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Happy Birthday Eric by eekymagpie on Polyvore

NOVEMBER 2012
SCORPIO/SCORPIO RISING


What were you thinking? How could you let things go so far? What was wrong with you? Those are a few of the questions you will be asking yourself these days when you look back over the last few months.The patience and the passivity you have exercised are surely worthy of Mother Theresa. You have shown what a kind, compassionate, forgiving, cosmic and highly evolved being you can be. Let us not forget, however, that you and always will be , a Scorpio.

There is only so much abuse you can take before you will crawl out of your hole hissing lethal venom at those who would take advantage of your trust, generosity, vulnerability, and most embarrassing of all, your gullibility. For all the silly misconceptions about Scorpios being unable to surrender to the Forces of Nature or love unselfishly and unconditionally, you have proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that you can do that to the nth degree. There is a limit, however.You can be a pushover for hope, prayer and the blessings of liberation that come from a spiritual approach to relationships, even if somewhere deep down you know that somehow you are being duped.. There always comes that morning when you wake up, and it’s all over.

The inevitable has actually happened. Oh, what what a hangover headache you can get from a night before that lasted for months. When that dawn comes,, you get so fed up that all you want is to be alone for a while to gather your forces, renew your strength, rebuild the wall betweenyou and anyone who failed to appreciate your shining and trusting nature. In plain talk, you are now ready to kick some major ass. That is the entrance of Saturn into your sign.

This is healthy. Not only is this a vital ingredient for your personal reconstruction , but exactly what you need to rebuild a bridge between you and loved ones as well as business associates. This process of healing a severely bruised ego is not merely a defensive or narcissistic reaction to having been deeply hurt. Setting up boundaries means just not being quite so available to people. You need space, not only to recreate yoruself and construct a new identity, but to apply yourself to a creative process that demands you being in control, not of others but yourself, and to do that you need to be alone.

The wall you must build between you and the rest of the world is not a completely featureless barrier with no way in or out, so cheer up. The presence of Neptune and Chiron in your fifth house gives you that little trap door you need to slip through and for others to pop in through as well. However old or young you are, your heart is still pumping. The flow is still flowing. You are still the same romantic fool. You are still able to patch yourself togetherr and go back into the ring, on the stage, into the bedroom, wherever you are performing next. Like a race car driver who crashes against a wall, gets his head bashed in and everybody thinks he’s a goner, before too long he’s back at work, peeling around yet another death-defying track.

It’s the oldest story in the world. Love and pain. Where would we be without that little combo? Michelangelo would have never met David. Mozart would have never diddled around on the piano and not one movie would have ever been made. Art is the doing of anything well, and for thatyou need heart and dedication. For heart and dedication you need love and with love...comes pain.

You still have to survive, so you can’t get too wrapped up in your emotions. You’ve got to be a little selfish. You’ve got to get tough. To restore your potency you have to be hard. You cannot let everybody into those vulnerable places. Maybe you cannot let anybody in at all for a while.

Just imagine how much you can accomplish now if you focus your creative energy, channel and narrow down your drives so that great works you have inside you can flow out.It is surely a bit of a sobering moment. Yoru body needs care and feeding, not abuse, overindulgence or starvation. By all means get your needs met. Just don’t give yourself away in the process.


Love ya, butthead.