3704owies

Oct. 27, 2005

 

 

So, Krav last night, he didn't warm us up and we didn't stretch or
cool down. I had a calf cramp in my rt. leg all day before class, and
by the end of class my rt. hamstring was also complaining.

During practicing knees, [Cousin B] grabbed my right arm enough times and
with enough force that I had 4 finger-sized bruises on the underside
of my arm. This morning, it's more of an undifferentiated blob.

After class, we walked around the block and [Cousin B] smoked some 'good'
stuff, he'd made several remarks about me joining him in smoking, and
I said 'no' more than once. How tedious. He tried to tell me he'd
smoked yesterday at lunch and went to his afternoon classes and
actually did work in all of them. huz zah...isn't that what you're
supposed to do anyway? grr. stupidity.

He was tired and I think wanted me to go home after that but I
stupidly stayed and we watched "Mythbusters" on cable in his room.

I did not play it cool (have never been good at that). I think he's
done. I will try to be OK with that. In one way, I am. But of course
there's always the part of me that gets hurt feelings over stupid
crap. (hindsight: of course the full moon sex was 'hot' if it was the
last time and you knew it...)

ANYHOO....I went home and put a ben gay patch on my calf and a
thermal warming pad thingy on the back of my leg. Neither felt like
it was going to stay, so I put my workout leggings back on to hold
them in place.

*sigh* Owies.

3706me - Moon in Scorpio

Oct. 27, 2005

 

 

Moon in Scorpio

Regardless of whether you're a male or female, the very first love of
your life was your mother (or if mom was absent, then another mother
figure in your environment). The Moon symbolizes the unconscious,
instincts, and what you need to feel nurtured in your life.

With the Moon in Scorpio, you like to keep a close watch over your
environment. You tend to be quite wary and suspicious of the hidden
workings and motivations of others You may have been born at a time
when your mother was experiencing a crisis in her life? Or your birth
may have been somehow traumatic. As a very young child, you may have
experienced your mother as being rather emotionally possessive,
controlling, and intense in her relationship with you.

The Moon is the "place" where we go for comfort when scared.... and,
as adults, we tend to unconsciously nurture ourselves in much the
same way our mothers nurtured and cared for us when we were very
young children. Therefore, as an adult, you have a strong need for
emotional intensity, and you may often feel an overwhelming need for
emotional drama in your life. With the Moon in Scorpio, feeling bad
is often much better than feeling nothing at all. Under stress you
might even resort to unconsciously acting and behaving in ways which
will then create this needed emotional drama and intensity in your
life.

For day to day relief of stress? Try taking a long, hot, soothing
bath illumined only by moonlight. Better yet... if you've got the
bucks, then buy a Jacuzzi to escape into. Other suggestions? Enter
the inner-sanctum of your home (You do have an inner-sanctum in your
home, don't you?) and read a good "whodunit" murder mystery, the
latest supernatural Dean Koontz thriller, or a book revealing hidden
mysteries of the universe. Last, but certainly not least, get kinky
with the mutually contenting adult in your life (preferably in that
Jacuzzi you recently bought). Suggestions for a nice relaxing
vacation? If you enjoy vacations involving a wee bit of physical
activity, then I suggest calling up Carlsbad Caverns, in New Mexico
and signing up for one of their cave spelunking tours. If you're a
wee bit more sedentary in your ways, then rent a cabin overlooking a
lake (located out in the middle of nowhere) and enjoy the peace and
solitude.

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3707email w/J-Law

Oct. 27, 2005

 

 

J-Law wrote:

> Well. The week is almost over. Yay. It's been a
> busy one over here. I am looking forward to the
> weekend. I've got this bay cruise thing with my mom
> on Saturday; Shane's going to hang out at my place
> with Pepper, and Sunday we will probably stick close
> to home.
>
> My day started off pretty good - Noah's had my
> favorite bagel (cranberyy orange), and when I got to
> the office, there was a little ceramic jar on my
> desk filled with halloween goodies. :)
>
> *sigh* I've got a meeting at 9, then a conference
> call and hopefully, after that, things will be
> smooth sailing.
>
> Hope your day goes well!!!!
>
> HUGS,
>
> J-Law
>
>
>
> ______________________________
>
> J-Law and Shane have a blog! Check out:
> http://sjwa.blogspot.com




Bay Cruise, eh? Tell me how that is.

