EJ April 8 2002

 

 

 

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  Taurus
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  If you're suddenly feeling the desire to overindulge, either in food
  or drink or through impulse shopping, try not to lose control. Minor
  frustrations in the first part of the day could have you longing for
  an outlet, dear Taurus, but it would be far more stimulating to phone
  up a lover than to eat, drink or buy too much. If that's not
  possible, invite a friend over for some interesting conversation.
  Have fun, but don't go over the top!
  
  
  Gemini
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  Today you might spend a lot of time in the car, running errands and
  paying visits, dear Gemini. At some point you could run into someone
  you're very fond of but haven't seen for a while. Reading could also
  prove a welcome source of entertainment. You're likely to have a lot
  of fun today doing things that on the surface don't seem that
  exciting, but what the heck? You're enjoying yourself anyway! Go for
  it!
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  I spent all weekend overeating and being a slob. Did some housework,
  but mostly just overate and didn't do a pilates video or DVD, or
  walk, or anything. I did sortakinda fix my magpies web page. At least
  I killed the bus trip page. That was such a fucking mess. Why did I
  ever think I could do something like that?
  
  I am just feeling overwhelmingly negative. I want friends; I don't
  know how to find friends, I don't know how to be a friend anymore. I
  am lonely and scared and tired and pissed off. I want to hit things.
  I want to destroy things. I want to hurt & kill myself, but not badly
  enough to actually do it. I just hate everything and everyone and
  mostly myself. Where everything goes once I've gotten done taking it
  out on everything and everyone around me: me.
  
  Where it should go: away.
  
  I pd. our utilities today.
  
  I may call in sick either tomorrow or Thurs so that I can go get
  estimates on my car repair. Bleh.
  
  This weekend, I want to go to the picnic at Bryce & Apple's house. I
  want to go to the Dancing Moon fair in San Antonio. But this is not
  the month for either. If I went to Bryce & Apple's picnic and PNO on
  Saturday I might meet some people who are going to CMA's thing, so I
  wouldn't be totally out of place at CMa's thing. I think I will go
  out Saturday morning and leave after my shift. I don't have the $ to
  shop for camping supplies and I will have a shitty time standing
  around all by myself anyway. So...this will be the first last and
  only CMA event I attend. Fuck this social ineptitude shit.
  
  

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  • Apr. 8, 2002

     

    I had something I was gonna whine about, but I forgot what it was.
    Ohyeah. Tina appointment Wednesday at 5:30. Last accounting class
    Wednesday at 6. Which to miss? Can I go to Tina and just be late for
    accounting class? Or should I try to schedule a one on one with the
    prof (who I dislike)? Or should I try to schedule something for later
    w/Tina, or just ditch the Tina altogether and just hit a Supercuts
    before Andrew & Amber's wedding?
    
    I sent an email to Aunt L to ask what she thinks. I don't want to screw
    Tina out of any $. I don't feel comfortable speaking with the prof
    one on one. (need to finish my homework, BTW) I might be OK with
    coming to class late, as long as I contacted the prof before hand and
    asked her if it was ok.
    
    I dunno what to do. I'll see what, if anything, L has to say.
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