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evilE

May 28, 2004

 

 

Hate is like acid. It can damage the vessel in which it is stored, as
well as destroy the object on which it is poured. - Ann Landers

Measure wealth not by the thing you have, but by the things you have
for which you wouldn't take any amount of money. - Anon

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evilE

May 28, 2004

 

 

evile: DOL lady is finally gone & it's break time. I wanted to catch
ya & say have a good weekend, safe journey & stuff.
SkyeDS: hola darlin
SkyeDS: had to do something unpleasant this morning, good to see yo u
SkyeDS: I didn't get here meself till 1:15
evile: Sorry to hear that :(
SkyeDS: I could have left E and M to do it all by themselves
SkyeDS: with the perfectly good reason that I don't need to miss work
SkyeDS: however, I wasn't going to do that to sineater.
evile: yeah...he probably appreciated the moral support :)
SkyeDS: I felt like a snake with a bellyful of buckshot
evile: did you have to boot your tenant?
SkyeDS: she gave me a line of bs on the phone last night
SkyeDS: so to make sure she pays the rest of her rent, I took her
electronics as allowed by law
SkyeDS: told her, you pay me this afternoon like you promised, you
can have them back
SkyeDS: you pay me on Tuesday and give me the keys, you can have them
back
SkyeDS: otherwise I sit on them a month and sell them
evile: *nods* it sucks, but its business.
SkyeDS: in my mind, the load of BS she gave me on the phone yesterday
indicates she's not entirely trustworthy
SkyeDS: but I had to look her teenage kid in the face to tell her I
was taking their stuff
SkyeDS: even temporarily
evile: poor kiddo.
SkyeDS: and sh'es a good girl
evile: Nobody has any say on what they're born into...
evile: hopefully all of her mom's bad decisions will keep her from
going down the same path...
evile: I got to hold Kulilinei's baby last night at dinner. that was
pretty awesome...
evile: Things still lined up with your new tenant? Hopefully that
will be lots better than the situation you've got now.
evile: break's over, but everyone seems to be back to their regular
slack, so I guess I will be too.
SkyeDS: brb <hugs> (phone)
SkyeDS: bk
evile: wb :)
SkyeDS: probate call.
SkyeDS: those can be lengthy
evile: aha.
SkyeDS: thankfully we don't get them except when we're ad litem.
SkyeDS: but when we do ad litem, I get to explain to people what ad
litem is
evile: yeah. That could get ugly real quick, having a bunch of long
calls all strung together. :(
SkyeDS: I'm so rusty. I haven't done probate or family either one
since 1990.
evile: wow.
SkyeDS: so sineater and sonar0m are over hangin/playin with Kelly and
Michael
SkyeDS: until Maria comes home and does/does not pay the rent
evile: *fingers crossed*
SkyeDS: and then they unload her stuff/or don't, come get me, I go
get more gas, and we go home, and load up to leave at like 3 am
tomorrow morning to make Canton a little south of Dallas on TX 19 by
like 8 am or thereabouts
SkyeDS: wish I were over at Kelly's
SkyeDS: or out under a tree takin a nap somewherez
evile: yeah...sounds like more fun than work :P Oh well, somebody's
gotta pay the bills.
evile: We are getting up at the crack tomorrow to head out to Indian
Springs. Sweetie says it's a 6 hour drive.
evile: Well, I guess it's about that time. I'm glad I caught ya in
time to wish you a good weekend. Good luck with the tenant stuff &
drive safe!

2228 Bday card from P

May 28, 2004

 

 

me on LJ
evile  wrote,
@ 2004-05-28 22:05:00

Current mood: bitchy

Enough with the bday guilt tripping bullshit, 'kay?
I think there needs to be a separate day that ISN'T my birthday for
people to lay guilt trips and tell me I'm fat and whatever else.
How 'bout October 5? That work for you?

Okay, I'm declaring October 5 "Be sure and tell E what a fat fucking
cunt she is!" Day. And leave my birthday HAPPY, 'kay? Please?

I ran into an old friend/lover after work today--he was waiting for
his wife to pick him up. We chatted a bit and then he said he had my
bday card, so he rooted around in his bag & found his 'non work'
folder (labeled as such) and gave me a card. 8 days after my bday
this is, mind you.