Norwegian cruise lines does a quickie (3 days, I think) from SF to
Vancouver, maybe we could do that for your bachelorette party. I'm
still cool with Vegas over Mem. day weekend, too. Whatever! :) I
found some funny party stuff at the Party Pig for bachelorette
parties..but I'm not telling you anything else about it!

Ugh, I'm SO ready for the weekend. Tonight is fajita night with [aunt L],
Sweetie, [Cousin B] and [aunt L]'s brother in law, [uncle B]'s brother Jim, who is a
priest. Jim has really gross table manners and almost never talks. I
really hope I don't get stuck sharing fajitas for 2 with him...I
couldn't take touching tortillas or other food after he'd put his
hands on it.

Tomorrow is an evening w/Elena. We're doing early voting (No on Prop
2 - the anti gay marriage amendment!) and then going to a play based
on the life of Elizabeth Bathory, and then to some Halloween party
she was telling me about. I already have a man, so I shouldn't care
about playing the role of fat girlfriend/cockblocker for little
skinny pretty corseted Elena, but I'm already feeling depressed &
sorry for myself about it. Stupid. I know.

Last night was Krav Maga, I am bruised and sore. We didn't warm up,
stretch or cool down. My entire right leg is in pain--calf and
hamstring especially. Owie.

Oh well...I have to have the mindset that if I'm ever attacked in RL,
my attacker won't care that I'm not warmed up, I've got a sore leg or
that (s)he's bruising me...so I need to just suck it up and work thru
the pain. And, it's good for me, right?

3708*LOL*

Oct. 27, 2005

 

 

I wonder who she's trying to fool here. Jeezus. And breeding either
of her scrubs....what an abomination
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skye_ds (skye_ds) wrote,
@ 2005-10-27 13:33:00


Current mood: crazy

Gulf Wars, and Horses
Gulf Wars 2006: March 12 - 19. New site is up! Maybe they'll let us
teach a ground horse class as well as period parrot class for the
Pages School this year.

http://www.gulfwars.org/

Decisions, decisions...

Two Friesian stud colts, both with world class lines:



Sjouke (Wander x Leffert):

http://www.pleasanthillfarmsllc.com/Sjouke.htm

and

Oepke (Remmelt - whose sire is Oege - x Wander):





Ok...now...I know I'm not being my usual rational self here. Now
that we have the resources to do so, the rational course of action
would be this:

1. Breed both of my mares.
2. Rescue a PMU Percheron.
3. Invest in an Andalusian, a Friesian and then a Gypsy, in that
order - least expensive to most expensive.

All of these things are going to require that at this time next year,
we invest in a diesel truck and a 4 horse trailer (and preferably
some living quarters, either in trailer or cab over camper). We were
going to do this anyway. Also, since Friesian and Gypsy stallions
are less expensive and more easily acquired than mares, we will need
to invest in piperail by the time the stud colts are two, no later
than three, years old.

But...here are two world class stud colts, that I could afford now on
installments, and both of them are available on installments.
Neither of them will be large enough to require a warmblood trailer
until such time as I was going to get a new rig anyway. Neither of
them will require piperail until such time as I was going to install
it anyway. They both cost the same. Both of them have Wander
lines. Both of them will be worth more than twice what I paid for
them, in just one year's time. Not that I would ever sell any of my
babies, ever if I can help it. Have been made offers on my two
perfect mares many times, and I would rather sell my own soul first.

Logic/Brain says that Sjouke is in Texas. He's the younger of the
two, by a year. I can go see him personally. I would have to wait
longer for him to reach three, so that he can be ridden, but that
means it would also be longer before I had to put him in piperail. I
wouldn't have to pay to have him delivered, I would be able to go get
him myself. And Leffert certainly represents a world class blood
line.

