EJ July 30 2002
Jul. 30th, 2002 06:30 pm- > evile: Sounds like a plan. Call me when you get a min :)Jul. 30, 2002
> SIL: guess I"m getting my butt in gear now.
>SIL: call you later?
> evile: Maybe we can go soak?
> SIL: I would love to. A family gathering of any kind would be
> nice, I know it's short notice :(
> evile: No problem. Call me when you're done running around like a
> madwoman. :)
> SIL: <HUGS> <goes flying out>
> 15:54 evile: *hugs*
Of course, she didn't call, and I don't believe she emailed, either.
I didn't do my Pilates video or go to the gym. My fault, really. I
should have just gone about my evening as normal.
I am not believing this Lockheed job in So Cal one damn bit. More
likely explanation is that she's going to go descend on one/more of
her Strega 'teacher' people for awhile. Whether or not she lies to
E and says it's for a job, or whether E is in on the lie, we
shall see.
Jen called last nite, has 2 interviews with headhunters tomorrow, had
one today that really revved her up. Sounds like she has a good
attitude towards things.
I called Holly. Turns out Lynn flew her to Austin specifically for
cat-sitting. CRAZY! We are going to skate nite together tonight and
then tomorrow maybe getting her hair cut at the mall & dinner with
the Poly's at Central Mkt, and then Thursday is fajita nite,hopefully
with Alex and E-no-a. (because, of course, she'll be in
California 'working'. hahaha!)
- Jul. 30, 2002Taurus
Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
Heavy thoughts may be present for you today, dear Taurus. Perhaps
this will come about as a result of a problem you are facing and need
to deal with. If this is the case, the day's energy will lend a great
deal of support to helping you identify the choices you have. Don't
hesitate to write your thoughts and ideas down. This can help form a
course of action. Don't fight it - use it to your advantage.
Gemini
Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
Your commitments and sense of loyalty may be prominent, dear Gemini.
Is there something you've dedicated yourself to that doesn't feel as
right or secure as it once did? If so, it might be time to consider
talking with those involved about how you're feeling. Perhaps you
need some reassurance that the commitment is still as strong for the
other person; or maybe your own needs have changed. Whatever the
case, do something about it.
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Bleh.
Nothing major. I'm mad at myself for skipping Pilates and the gym
last night on the assumption that SIL was gonna call. Of course, I was
being lazy and using SIL's call as an excuse. Of course I could have
just gone. But I didn't. But, unlike SIL, I am not going to blame
others for my bad choices. I fucked up, I chose poorly, it is up to
me to accept the consequences and decide not to fuck up like that
again.
- Jul. 30, 2002yesterday while I was on the house phone to Holly, X called my
cell. Her great uncle Tom died in San Antonio and she wanted me to go
to SA with her for the funeral today. She didn't sound too broken up
about it. And I've used my sick leave for the month, and am saving my
vacation for the cruise. So I said no. Not nice of me, but what the
hell. I don't know any of those people, and I'm not interested in
burning my leave time on such things.
What a bad friend I am. I dunno...if it had been someone X cared
about I might have done it, but it was just like 'bla bla, my uncle
tom died, wanna go to a funeral in San Antonio with me?' And then
something about how she and David are the next youngest or something.
But I guess next time X calls me & needs something, I should say
yes, whatever it is. :(- Jul. 30, 20021:42 p.m. - 2002-07-30
I love how you waste my time by talking about your latest dramatic
quandary and pestering me about what you should do, and then go and
do exactly the opposite of what you finally decided you were gonna
do. It doesn't piss me off so much that you aren't following my
advice, but that you end up doing the most ass-headed thing possible
in any given situation. Why even bother agonizing over things when
you know you're just going to do the stupidest, laziest possible
thing in the end?