Sep. 6th, 2005

evile: (clutter)

    Sep. 6, 2005

     

     

    When i close my eyes all i see are visions of you
    And when i open my eyes
    Your absence holds me down
    I try but i can't shake myself loose
    I can't command my brain
    All i do is shrink and think of one thing
    I'm sitting alone beside me
    I'm digging a hole inside myself

    All i want is the place i think i've found
    When i look into your eyes
    All i know is that i'm tired of the world around me
    Please don't ignore me

    Dedicated, here i am thinking of you
    With everything within me
    You'll never see me, never feel me
    Never know these thoughts of mine
    In my mind you're always there, always smiling
    Always reaching out to me
    The days go on with heartache,
    The days go on with emptiness

    All i want is to somehow matter to you
    Even if all else rejects me
    All i know is that i'm hammered by the world
    Around me
    Please don't destroy me

    I burn down time trying to find a way
    To get through to you
    I'm standing in line for a hand out
    That will never come but still
    I don't care
    Feeling like, looking like -naked
    Here is everything i am
    Laid out exposed wide eyed unable to forget you

3503icq w/A

Sep. 6th, 2005 04:32 pm
evile: (clutter)

    Sep. 6, 2005

     

     

    pretty boring. ICQ just dropped. I think I'll leave it off.


    evile: hey :) How was your weekend?
    SkyeDS: completely unproductive but good. caught up on sleep sat &
    sun, saw a movie and went to the melting pot last night
    evile: cool. What did you see?
    SkyeDS: willy wonka
    evile: aha. cool :)
    SkyeDS: very behind on movies
    evile: Not too much I have really wanted to see this summer. I even
    missed the las star wars flick. Jus t couldn't muster the enthusiasm
    to go
    SkyeDS: I still want to see Brothers Grimm - Zorro and Narnia when
    they come out
    SkyeDS: and some of the true stories look interesting although I
    can't remember the names of them offhand
    evile: I wasn't super impressed with BG.
    SkyeDS: they're making another Pride & Prejudice
    SkyeDS: has Judi Dench in it
    evile: Narnia comes out at XMastime, right?
    SkyeDS: nods
    evile: I love Judi Dench.
    SkyeDS: while I think that Alan Rickman would make an ideal Mr.
    Darcy, I have to go see Dame Dench.
    evile: *nods*
    SkyeDS: I thought one of the many good things about searching for
    bobby fischer is that it was a true story
    evile: I don't think I ever saw that.
    SkyeDS: it was very good I thought but ymmv
    evile: *nods*
    SkyeDS: three of us ate at melting pot last night for $95 (tip incl)
    SkyeDS: I thought that was pretty good
    SkyeDS: bill = 80.14, 20% tip
    evile: *nod*
    evile: the GWNN bash is next weekend, also Tablerock. dammit.
    SkyeDS: I haven't pinned Stephanie down yet
    SkyeDS: talked to Jackie Mills yesterday, who obviously doesn't want
    us there
    evile: ?
    SkyeDS: I'll try to get Stephanie on the phone again when Hugh goes
    to lunch
    SkyeDS: Jackie Mills = in charge of their Hamlet production, which
    runs the weekend before, the weekend of and the weekend after
    evile: So, she's not actually in charge of anything related to
    tablerock
    SkyeDS: I don't really think Hamlet appropriate for a Faire, a nd I
    don't see why run Hamlet concurrent with the faire instead of just
    before or just after
    SkyeDS: but unlike Jackie I keep my unwanted opinions to myself
    SkyeDS: I hope she isn't.
    SkyeDS: I really can't tell whether she's a faire chief or not.
    SkyeDS: all I asked her was, well, look
    evile: so who is Stephanie?
    SkyeDS: Stephanie's been offering us a tour of the grounds because
    she says there are areas we can't see on our own (it is open to the
    public)
    SkyeDS: I'm having a hard time getting ahold of Stephanie
    SkyeDS: so if you're going to be there this afternoon (and she was)
    would it be too much for someone to just show us around?
    SkyeDS: and apparently it was.
    SkyeDS: Stephanie is from what I can tell actually in charge of the
    faire itself.
    evile: aha
    SkyeDS: Ms. Hamlet is concerned about the horses being around the
    patrons and the poop. Stephanie hasn't mentioned either of those as
    concerns, so I'm not going to worry about it until she does.
    SkyeDS: Besides, poop = groundcrew with shovels, big fat hairy deal,
    got that covered
    evile: sounds like a plan.
    SkyeDS: horses around patrons, well, I can ride kids around and
    through parking lots away from everyone else, that's not an issue
    either
    SkyeDS: Ms. Hamlet wanted to take issue with us because we hadn't
