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May. 30th, 2003

May 30, 2003

dream: was at sineater's (looked like Uncle Bubba & [his wife U]'s trailer in SA) &
toilet had been modified so you could flush dead bodies. septic tank
outside was broken, bodies & poop & green stuff oozing out of the
ground. sineater was vacuuming, said someone would be out to clean up the
mess soon. ?? (at some point, I was making poo while sineater vacuumed in
the bathroom?)

WTF

honesty: everyone says they value it, nobody actually does. They'd
rather be lied to, manipulated, tricked, than asked straight out?
X has gotten used to this form of communication, it wasn't really
her fault she couldn't come right out and ask for whatever she needed
from me...she has not ever been allowed to be honest. Mom. MA. No
honesty. Proz (?) in Livejournal got hollered at by Pace for being
anti-trans, after Pace apparently asked Proz' opinion on something &
didn't like Proz' honest thoughts.

abuse: I used to blame all of sineater's problems on skye_ds, say it was
her fault his life was bad, she is a terrible person for being so
awful to him & the bird & horses...but I have come to realize that
she is desperately unhappy, depressed, self-destructive, and possibly
mentally ill. Does it excuse or exonerate her behavior, to know that
she is at least as horrible to herself as she is to the people
she 'loves'? Is there a valid analogy to the way skye_ds abuses sineater
and the way Alzheimer's patients yell at people for stuff that
happened a long time ago? If you love someone, do you let them hurt
you, knowing they can't help it? Or do you remove yourself because
you know your love can't fix anything?

They are playing girlfriend songs on 101x flashback lunch: respect by
erasure-a J-Law song, and There is a light that never goes out, by the
smiths, a D. song.

May 30, 2003

The ones I've seen are in BOLD

Titanic (1997 - $1,835,300,000)

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001 - $968,600,000)

Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace (1999 - $922,300,000)


Jurassic Park (1993 - $919,700,000)

 The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002 - $905,700,000)

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002 - $866,300,000)

The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001 -
$860,200,000)

Independence Day (1996 - $811,200,000)

Spider-Man (2002 - $806,700,000)

Star Wars (1977 - $797,900,000)

The Lion King (1994 - $783,400,000)

E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982 - $756,700,000)

Forrest Gump (1994 - $679,400,000)

The Sixth Sense (1999 - $661,500,000)

Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002 - $648,200,000)


The Lost World: Jurassic Park (1997 - $614,300,000)

Men in Black (1997 - $587,200,000)

Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983 - $572,700,000)


Armageddon (1998 - $554,600,000)

Mission: Impossible II (2000 - $545,300,000)

Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980 -
$533,800,000)

Home Alone (1990 - $533,700,000)

Monsters, Inc. (2001 - $528,900,000)

Ghost (1990 - $517,600,000)

Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991 - $516,800,000)

Aladdin (1992 - $501,900,000)

Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989 - $494,700,000)

Twister (1996 - $494,700,000)

Toy Story 2 (1999 - $485,700,000)

Saving Private Ryan (1998 - $479,300,000)

Jaws (1975 - $470,600,000)

The Matrix (1999 - $456,300,000)

Gladiator (2000 - $456,200,000)

Shrek (2001 - $455,100,000)

Mission: Impossible (1996 - $452,500,000)

Pearl Harbor (2001 - $450,400,000)

Ocean's Eleven (2001 - $444,200,000) -- not yet

Pretty Woman (1990 - $438,200,000)

Tarzan (1999 - $435,200,000)

Men in Black II (2002 - $425,600,000)

Die Another Day (2002 - $424,700,000)

Dances with Wolves (1990 - $424,200,000)

Cast Away (2000 - $424,000,000)

Mrs. Doubtfire (1993 - $423,100,000)

The Mummy Returns (2001 - $418,700,000)

The Mummy (1999 - $413,300,000)

Batman (1989 - $413,100,000)

Rain Man (1988 - $412,800,000)

The Bodyguard (1992 - $410,900,000)

Signs (2002 - $407,900,000)

Gone with the Wind (1939 - $390,500,000)

Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (1991 - $390,400,000)

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981 - $383,800,000)

Grease (1978 - $379,800,000)

Ice Age (2002 - $378,300,000)

Beauty and the Beast (1991 - $378,300,000)

Godzilla (1998 - $375,800,000)

What Women Want (2000 - $370,800,000)

The Fugitive (1993 - $368,700,000)

True Lies (1994 - $365,200,000)

Die Hard: With a Vengeance (1995 - $365,000,000)

Notting Hill (1999 - $363,000,000)

Jurassic Park III (2001 - $362,900,000)

There's Something About Mary (1998 - $360,000,000)

Planet of the Apes (2001 - $358,900,000)

The Flintstones (1994 - $358,500,000)

Toy Story (1995 - $358,100,000)

A Bug's Life (1998 - $357,900,000)

The Exorcist (1973 - $357,500,000)

My Big Fat Greek Wedding (2002 - $356,500,000) 

Basic Instinct (1992 - $352,700,000)

The World Is Not Enough (1999 - $352,000,000)

GoldenEye (1995 - $351,500,000)

Back to the Future (1985 - $350,600,000)

Se7en (1995 - $350,100,000)

Hannibal (2001 - $349,200,000)

Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988 - $349,100,000)

Deep Impact (1998 - $348,600,000)

Dinosaur (2000 - $347,800,000)

Pocahontas (1995 - $347,100,000)

Tomorrow Never Dies (1997 - $346,600,000)

Top Gun (1986 - $344,700,000)

Minority Report (2002 - $342,000,000)

How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000 - $340,400,000)

American Beauty (1999 - $336,000,000)

Catch Me If You Can (2002 - $335,800,000)

 Batman Forever (1995 - $335,000,000)

Apollo 13 (1995 - $334,100,000)

Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984 - $333,000,000)

Back to the Future Part II (1989 - $332,000,000)

The Rock (1996 - $330,500,000)

Rush Hour 2 (2001 - $329,100,000)

Crocodile Dundee (1986 - $328,000,000)

The Perfect Storm (2000 - $325,700,000)

The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996 - $325,500,000)

X2 (2003 - $324,100,000)

Schindler's List (1993 - $321,200,000)

The Mask (1994 - $320,900,000)

Fatal Attraction (1987 - $320,100,000)

Lethal Weapon 3 (1992 - $319,700,000)

dream: was at

sineater's (looked like Uncle Bubba's in SA) & toilet had been modified so you could flush dead bodies. septic tank outside was broken, bodies & poop & green stuff oozing out of the ground. Sineater was vacuuming, said someone would be out to clean up the mess soon. ??

WTF

Random thoughts re:

honesty: everyone says they value it, nobody actually does. They'd
rather be lied to, manipulated, tricked, than asked straight out?
X. has gotten used to this form of communication, it wasn't really
her fault she couldn't come right out and ask for whatever she needed
from me...she has not ever been allowed to be honest. Her Mom. Her husband. No
honesty. Proz (?) in Livejournal got hollered at by

ubiquity for being
anti-trans, after Pace apparently asked Proz' opinion on something &
didn't like Proz' honest thoughts.

abuse: I used to blame all of

sineater's problems on

skye_ds, say it was
her fault his life was bad, she is a terrible person for being so
awful to him & the bird & horses...but I have come to realize that
she is desperately unhappy, depressed, self-destructive, and possibly
mentally ill. Does it excuse or exonerate her behavior, to know that
she is at least as horrible to herself as she is to the people
she 'loves'? Is there a valid analogy to the way skye_ds abuses sineater
and the way Alzheimer's patients yell at people for stuff that
happened a long time ago? If you love someone, do you let them hurt
you, knowing they can't help it? Or do you remove yourself because
you know your love can't fix anything?

music: They are playing girlfriend songs on 101x flashback lunch: respect by
erasure-a J-Law song, and There is a light that never goes out, by the
smiths, a D. song.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Location: home
Current Music: Flashback Lunch on 101X

May. 30th, 2003

May. 30th, 2003

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