3154Compassionate Avoidance

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Apr. 25, 2005

 

 

Compassionate Avoidance

No, I don't hate you, I don't even have enough time and energy in my
life for the things I enjoy, so that leaves nothing to devote to
something as resource- sucking as HATE.

You just annoy me, with your "me me me" blather, and your lack of
interest in others, and your continual drama, crises du jour, and
ongoing shooting yourself in the foot, getting in your own way, and
seeming to create all of these situations that make things rough for
you while keeping you in everyone's spotlight.

I recognize that your little song-and-dance performance of "The Great
and Wonderful Me Show" is an insecurity thing, it's a cry for love
and approval, and I certainly sympathize.

However, for my own peace of mind, for my own energy levels that I
wish to devote to my friends, loved ones, hobbies, thoughts, dreams,
and personal growth, I must avoid you, with many loving thoughts and
prayers for your eventual growth, maturity, and happiness.