Nov. 9th, 2004

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    9 Nov. 6:50 am

     

     

    I had a dream last night that I was 5'11". My family was all freaked
    out and kept making me stand back-to-back with different family
    members to see whether I was taller or shorter than them. Apparently
    it was determined that I'd gotten taller by doing Pilates.

    Even though the subject matter seems innocuous, or even happy-making,
    I woke up feeling very stressed out and unhappy.

    This makes night #3 of bizarre dreams with seemingly-harmless content
    that made me feel icky.

    Oh, and the song in my head as I woke up was Pink's 'like a pill'
    song, or whatever it's called.

    "outgrowing my family"? ugh

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    9 Nov. 7:53 am

     

     

    YES or NO:
    x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: Yes.
    x. LIKE TO COOK: Yes. Hate to clean, though.
    x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yes.
    x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yup

    DO YOU...?
    HAVE A CRUSH: sometimes.
    WANT TO GET MARRIED: No.
    GET MOTION SICKNESS: when I read in the car.
    THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no.
    GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Yes.
    LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes.
    -----------------------------

    CURRENT
    HAIR COLOR: brown
    EYE COLOR: brown
    HEIGHT: 5'6"
    BIRTHPLACE: They tell me it was Indian Territory.

    -----------------------------

    FAVORITE
    NUMBER: 5
    COLOR: Cobalt Blue
    DAY: Sunday.
    MONTH: October.
    SONG: right now?
    FOOD: seafood
    SEASON: Fall
    SPORT: NONE
    DRINK: coffee

    PREFERENCES:
    CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
    CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot chocolate.
    MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Dark
    VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate

    -----------------------------

    IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
    CRIED? yes, but it was from reading a book.
    HELPED SOMEONE? I don't think so.
    BOUGHT SOMETHING? No.
    GOTTEN SICK? No
    GONE TO THE MOVIES? No.
    GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
    SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
    WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No.
    TALKED TO AN EX? no.
    MISSED AN EX? no.
    WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Yes.
    HAD A SERIOUS TALK? No.
    MISSED SOMEONE? No
    HUGGED SOMEONE? No.
    FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Heavens no!
    FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No.
    -----------------------------

    Would you ever:
    1. Eat a bug? If I had to.
    2. Bungee jump? NO
    3. Hang glide? No
    4. Kill someone? yes
    5. Kiss someone of the same sex? sure
    6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? Not at the moment, no.
    7. Parachute from a plane? no
    8. Walk on hot coals? no
    9. Go out with someone for their looks? sure. (assuming someone
    beautiful would be seen with me. I guess I'd probably have to pay...)
    10. For their reputation? sure.
    11. Be a vegetarian? No
    12. Wear plaid with stripes? hell yeah!
    13. IM a stranger? no
    14. Sing Karaoke? In Hell.
    15. Get drunk off your ass? Not so much anymore.
    16. Shoplift? If I had to.
    17. Run a red light? sure
    18. Star in a porn video? Not a commercial one.
    19. Dye your hair blue? sure.
    20. Be on Survivor? No.
    21. Wear makeup in public? Yes.
    22. Not wear makeup in public? Usually
    23. Cheat on a test? No.
    24. Make someone cry? trick question. I can't make anyone cry, but if
    they choose to cry over something I've said or done, that's their
    business.
    25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Probably not.
    26. Stay up all night? Not so much anymore.

    EVER BEEN...
    Arrested: no
    Hand Cuffed: no
    Scared: yes
    Depressed: Yes.
    In Love: yup
    Confused: yup
    In a Fight: Yes.
    Contact Fight: Yes.
    In Debt: unfortunately, yes.
    Sick: yes (who the hell answers no to this question? Superman?)
    In the hospital: yes
    Insomniac: Not really
    On illegal drugs: Once or twice
    Drunk: Yes.
    High: not as such.
    On Tv: I think so.
    On Probation: no
    Under House Arrest: no
    Grounded: yes
    Threatened: Yes.
    Happy: Yes.
    Too busy: Yes.
    Hurt: Yes.
    Ignored: Yes.

    EVER FEEL...
    Ugly: yup
    Lost: Yup
    Forgotten: Yup
    Used: *nod*
    Clueless: indeed.
    Dumb: affirmative
    Fat: allatime.
    Helpless: sometimes
    Ruined: once
    Pretty: at times
    Loved: yes
    Annoying: very much so

    ONE OR THE OTHER
    Meat/Veggies: Meat.
    Love/Money: money
    Family/Career: Family
    fat/skinny: want to be, or am? Nevermind.
    Busy/Lazy: Lazy.
    Car/Bike: car
    Summer/Winter: winter
    Beach/Mountain: beach
    Travel/Work: TRAVEL!
    Lover/Friend: Lover.
    Right/Wrong: Huh?
    1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 Best Friend.

    WHAT IF...

    You were rich: Travel, lots of spa-ing, hanging out with friends,
    starting college funds for friends & family's kids
    You were pregnant: Time for a Major Lawsuit!
    You were robbed: call cops, feel sick.
    You were deaf: I'm afraid I'd probably want to die. Blindness seems
    more inconvenient than deafness, but without music I would lose most
    of who and what I am.

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