2590ICQ w/A (poor boundaries, just sad)

Oct. 20, 2004

 

 

evile: hi :)
SkyeDS: how do :)
evile: Pretty good. At least the day is passing quickly.
SkyeDS: cool
evile: I need to send [brotner A]'s bday card & realized I don't have his
new addy. Naturally, I have no signal on my phone today & can't call
[Aunt L].
SkyeDS: :|
evile: Oh well. I sent her email. Hopefully she'll have a chance to
check. Father Jim is still visiting, so she may not be going into the
guest room to check email while he's here. I can always call her
tonight.
SkyeDS: sineater is coming over to play with sewing machine. Where is
that sewing machine fixit place again? next to Tandy?
evile: Yup. No idea what their hours are or rates or anything like
that.
evile: the workshop at the crossings last night was a little
disappointing. AND the spa has raised their rates. Offering more
services now, but more $$, too :(
evile: they offer 'watsu for 2' now, though. that might be fun.
SkyeDS: qu'est-ce que c'est watsu
evile: aquatic massage. I haven't tried it, but I REALLY want to.
SkyeDS: ooo
evile: it's $100 per person for 50 minutes. I imagine I won't be
doing it too dang often, but it would be great to try once, at least.
SkyeDS: wow
evile: yeah
evile: I still want to do a day pass one of these days. Maybe a
Sunday in November...
SkyeDS: I'd already done some research into the Zone. People who do
well on ATkins do better on the Zone, if they can learn discipline
SkyeDS: which isn't my middle name
evile: *nod*
SkyeDS: so then Laura has gone on the Fat Flush plan
evile: South Beach, too.
SkyeDS: which is co authored by the dr. who authored the zone
SkyeDS: so I'm going to investigate both together
evile: hm.
evile: Furries on Atkins. Now *there* is a specialty interest:
http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=anthroatkins
SkyeDS: um, ok.
evile: (was looking for LJ communties for fat flush, actually, & got
sidetracked)
SkyeDS: there are lots of reviews on amazon
evile: *nod*
evile: http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=stregheria
SkyeDS: I know there's a streghe group on LJ, they don't seem very
active though (nor very connected)
evile: *nod*
evile: http://www.livejournal.com/community/dark_witchcraft/
evile: Alot of the communites aren't too active, but there's
interesting info to glean if you feel like scrolling back
SkyeDS: nods
SkyeDS: I haven't checked my coven site in months
SkyeDS: I wouldn't be surprised if I didn't get dumped for lack of
response
SkyeDS: not that that would bother me, because I can't learn anything
from those people when all they do is jump all over me and completely
misinterpret everything I say
evile: *nod*
evile: e. went for coffee Monday night with our new gothboy, she
said it didn't go all that well. *sigh* Oh well.
SkyeDS: where'd they go?
evile: No idea, actually. Not to be utterly vain an dself centered,
but I think what initially attracted him to our trio was her
cleavage, but what made him stay was my conversatinal skills.
evile: yeah, I'm one of those "great personality/such a pretty face"
fat girls, and I am OK with that :P
SkyeDS: I have no clue about what attracts men (outside of physical
attributes) and never have had a clue
evile: well...you must be doing somethng right.
SkyeDS: I guess (if doing nothing counts)
evile: I'm not good at girl games, but I am good at making friends
with guys, and I guess everything else just goes from there....
SkyeDS: I notice that with a few notable exceptions I get along with
men better than women
evile: *nod* me too.
SkyeDS: shining example: I'm happier in Randy's workshop with all the
guys watching them do something I have no interest in whatsoever
SkyeDS: than being in the room with Karen and her female sycophants
talking about things I AM interested in, but not in sharing with them
evile: that's too bad.
evile: Oh, how entertaining. apparently the 'poly campout' at the
beginning of the month was such a bust that nobody's coming to the
poly TRF campout.
evile: Indulging in schadenfreude is such an unflattering, nasty
habit. But it's so much fun sometimes.
SkyeDS: what happened/didn't happen?
evile: The Poly campout earlier this month at Lake Whitney was
apparently 5 kids for every 1 adult or something appalling like that.
evile: Karen was one of the main organizers of that, so when she
posted 'kid friendly' for the TRF campout, I guess eveyrone bailed.
SkyeDS: maybe they should try a NK instead.
evile: It's not that the poly folk are opposed to kids, I don't
think, just that the ones who do show up are expected to be
wellbehaved, polite and WATCHED by their parents....so danged
unreasonable, dont you agree?
SkyeDS: I didn't have a problem with the many kids at HK, but then,
they *were* well behaved and polite, even when they weren't watched
by their parents, and for the most part, they weren't.
evile: *nod*
SkyeDS: of course when you can trust your kids to be well behaved and
polite you don't have to breathe down their backs every moment
evile: well, yeah.
SkyeDS: come to think on it, we did a great deal of "babysitting" at
HK, if you want to call the kids hanging around sans parents
babysitting
evile: so, imagine you were trying to make conversation about adult
topics, or perhaps engage in adult behavior, and mom and dad of
sproggy had bunked sproggy with YOU, while bunking themselves in
another cabin...
SkyeDS: I made sure parentals were ok before putting them in the pen,
and I turned them lose in the pen with cookies and brushes so they
could do something constructive and pleasurable for all concerned
evile: *nod*
SkyeDS: um? no.
SkyeDS: and I bet the sex temple at ESA is handy for that
SkyeDS: for whatever reason you can't use your own tent, you can go
there
SkyeDS: why would you put your kids in someone else's tent?
evile: *nod* at poly big fun, there are 4 cabins rated G to XXX, and
you bunk yourselves accordingly.
evile: not tents, cabins.
SkyeDS: why not put them in t heir own tent if it comes down to
separate tent
evile: not tents, cabins.
SkyeDS: so, poly big fun sounds well organized, but this poly campout
was not.
evile: exactly.
evile: TRF campout is going to be majority aduts, regardless of
whatever numbers the poly folks bring.
evile: But it looks like most folks didn't want to take the chance.
evile: Nikiyoy cancelled her party , though, because she thought more
people were going to faire this weekend. So that kinda sucks.
evile: oof. The weekend forecast looks muggy! Isolated Tstorms, highs
of 88-89 and lows of 67-68 in Plantersville.
SkyeDS: hope we get enough good weather to get the fence up
evile: *nod*
evile: OMG, my Launchcast is playing a hilarious song, it's
called "Save a horse, ride a cowboy"...I don't know if it's supposed
to be a real C&W song or not. that white trash woman song was 'real'.
C&W fans must eithe rbe oblivious to irony or have a great sense of
humor about themselves, one.
SkyeDS: latter
evile: :) It's a funny song. I like it.
SkyeDS: C/W fond of strong emotion both ways
SkyeDS: likes to laugh, hard
SkyeDS: likes to cry, hard (witness "Don't Take the Girl")
evile: *shrug* never heard it, far as I know.
SkyeDS: someone always plays it at the 290 when my mouth is full of
chicken fried steak, a particularly bad time to start bawling
evile: hm.
evile: I think I've only been there the once, with you, and I don't
remember the music.
SkyeDS: http://members.aol.com/blueyedtom/lyrics/donttakethegirl.html
evile: good. lord.
evile: The speaker at the crossings last night was an accupuncturist
& a homeopathic..whatever. practitioner? I didn't like her attitude,
but I do want to try accupuncture sometime.
SkyeDS: I've heard it's effective for lots of things when done right
evile: *nod*
evile: I can't wait to get outta here, so I can go home & get ready
for crafty stuff
evile: I had originally thought Id set up in the living room, more
space, but it's dirty. My workroom is not as much room, but already
tidy enough to work in.
evile: I guess I'll see what I feel like when I walk thru the door.
SkyeDS: my mom asked for my house key when we left last weekend
SkyeDS: I was somewhat afeared of what I would find when I got home
evile: I hope you didn't give it to her.
SkyeDS: thankfully she didn't get past the kitchen
evile: ick.
evile: well, it's magic time. I'm going to go toss papers about.
SkyeDS: wind to your wings :)
evile: *hugs* talk at ya later :)