Emotion/Heart says, and then there's Oepke. Sigh. Also Wander
lines, but Remmelt is from the world famous Oege line. And I so want
an Oege baby. While I was out surfing looking for pictures of other
Oege offspring and Leffert offspring to compare, I ran across a
number of foals that were Oege x Leffert. Like THAT helped any,
LOL. He's a year older than Sjouke, which means I would be able to
ride him a year sooner. But he will require piperail a year sooner
as well. And, he's in Iowa. Which means, either I make a trip all
the way to Iowa to see him for myself, or I would be relying on a
video, pictures, and a vet exam. Which is perfectly acceptable, and
industry standard, but still. And, I would have to pay to have him
delivered. Bids from professional delivery companies have shown that
many of them could deliver him cheaper than I could do it myself, and
then I wouldn't miss work, either.

Brain, Sjouke. Heart, Oepke. I would love to have Pollux (Jorrit x
Olympia), with his Tjimme and Oege lines, but he costs more than
twice what we can afford at the moment. I already inquired into a
prenatal contract for another Olympia foal, but no such luck. Le
sigh. I know, I know I'm crazy...





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onyxlynxx
2005-10-27 07:21 pm UTC (link)
Rescue a PMU Percheron?

I have always wanted a percheron or another warm blood. They make me
feel to scale unlike your delicate ladies who I am always afraid that
I will squish.

I know that fear is not rational but is does take some of the fun out
of riding no matter how graceful they are.

fieryredhead
2005-10-27 07:25 pm UTC (link)
Heehee, this shirt describes my thoughts on the subject of 'scale':

onyxlynxx
2005-10-27 07:26 pm UTC (link)
That is the BEST shirt. It is even purple. :)



skye_ds
2005-10-27 07:38 pm UTC (link)
I highly recommend:

http://www.unitedpegasus.com/

My intention is to invest $850 in a purebred filly already in Texas.
If you should want to do this, you know you have someplace to board
already :)

As far as delicate, LOL, sineater's Nightmare is a tank. She's carried
Sir Randall, who is over six feet in all three directions, most of it
bone and muscle, very little of it fat - at "oh my god, I'm going to
f'ing die" warp speed.

Although granted, both my war ladies are 14.2/14.3, which is short,
next to someone of your tall, willowy, Junoesque stature.

Anyway, check out the PMU Perchs! I can haul too, a colt or filly,
anyway.




fieryredhead
2005-10-27 07:22 pm UTC (link)
Yeah. I'm so not going to be any help here. LOL. Does Oepkee a star?

I really like Sjouke's momma.

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ej - aha

 

3709aha

 

Oct. 27, 2005

 

 

So this is why UB isn't logging onto ICQ and speaking to me. I really
wish she and sineater would get over their delusions of importance in my
life. I really do have better things to do than scheme and plot with
Chrisloy and kaleon and whoever to make their lives miserable, or
whatever the fuck. Hell, I've said and done enough mean things in RL,
they really don't need to be making shit up to be pissed off at me
for, and they certainly dont' need to be blaming ME for anything
stupid ol' kaleon says or does. For fucks sake. It's ridiculous.

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Date: Thu, 27 Oct 2005 21:25:59 UT
From: "kaleon - LJ Comment
Subject: Re: hm

Kaleon TrueNight MoonShae (kaleon) replied to your LiveJournal comment
in
which you said:

> my hair is about 2" long right now, so I don't know that you'd be

able to

> spend an entire night brushing it.

> BUT I could really go for some nekkid hottubbing, a margarita, and a
> massage.

> Get to work!

> :P

> (you know better than to unscreen this, I'm sure.)

Their reply was:

Subject: Re: hm

lol, that could be fun too. Short hair can be brushed, it's just
kinda
pointless sometimes, but you can still play with it;) Carol had short
hair. I haven't seen a picture of you since you cut your hair, what
do
you look like now?

BTW, sorry for the snide comment to sineater, if you hear about it,
about
his mask. I was trying to compliment him on his work (which I did
help
with, even if he refuses to acknolwedge it now) and just found the
reply
comment a bit unnneeded. I did consider him my friend at the time
(hell,
I still do, it isn't my fault or his fault that he's in a bad
relationship). I hope he at least sees the compliment I made about
his
work to that same guy.

