Writer's Block: Clash of the titans
Jan. 5th, 2011 08:10 am[Error: unknown template qotd]
I'm on my mobile phone, so I can't look it up at the mo', but it was eitherbetween me and Crazy Bitch, who was going by desert_rn at the time, I think, then spiderlilyfairy and then phoenixisrisen. What it was "about" is a tough question to answer. She was feeling unhappy and insecure and her marriage had failed and she was looking for a distraction for her pain.
Or, it may have been some stuff with
sharjinka...also not so sure what that was 'about'...she had worms in her head telling her ugly things and she wanted to pretend the worm-voices were coming from me.
Admittedly, I could have (and should have!) handled both those situations with more kindness and compassion than I did, but I have my own brainworms egging me on to misbehave, too, and when people hurt me, my first instinct is to hurt back. I tried really hard not to do that to Jinx, but I failed. The worms in my head tell me i'm a disloyal, terrible friend, but that's life, i guess.
I'm on my mobile phone, so I can't look it up at the mo', but it was eitherbetween me and Crazy Bitch, who was going by desert_rn at the time, I think, then spiderlilyfairy and then phoenixisrisen. What it was "about" is a tough question to answer. She was feeling unhappy and insecure and her marriage had failed and she was looking for a distraction for her pain.
Or, it may have been some stuff with
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Admittedly, I could have (and should have!) handled both those situations with more kindness and compassion than I did, but I have my own brainworms egging me on to misbehave, too, and when people hurt me, my first instinct is to hurt back. I tried really hard not to do that to Jinx, but I failed. The worms in my head tell me i'm a disloyal, terrible friend, but that's life, i guess.