2591Handwriting analysis

Oct. 20, 2004

 

 

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis.phtml?id=39831


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For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's
attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or
her own space. If the inputted data was correct evilE has left lots
of white space on the all four borders of the paper. evilE fills up
just the center area of the page. If this is true, then evilE has a
particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any
direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering
to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents
the future and the left side represents the past. evilE seems a bit
stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. evilE seems to have a
fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to
work with evilE on a team, because evilE will usually follow the
rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be
construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over evilE if
she is not careful.

evilE has a need to be physically aggressive. She has this need
resulting from some unfulfilled physical drive. This drive could be
fulfilled by a very physical sport or a very aggressive sex life.

evilE has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she
doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile
trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality
trait in the eyes of those around her.

evilE is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect
her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets
poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be
harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

evilE's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told evilE
that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them.
evilE also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks.
Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure.
She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks
and chance failure. evilE is capable of accomplishing much more than
she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem.
evilE's self-concept is artificially low. evilE will stay in a bad
situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she
makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for evilE to plan too
far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis.
She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear
of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her
actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness
people not believing in and loving themselves. evilE is an example of
someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-
confidence was broken.

Because evilE has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a
very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant
decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many
people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as
highly intelligent. evilE is often irritated by slow talkers or slow
thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the
fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level
of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three
when the rest of the class is on problem one. evilE is curious and
very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker
because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished
her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make
trouble!

Diplomacy is one of evilE's best attributes. She has the ability to
say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has
the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone
else. evilE can disagree without being disagreeable.

evilE is talkative. She enjoys talking and socializing. She may talk
when there is absolutely nothing important to say. She enjoys
speaking.

evilE will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with
honor and dignity. evilE believes in her ideas and will expect other
people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

evilE uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not
her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually
unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does
have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into
herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when evilE does
express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and
tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off,
she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind
when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she
hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far.
She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made
without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and
will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where
other people might get hysterical, she has poise. evilE will work
more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would
rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she
will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things
she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she
feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if
she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her
express her love verbally. evilE is not subject to emotional appeals.
If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present
only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her
sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about
someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical
and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size
are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the
data input, evilE doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a
balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

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