On the front, a picture of a 3-tier cake with one candle a fork stuck
in it. Printed: "On your birthday, remember...time is an illusion."

on the inside, the pre printed message says "Cake is real. Have a
great one!"

Signed by both husband and wife (2 different handwritings, I'm
impressed)

On the inside front facing the message, old friend has printed in
blue pen different from the black he used for his signature:

"E, We've grown apart these last few years and I would like to start
changing that trend. Good friends are too few and far between to let
drift away".


---
Talk about your total mixed message. yes, it's urgent that we become
close again, but not so urgent that the card actually be given or
sent on my birthday. He waited until 8 days after my birthday. He
knows my physical addresses. He knows my email at home and at work.
So would it have killed him to deliver this heartfelt message of
reunion-wishing ON MY ACTUAL FUCKING BIRTHDAY?!?

My guess, and truly, I am going to Hell for thinking it, is that he &
wife signed it together, and then he wrote that last bit afterwards.
Probably getting a little tired of fucking the wife & wanting a
little action from sleazy single slutty ol' me. (ie: the "Me" I was
about 10 years ago) Well...sorry. I hang with pagans, polys and
perverts and I am all for whatever consenting adults wanna do among
themselves, but as for me personally, I don't open my legs for
anybody but my Sweetie. And I certainly wouldn't give it up for
married men (and didn't do married people even when I was still the
Evile of Legend, as a matter of fact!)

I am feeling tremendously bad about myself. Stupid stupid.

Fuck the past. I don't owe it anything. And I don't owe you anything
just because we used to be friends and we used to fuck. It was
totally his choice to bag that babe and make a life with her and
ignore my efforts at continuing the friendship way-back-when, so I
don't owe him Jack Shit now. Or ever. To have a friend, you have to
BE a friend, and goddamn it he quit being my friend long before I
finally gave him up and broke away another little piece of my
goddamned heart. All I have in there anymore is crumbs because of him
and all my other lovely 'friends' who dumped me when I didn't fit
conveniently into their lives anymore. Fuck 'em.
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me to J-Law:

Date: Fri, 28 May 2004 20:09:35 -0700 (PDT)
From: "evilE"
Subject: talk about your mixed messages
To: "J-Law"

I know you're on vacation, and I won't be marshing
your mellow with Kevin over this...but my feelings are
hurt & I need to vent, so here I am, writing to you.

I ran into P after work today--he was waiting for
S to pick him up. We chatted a bit and then he
said he had my bday card, so he rooted around in his
bag & found his 'non work' folder (labeled as such)
and gave me a card. 8 days after my bday this is, mind
you.

On the front, a picture of a 3-tier cake with one
candle a fork stuck in it. Printed: On your birthday,
remember...time is an illusion.

on the inside, the pre printed message says "Cake is
real. Have a great one!"

Signed by both Sonya & Pat (2 different handwritings,
I'm impressed)

On the inside front facing the message, Pat has
printed in blue pen different from the black he used
for his signature:

"evilE, We've grown apart these last few years and I
would like to start changing that trend. Good friends
are too few and far between to let drift away".


---
8 days after my birthday. He knows my physical
addresses. He knows my email at home and at work. So
would it have killed him to deliver this heartfelt
message of reunion-wishing ON MY ACTUAL FUCKING
BIRTHDAY?!?

My guess, and truly, I am going to Hell for thinking
it, is that he & S signed it together, and then he
wrote that last bit afterwards. Probably getting a
little tired of fucking the wife & wanting a little
action from sleazy single slutty ol' me. Well...sorry.
I hang with pagans polys and perverts but I don't open
my legs for anybody but Sweetie...

:(

I think there needs to be a separate day that ISN'T my
birthday for people to lay guilt trips and tell me I'm
fat and looking like shit.


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a ps sent to J-Law:

I feel sort of the same way I did that horrible time we went to
Dallas and spent the night at Tex's and I went and had sex w/ him
even though he'd been a complete ass the entire night and then booted
me out of his bed immediately. :(

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