EJ July 30 2002

 

756 Re: ICQ w/SIL

• Jul. 30, 2002

   

  > SIL: guess I"m getting my butt in gear now.
  >SIL: call you later?

  > evile: Sounds like a plan. Call me when you get a min :)
  > evile: Maybe we can go soak?
  > SIL: I would love to. A family gathering of any kind would be
  > nice, I know it's short notice :(
  > evile: No problem. Call me when you're done running around like a
  > madwoman. :)
  > SIL: <HUGS> <goes flying out>
  > 15:54 evile: *hugs*
  

 

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Of course, she didn't call, and I don't believe she emailed, either.
I didn't do my Pilates video or go to the gym. My fault, really. I
should have just gone about my evening as normal.

I am not believing this Lockheed job in So Cal one damn bit. More
likely explanation is that she's going to go descend on one/more of
her Strega 'teacher' people for awhile. Whether or not she lies to
E and says it's for a job, or whether E is in on the lie, we
shall see.

Jen called last nite, has 2 interviews with headhunters tomorrow, had
one today that really revved her up. Sounds like she has a good
attitude towards things.

I called Holly. Turns out Lynn flew her to Austin specifically for
cat-sitting. CRAZY! We are going to skate nite together tonight and
then tomorrow maybe getting her hair cut at the mall & dinner with
the Poly's at Central Mkt, and then Thursday is fajita nite,hopefully
with Alex and E-no-a. (because, of course, she'll be in
California 'working'. hahaha!)

 

757Horoscopes, etc.

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• eekatfreaksdotnet

  Jul. 30, 2002

   

  Taurus
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  Heavy thoughts may be present for you today, dear Taurus. Perhaps
  this will come about as a result of a problem you are facing and need
  to deal with. If this is the case, the day's energy will lend a great
  deal of support to helping you identify the choices you have. Don't
  hesitate to write your thoughts and ideas down. This can help form a
  course of action. Don't fight it - use it to your advantage.
  
  
  Gemini
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  Your commitments and sense of loyalty may be prominent, dear Gemini.
  Is there something you've dedicated yourself to that doesn't feel as
  right or secure as it once did? If so, it might be time to consider
  talking with those involved about how you're feeling. Perhaps you
  need some reassurance that the commitment is still as strong for the
  other person; or maybe your own needs have changed. Whatever the
  case, do something about it.
  =============================================================
  
  Bleh.
  
  Nothing major. I'm mad at myself for skipping Pilates and the gym
  last night on the assumption that SIL was gonna call. Of course, I was
  being lazy and using SIL's call as an excuse. Of course I could have
  just gone. But I didn't. But, unlike SIL, I am not going to blame
  others for my bad choices. I fucked up, I chose poorly, it is up to
  me to accept the consequences and decide not to fuck up like that
  again.

758Oh, also

 

• Jul. 30, 2002

   

  yesterday while I was on the house phone to Holly, X called my
  cell. Her great uncle Tom died in San Antonio and she wanted me to go
  to SA with her for the funeral today. She didn't sound too broken up
  about it. And I've used my sick leave for the month, and am saving my
  vacation for the cruise. So I said no. Not nice of me, but what the
  hell. I don't know any of those people, and I'm not interested in
  burning my leave time on such things.
  
  What a bad friend I am. I dunno...if it had been someone X cared
  about I might have done it, but it was just like 'bla bla, my uncle
  tom died, wanna go to a funeral in San Antonio with me?' And then
  something about how she and David are the next youngest or something.
  
  But I guess next time X calls me & needs something, I should say
  yes, whatever it is. :(
  
  

  759 My Unsent Letter for Today

   

  • Jul. 30, 2002

     

    1:42 p.m. - 2002-07-30
    
    I love how you waste my time by talking about your latest dramatic
    quandary and pestering me about what you should do, and then go and
    do exactly the opposite of what you finally decided you were gonna
    do. It doesn't piss me off so much that you aren't following my
    advice, but that you end up doing the most ass-headed thing possible
    in any given situation. Why even bother agonizing over things when
    you know you're just going to do the stupidest, laziest possible
    thing in the end?