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1553 More X botheration

, 2003

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  Wish I'd saved the text before I deleted it. apparently she sent a
  text msg to my cell phone, something about how she doesn't need any
  money, she just wants to talk.
  
  Deleted that fucker. Will NOT be used or manipulated by her ever
  again.
  
  Bed. Made. Lie.
  
  I almost hate to be like this, because bronxelf wrote something in
  her LJ very similar, but when I'm done, I'm DONE.

1554 Re: More X botheration

 

Aug. 5, 2003

Me to J-Law:

evilE wrote:
Well, it's great to be appreciated & to know that you
don't have to make any decisions *now*. You can make
the transition on _your_ terms, to a job you really
think is a great fit for your talents & interests.
You have a place where you are, from what I can tell
it's pretty much as long as you wanna stay there. No
rush. Unfo, there will always be asshats, in any job.
At least perhaps Howard recognizes he's hard to work
with & tried to make up (even if it was for selfish
reasons).

Got a text msg on my cell from X. I'd had it
recharging all morning, so I have no idea when it came
in. I wish I'd copied it out before I deleted it. It
was something like 'Please, I don't need money, I just
need to talk to you'. or some crap like that. Puhleez.
I'm DONE. (ANNNNd that shit costs me 50 cents a pop,
yo. For fucks sake.)

I will have to check out some Madeira sometime soon.
Another expensive taste to cultivate--Just what I
need!
:)

XO!

=E

J-Law's reply:


Date: Tue, 5 Aug 2003 12:08:39 -0700 (PDT)
Subject: Re: Thanks & Happy Stuff
To: "evilE

Yeah - I can't keep telling myself, "this is just like BBM," because
it isn't, and that kind of thinking just makes me feel a desperation
that isn't really warranted. I've got plenty of time.

Thanks for helping me keep my perspective. I really need that.

X is so manipulative. Why send a whiny text message? She could
call, after all, if she was really into some kind of interaction.
This is just a shout out from the ether so she can sit back and
entertain herself with thoughts of you worrying, feeling guilty and
debating with yourself. As if!

Madeira rules. My half-bottle (Broadbent "Rainwater") was only 9
bucks. But - obviously, these things tend to vary quite a bit.

Better bust a move on that resume.

 

1555Re: More X botheration

 

Aug. 5, 2003

 

 

Me to J-Law:

You are so right re: X. If she messages me again,
I'm calling customer service and seeing about getting
her blocked. (great idea for nasty revenge against
someone you hate though--text message them into the
poorhouse!)

J-Law's reply:

Yeah, X is doing a really crappy thing - it's like she's
contacting you in the way that requires the least effort, risk and
need for interaction on her part as possible. Expecting you to do all
the dirty work. Forget it, man.

1556 July 26 at Pease Park/ Barad Duin

 

 

 

Aug. 5, 2003

Me to J-Law

Date: Sat, 26 Jul 2003 17:28:32 -0700 (PDT)

Subject: ugh

Went out to the HFS park today. No Sineater. Just Skye and
malamorf. I didn't take pictures. Skye showed me her new
black spandex sports bra ("as seen on Oprah!", she
happily informed me). She was wearing that, plus a
leather vest & black harem pants. Yecch.

So, she showed me her bra, "Look, no bounce!" & jumped
up and down a couple times. The part s of her breast s
that were actually in the bra didn't go anywhere, but
the gobs of flesh shoved up in her armpits sure did,
as well as the ones up by her chins. It was revolting.
Wish I'd taken pictures. it was truly vile. I just
wanted to say "Oh, honey you really need a
professional fitting! That doesn't fit you AT ALL!"
but I knew that would be taken poorly, so I just
nodded & smiled.

She is apparently masterminding ways to get between
sonar0m (malamorf) and his parents. For some stupid
reason he told them over 4th of July weekend that he
and 'skye' are indeed an item. So then they apparently
asked him to drive a u haul to Oregon for them, and
just as he was about to say 'ok', they said they were
doing it to get him away from her for a couple weeks.
So now of course he's not going to do it.

You know, all she ever does is complain about
sonar0m...so why doesn't she just let mom&dad keep him?
He lives at home, doesn't work, has dyslexia, is
apparently a total mama's boy, has no common sense,
bla bla...

But I think she is not so much into sonar0m as getting
off on the parental power struggle, perhaps
re-enacting something from her own relationship with
her own parents, using him as a 'puppet'. She sat
there and said what she'd instructed him to say if the
parents say or do A, B, or C...So, I think it's not
the boy, it's wresting the boy from his parents that
gets her off.

Also, apparently...she has a 'date' tonight, and
apparently it's not with Sineater or sonar0m or Kaleon. HM


yech.

=E

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