3224stuff & junk

May 18, 2005

 

 

Went to wings & beer with Sweetie & the guys last night; things seem to
be back to normal. *sigh* In the car on the way there, he talked
about getting a new car. whatever.

Then I went to skate night. Sharjinka was there, she got there about
the same time as me, and then Gev was there (Maggiemaepisces' new BF) and we
skated & visited a bit. He watched me play Ms Pac Man & said I was
good (I actually biffed it pretty bad, because he was watching,
probably. When I played by myself later, no spectators, I got #8 on
the list)

Sharjinka got freaked by someone she thought she saw; a woman from
some long ago incident where the woman told the guy she had a crush
on that Sharjinka was being physically threatening to her and of
course crush boy got all 'white knighty' and the whole thing really
hurt Michelles' feelings. Drama drama, get the hell over it. Of
course I was more supportive than that in RL...but seriously, if she
isn't a physical threat and only manipulated people you had in
common, and you now don't have people in common, how can she hurt
you??

I think I might die soon.

I dreamt Sunday or Monday night about being in some wonderful cottage
with a pool & hot tub, getting dressed for my wedding. And then last
night I dreamt that I was at Bobbie's house, only it was a giant
loft/hangar with wooden struts across the ceiling, and it was a wind
tunnel or another planet, where there wasn't as much gravity so you
could jump up and fly. There was a great feeling of peace and
happiness and freedom. It was really nice. If death is coming, it
will be a relief to have no more problems.

I thought about putting my passwords for everything, everywhre,
someplace where someone could find them after I'm gone, but do I
really want people reading any of this?