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• Jul. 4, 2002

   

  dreams: putting stickers on the cat, and working in a restaurant
  where the kitchen had been desserted, everything was all
  disorganized, trying to make an italian herb sampler for this
  customer who wasnt' sure he wanted lamb with basil(?) for dessert.
  WIERD.
  
  Today's horoscopes aren't much good. I should just stay home...not
  bother with J&K's party and all those people. I am not in the mood to
  play cards, board games, bla bla, or anything else. Last time I saw
  the bunch was at New Years, when I was sick,but I went anyway because
  I didn't think Tom would go if I didn't. :(
  
  I guess that's what's wrong with me. I'll go places with or without
  Tom, if I have an invite and I wanna go. But other couple-type people
  aren't like that. Then again, Tom goes to Beer nite and VW events on
  his own, so I know he will if he wants to go badly enough. Or maybe
  it's just that he has a single-invite to the other things, but this
  is a couple-invite and he wont' go as a single? Whatever. I'm trying
  to think of something ugly and unflattering I can wear so that nobody
  will think I"m on the make, or wahtever the fuck. I get tired of that
  whole BS mess. I don't really like any of those people...*sigh* but
  beggars can't be choosers, and I have no real friends anymore, so
  might as well put a good face on it and go. (ok, I do have real
  friends, but they are all somewhere besides Austin.)
  
  Intestines are unhappy today. Had fruit, coffee, and oatmeal for
  breakfast/lunch. lots of carbs, lots of fiber. No wonder things are
  freaking out in there.
  
  Tom is putting new wires on his spark plugs this afternoon. I'm
  hanging around in my nightgown reading House Corrino. Dee sent an
  email that I'm expected on Saturday around 2. I hope I remember where
  they live...I found the addy once in yahoo white pages, I'm sure I
  can do it again. Something Judivan. Not like I didn't drive there
  enough times when I was a kiddo...
  
  Dee is pissed at Lyle because he's treating this visit like a
  vacation. And I know it's not, but I've been wanting to see Dee and
  maybe have fun with her as long as she's here. On the other hand,I
  recognize that's insensitive, as she was here to bury her father, and
  it's not like she's gonna put him in the ground and then say "woo!
  Party time!" *sigh*
  
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  Horoscope:
  Taurus
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  There is a difficult tension in the air that your stubborn attitude
  isn't helping to remedy, dear Taurus. The more you keep your feelings
  hidden inside, the harder it will be for you to find harmony with
  anyone. Other people's actions may start to annoy you to the point
  where you just want to rip your hair out. How can anyone adjust their
  actions accordingly unless you let them know exactly how you feel?
  Don't wait until the top blows off the pot to turn down the heat on
  the stove.
  
  Gemini
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  There is a deceptive quality to people's actions and emotions, and if
  you aren't careful, you are likely to become a perpetrator of this
  behavior as well, dear Gemini. It could be that you have been putting
  up a misleading front that paints a certain picture of yourself.
  Suddenly this front is hit head-on by the honest feelings you have
  about who you really are. You may find it is difficult to finally
  express the truth. Yet, it is better to do it sooner rather than
  later.