last nights dreams

[evile]

 Dreamland was busy last night. It's all fading quickly now that I'm up and about, but there was something about my brother and one of his horses doing a Christmas show with the Last Chance Forever folks, and something about working as a contractor for my old state job (yuck) but then remembering that state offices are closed day after Christmas so I had the day off, and a phone call from my female guardian angel and an in person visit from a male angel who may have been my other guardian angel (?) He was in my living room as i got off the phone with her, and he told me he liked my book collection. I was living in a place I didn't recognize, with my ex (though in my dream we were still broken up) and he'd bought or rented the place furnished, and there were a bunch of drawers under the bed with candles and tarot cards and all kinds of neat stuff stored away. I kept finding decks that were so cool and "wow, I just saw this deck the other day and I was thinking about getting it, this person's taste in tarot cards is just like mine! WOW! " My ex had all of his junk and clutter stored away in one room and the rest of the house?condo?apartment? was clean and tidy but it wasn't his stuff or my stuff, it was the stuff the apartment already had in it when we moved in and I was wondering where we were going to put the rest of our stuff.... it was a busy dream but not stressful, there was just a lot going on, with a kind of message or feeling that my angels were always there for me, that I was always loved and cared for, and that there were people out there with whom I share common interests and affections, even if we don't know each other or spend time together in person in real life, there's a common thread of us-ness running through the world. kind of a constant state of belonging and fitting in, at some level beyond the superficial day to day. A widespread invisible tribe. I dunno how to describe the feeling. Just....not being alone, not being a wierdo, just being one of many scattered around the world for a purpose.