Have a great day hon

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3710Re: aha

 

Oct. 28, 2005

 

 

bramblekite
2005-10-27 10:56 pm UTC (link)
I have no idea what 'the mask' thing is you're talking about.

I wish skye_ds and sineater would get over this idea that I have nothing
better to do with my time than plot and scheme against them with
various and sundry ex friends and ex lovers of theirs. I really could
give a shit, ya know? They're not the center of my universe, not by a
long shot, and I've said and done enough shitty things in RL without
them making up shit to be pissed off at me for...

It gets really fuckin' old. I don't think sineater even realizes how far
I've back ed off from him. I still love him and would do anything for
him, but I'm not actively involved in his life nor do I even want to
be anymore. It's sad.
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Date: Thu, 27 Oct 2005 23:16:22 UT
From: "kaleon - LJ Comment"
Subject: Reply to your comment...


Kaleon TrueNight MoonShae (kaleon) replied to your LiveJournal
comment


Their reply was:

I figured as much, but just didn't want you to hear second hand. I
know you don't like being in the middle and I understand that
completely.
I saw your post about your brother and figured it was about sineater and
was wondering if that might have been the reason for your crying. It
sucks caring for someone who doesn't care for themselves. I usually
don't
bring up attacks and things to you cause I just think it is childish
both
ways when people talk about it. This just struck me as out of the
blue for some reason. It was a post I made on a seperate lj dealing
with
chthulhu magic. A guy had made a mask and I told him that an old
friend and I
had made one a few years back and the friend (sineater) did a really
good job
on it. Next thing I know sineater has come out of nowhere and posted a
reply
to my comment about "exactly what part did you have in the mask, old
friend?" and it just... struck me really shitty, considering it was
someplace completely unrelated to me and was a compliment to boot:(

Sorry if I inadvertently drug you in the middle, I just wasn't sure
how much of the crap you were still having to deal with. I am glad
if you
have backed out, it's best for your own health and wellbeing,
hopefully he'll realize what he's done and eventually make it up to
you. Good
Luck darlin

Kal


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bramblekite
2005-10-28 12:26 pm UTC (link)
Have you ever heard the old saying about "assuming makes an ASS out
of U and ME?"

Well, honey, I wish you (and everyone else) would quit making
assumptions, especially ones based on public LJ posts.

My brother A who recently had a birthday is NOT the same person as my
brother E who has a birthday on November 4.

Although, you were right, I was crying over my brother A on the way
home from my aunt & uncle's.

Please quit making assumptions. It's hurtful. I honesty, seriously,
and in all candor wish you the best in life, but I don't care to be
in the middle of any of this ridiculous nonsense with you and sineater
and skye_ds.

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3711Re: aha

 

 

Oct. 28, 2005

 

 

Squid Boy (sineater) wrote,
@ 2005-10-27 12:55:00


Current mood: indignant
Current music: Diabolus In Musica - Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel
Entry tags: piss off, the chronicles of retard

Advice.
Do not attempt to take credit for something that you had no part of.
Particularly when it is mine.



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bramblekite
2005-10-27 06:09 pm UTC (link)
I've started a folder at work called "CYA", and in it goes not only
the pissy little crap that my boss is always sniping me about, but
ALSO my extraordinary accomplishments, which I now ALWAYS put a paper
trail on. Paper trails are good.

sorry to hear people are annoying you. Love ya.
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sineater
2005-10-27 06:56 pm UTC (link)
Shrug. Your friend, not mine.
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(Anonymous)
2005-10-27 10:53 pm UTC (link)
was that a reply to me?

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woops
bramblekite
2005-10-27 11:24 pm UTC (link)
that was me.

what the heck?
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*smile*
bramblekite
2005-10-28 01:03 pm UTC (link)
Comment Posted Successfully
You give me far too much credit for the control of people's thoughts,
actions, and feelings, who are not me.

I only control me, not people who are well-nigh strangers. I might as
well call you to task for something someone on your LJ friends list
said...wouldn't that be ridiculous?

But the fact that you're digging SO hard for things to be mad about,
says that things must be otherwise going very well for you, so in
that way I can try and be happy for you.

I love you, bro.