haven't looked yet, because
    I'm paranoid about accidentally saving something to the work computer
    hard drive. that would be bad.
    SkyeDS: they're pictures of the trees and the pond, no rush
    SkyeDS: they might also be up on the website by n ow
    SkyeDS: bellaperegrina.netfirms.com
    evile: oh, cool :)
    evile: I'm almost done with the mandatory 5 hours OT boss wanted for
    the week, so I can go home and play hostess Barbie for the rest of
    the week.
    SkyeDS: when you put it like that it doesn't sound like so much fun
    evile: What? mandatory OT or being Hostess?
    SkyeDS: hostess barbie
    evile: enh. I have no idea what they're going to want to do, other
    than the general 'SXSW'...so I can't really make any plans. I don't
    even know when they're arriving or when they're leaving. So...very
    amorphous. I don't do amorphous too well.
    SkyeDS: take them horseback riding :)
    evile: Mark has an illness which makes him not good with being
    outside, getting hot, direct sunlight, etc.
    SkyeDS: :(
    evile: he's also got some spinal thing that makes one leg longer than
    the other. Poor guy.
    SkyeDS: walking around sxsw isn't going to be too much fun either
    evile: They rented a car. they think they're going to do a lot of
    driving. I hope they also have some idea of where to park & get
    shuttles.
    SkyeDS: /me ds
    SkyeDS: err nods
    evile: Jeanne has been before. She ought to have a pretty good idea
    of what to expect as far as parking/driving/walking.
    evile: Personally, you couldn't get me to go downtown during this
    week for all the butter in France.
    SkyeDS: I was t hinking about my own carriage company as I walked
    past the Bremond Block today
    SkyeDS: it would be another way for the horses to pay for themselves,
    particularly a Friesian or a Gypsy.
    evile: true.
    SkyeDS: I haven't driven in so long, I'd need to relearn, and, I've
    never trained a horse to drive.
    evile: Definitely a lot of work involved, for you & the horses both.
    SkyeDS: I trailer trained Jesse with books, I'm sure there's a
    plethora of books and videos on driving.
    evile: Yeah.
    evile: Do you still keep in touch with the people who you used to
    drive for? They'd probably be a good resource for finding more info
    on what it would take to start up your own carriage business.
    SkyeDS: I haven't kept in touch, but I didn't burn bridges
    evile: always a good thing.
    SkyeDS: but I can't see any way to ask questions without betraying
    what I'm doing
    SkyeDS: and I don't think Sheree or Elaine would be thrilled
    evile: I don't think I'd care to have an animal on 6th st, since *I*
    dont' even like to be there.
    SkyeDS: they don't let carriages actually onto 6th
    SkyeDS: they go across
    evile: Were I starting a carriage business, I'd see if I could do it
    at Zilker in the day time on the weekends.
    SkyeDS: I was thinking Capital, Bremond Block
    SkyeDS: Zilker is good
    evile: Or do it with minis. doting parents would pay fortunes to take
    pictures of their kids in a mini carriage with a mini horse
    SkyeDS: actually I'd entertain lots of suggestions from clients,
    within reason
    evile: (like the mini train at Zilker, only horses, I guess)
    SkyeDS: that would be a good business for you :)
    SkyeDS: and you could keep the minis in the house.
    evile: No, I hate children, remember?
    SkyeDS: or I can board them for you.
    evile: And to a horse there probably isn't much difference between
    drunks trying to 'set them free' and small screaming children doing
    the same.
    evile: Except maybe the drunks' hands aren't as sticky and filthy...
    evile: I have good ideas, but they all involve dealing with people. I
    hate people. :(
    SkyeDS: unfortunately money grows on people and not trees
    evile: yup.
    evile: The only people I'd want in my house or touchng my animals
    would be my friends, and I wouldn't want to charge them for it,
    because they're my friends. Such a quandary.
    evile: I could never do any of those 'southern living at home'
    or 'pampered chef' or whatever parties. I love having people over &
    stuff, but not to make money off 'em.....just seems tacky-ish to me.
    SkyeDS: Hugh is eating a "simply sugarfree" bar from Central Market
    SkyeDS: chocolate and toffee
    SkyeDS: he gave me a bite and it's wondrous
    evile: yum.
    SkyeDS: well I thought the pics were up on t he page (sineater said they
    were) b ut they aren't
    SkyeDS: but you can DL them at home
    evile: I will :)
    evile: I can't wait :)
    SkyeDS: Karen is going to give me a gift certificate to Tanglewood
    Nursery (between home and Lexington)
    evile: There is a lot of LC stuff around nowdays. Central market
    mostly, but even the regular HEB. I may give it another go
    SkyeDS: it's supposed to be a surprise.
    evile: awesome :)
    SkyeDS: ordered from www.netrition.com once, haven't in a long while,
    they've got lots more stuff now
    evile: shipping & handling is always an unpleasant surprise...
    SkyeDS: I think that's why the last time I ordered like $200 so it
    was free
    SkyeDS: and discounted
    evile: cool
    SkyeDS: I bought shakes and bake mix
    SkyeDS: like a six month supply or something like that
    evile: wow...
    SkyeDS: cheap place to get bars and every thing you could imagine and
    some you can't low carb
    SkyeDS: but...have to order chocolate stuffs before May because I
    think they won't deliver them from May to Sept because of melting
    during shipping
    evile: that makes sense.
    SkyeDS: almond flour
    evile: When I go serious LC, I never really miss sweets but I do miss
    bread.
    SkyeDS: the bake mix made good blueberry muffins
    SkyeDS: but I prefer soy crepes to the pancakes
    SkyeDS: and I never tried to make bread with it
    SkyeDS: I don't think it would be very good
    evile: I can't do soy until I'm done with Depo.
    SkyeDS: but if you looked real hard in the specialtiy stores you
    could probably find a lower carb whole grain bread
    evile: Not a big fan of soy anything, there's a wierd taste to it.
    evile: this is true. I like things like ciabatta & nice
    baguettes...very carby.
    SkyeDS: give yourself a free day just once a week
    SkyeDS: almost all the major plans allow for that in some form or
    another
    evile: yeah.
    SkyeDS: do it on a day when you're the most active
    evile: heh.
    SkyeDS: it's actually good for two reasons. One is psychological,
    you can write down all your cravings and take care of them on a free
    day, and it keeps you from plateaus.
    SkyeDS: and then you minimize the damage when you do it on a day when
    you are the most active
    SkyeDS: (body builders do that)
    evile: true.
    evile: Well, I'm going to go dink around with the copier, so I should
    sign off.
    SkyeDS: /me hugs
    SkyeDS: ciao bella :)
    evile: &hugs* can't wait to get home & see your photos :)

2024dream

Mar. 16th, 2004 06:35 pm
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    Mar. 16, 2004

     

     

    dream:

    I was at some state park or resort, it was trashed. All kinds of beer
    bottles, beer cans, boxes, wrappers, coolers, chairs, just washed up
    on the banks, trashed.

    Some kind of tour of the facilities/daycare thing. Lots of kids.
    Someone had a card that X had sent them, it was nice inside but on
    the back was this long drawn out story about how I was to blame for
    all her problems.

    Some talk between Mom & G [ex stepdad], she'd left a filing cabinet with him
    after their divorce & it was one of the things washed up on the
    shore.

    Then I was in a room with X and her husband M. & they offered me a whip-it.
    Not even the cartridge & balloon but a whipped cream container. I got
    pissed off and gave some self-righteous pompous speech about my body
    is my temple and bla bla bla. what ever. But I was very very mad at
    them for being miserable druggie scumbags & then trying to get me
    into abusing my body, too...

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