3760no skating last night

E
9 Nov. 6:43 am


So, [Cousin B] didn't come to dinner. I called over there around 6 and [Aunt L]
said he was 'feeling puny' and he'd come skating with me later. So
Dinner was me, Sweetie, Marcus the carcass, peglegasus, big james, and jaime.

After dinner I called [Cousin B], got his voicemail, left a msg, and hten
called L&B's home phone. [Aunt L] said he was still asleep, so I thought
about skating, then decided to go home instead. got some stuff at the
grocery store, then went home, puttered online & then went to bed.

dreamt about living in some big ugly-ish house with a bunch of
people. commune, co op, or something, everyone all focused on some
male member of the household who was in the hospital. Making dinner,
quinoa. Something about water squirting out of the stove and getting
the bag of dried quinoa wet. this girl put on the grains in a big pot
with not enough water, imho, then she left. Kids running around,
playing, hungry, I put one of them to work grating cheese, she was
holding a piece of cheeese and a fork and i was going to show her how
to grate cheese, the sink full of filthy grey water and dishes,
grater dirty. I was going to wash the grater, but stopped to teach
the kid to wash her hands before doing food prep first, then the
alarm went off. bleh. Not a great dream.

OH, here's some news from my RL: Sweetie wants to get rid of the troopers
and get a jeep liberty and will then expect me to buy my own car and
stop driving his.

I'd rather buy furniture.

3761Re: no skating last night

E
9 Nov. 8:00 am


Ok, beyond/beneath the "Sweetie's a selfish bastard, buying himself a car
and not wanting to [help] buy US furniture whining," there is me being
mad at myself: I should have been putting the $ I wasn't spending on
the subaru lease anymore into savings, and/or putting it towards my
debts, and I did not. In fact, I've racked up MORE debts.

And now on top of that, I'll be having a car payment (or no car and
hence no life) AND furniture payments if I want furniture, AND the old
friendly debts that I've done almost nothing to pay down.

Which ultimately leads back to the 'if I don't manage my finances
better, I can never downsize my job and go work someplace I like that
is sure to NOT pay as well as this shithole and/or work on my crafts
business'....which has been a goal in the back of my mind for a long
time, and which I've also done nothing towards.

3762icq w/A

E
9 Nov. 12:06 pm


evile: hi :)
skye_dsDS: hola chica :)
evile: Good Thought for today: Today's my Thursday & tomorrow's my
Friday! :)
skye_dsDS: lol you suck ;)
evile: yeah, well. I get few complaints. ;P
skye_dsDS: I wanted to take sineater home and stay home, but I had to stop
by here to get a few things out of the way first
skye_dsDS: and instead of staying downstairs he insisted on coming
upstairs so now he's asleep in one of my comfy chairs
evile: *nod* How did that go?
skye_dsDS: he is as highstrung and stubborn as his horse
skye_dsDS: refused to go under and then didn't come out as well as they
wanted him to
skye_dsDS: but ate more breakfast than I did and is now snoozing away
without snoring
skye_dsDS: which AMAZES me
evile: He probably needs the rest, then, if he's sleeping that
heavily.
skye_dsDS: needs t he rest at home imho but what do I know
evile: *nod*
skye_dsDS: do love the owls :)
evile: me too.
evile: somebody on my friends list is afraid of owls, but I can't
remember who...I'm sure they'll say something soon.
skye_dsDS: I am fall over on my face sleepy
evile: Me too.
skye_dsDS: I'm reading the Walken platform
skye_dsDS: if he's running, on this platform, for real
skye_dsDS: I'm voting for him
evile: I'm thinking too bad it's a hoax.
skye_dsDS: is it? :(
evile: snopes.com is your friend.
skye_dsDS: sighs
skye_dsDS: can I just go to sleep now?
evile: I dont' see why not...
evile: The empty office near the break room here is still un-
allocated. They're starting to store boxes and extra furniture in it.
I am tempted to go in htere and lock the door and get a few winks.
skye_dsDS: if the odds of getting caught measured up right, I'd go for
it myself
evile: *nod*
skye_dsDS: HUgh is going to play racquetball today
skye_dsDS: I'm going to sleep when he does
evile: cool.
evile: I loved Marcos' last post in the austin poly yahoo group. He
is so articulate.
skye_dsDS:

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