    attended a faire that's only four years old this year
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: I said, well, we have more than 14 years experience with the
    larger, older and better established faires across the state so
    surely that counts for something
    evile: heehee!
    SkyeDS: obviously Ms. Hamlet is not aware that Stephanie already
    discussed the horses and what we could and could not do and insurance
    with the BOD
    evile: If it were me, I would not bother fighting with her unless she
    actually had any authority in the faire. Otherwise, it's a waste of
    energy.
    SkyeDS: yep
    SkyeDS: I cut the conversation short with, well, I think I'd best
    just stick to talking to Stephanie, do you have her number?
    SkyeDS: so it was actually productive, I got her number where I
    didn't have it before
    SkyeDS: now to get her to answer her phone
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: she posts to the other yahoo groups occasionally
    SkyeDS: I vaguely begin to wish I had not mentioned that we would be
    vending/performing to the Shire
    SkyeDS: that gives Karen and Tracy a chance to badmouth me to the
    Faire
    SkyeDS: that wasn't bright of me at all
    evile: that sucks.
    SkyeDS: I don't know that they have, it's just a bad, niggling
    feeling t hat I should have kept my mouth shut.
    SkyeDS: and just enjoyed the dismay visible in their faces at the
    faire.
    evile: hang in there...you haven't done anything wrong, so there's
    nothing bad to say.
    SkyeDS: just because I've never done anything Karen says I have
    doesn't mean people won't believe her
    SkyeDS: particularly when they don't know her as anything but a big
    muckety muck from a respected rengroup like the SCA
    evile: *nod* true.
    SkyeDS: it was evident in the woman's tone that she has no love lost
    for Stephanie, so that might be mutual
    SkyeDS: anyway, I'm going to run Stephanie down and see what's what
    evile: I hope it works out OK
    SkyeDS: if it doesn't, their loss, not ours.
    SkyeDS: horses are an integral part of ren faires.
    evile: *nod*
    SkyeDS: big successful long lasting ones, anyway
    SkyeDS: I was very flattered when a Scarby gypsy sought us out to ask
    us to audition at Scarby
    SkyeDS: (at Ravensloft)
    evile: neat.
    SkyeDS: good looking man, excellently garbed, flawlessly romany
    accented speech with appropriate romany vocabulary all about
    SkyeDS: I'm thinkin, you can't possibly be talking about us
    SkyeDS: of course, I see his attractive flawlessly garbed self
    standing by the gate while I've been in a sand filled arena, in my
    sandals because boots were too hot, and a pair of red harem pants
    because I was on my period and the skirts were too hot
    SkyeDS: and our conversation kept getting interrupted because he
    showed up concurrently with the only spate of patrons we had that
    afternoon
    SkyeDS: he seems to think that although Wispersteppe is predominantly
    Kalderash that they wouldn't object to having a Lovara vitsa.
    evile: neat :)
    evile: Sometime between now and the 17th I need to sew. bleh.
    evile: [Cousin B] wants wrap pants. They're easy enough. Maybe I'll teach
    him how to sew :P
    evile: & Sweetie wants a utilikilt. But I think we'll have Michael
    (roninjedi) take care of that--he makes utilikilt knockoffs.
    evile: I'm not sure if Sweetie even wants to go to Tablerock. he may be
    thinking ahead to TRF

    evile: ugh. boss is crawling up our butts about production.
    evile: I need to get my state app back from [Aunt L] and start sending it
    out. I was really hoping she'd find me some leads, but oh well. I can
    do this.
    evile: aww! I love Sam (fugaciouslover). She SO rawks.

3504dream

Sep. 6th, 2005 04:38 pm
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    I was hitchiking to the new orleans airport, somehow before the
    hurricane. This nice businessman type picked me up and I thought
    about warning him, but realized I couldn't.

    It was very early in the a.m. and there were gaggles of college kids--
    frat boys, sohos, athletes, all waiting for planes. Everything was
    closed. I wanted beignets, this one place had a pastry assortment and
    coffee but before I got into the line all the beignets were gone.

    Then I went to this texmex(?) place that had beignets and coffee for
    almost $5, and I got those.

    Then I woke up.

    *sigh*

    photos of the neighborhood around Tulane:

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/searingblue/sets/878000/show/

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