312 Getting sussed out

Feb. 11, 2002
Thursday: Jen gets here.
Fajita Nite

Friday: Austin wandering. J Crew sale, crusing the liquor stores,
getting alcohol for buttery nipples & imperials, looking for sleazy
underwear, finding snackies. Barbarella & Buttery Nipples with Xtal,
Elena, and Kathleen

Saturday: Spa-ing in the morning, brunch, San Antonio in the
afternoon: Chinese New Year & Gothfest

Sunday: Wine tasting in & around Fredericksburg, The 13 Circles at 9.

Monday: Dinner with John

Tuesday: Jen leaves

313 Imagine a Woman

Feb. 11, 2002
IMAGINE A WOMAN


Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.

Imagine a woman who believes she is good.
A woman who trusts and respects herself.
Who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them with tenderness
and grace.

Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the
present.
A woman who has walked through her past.
Who has healed into the present.

Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf.
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest
voice.

Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily
life.

Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates her body and its rhythms and cycles as an exquisite
resource.

Imagine a woman who honors the face of the Goddess in her changing
face.
A woman who celebrates the accumulation of her years and her wisdom.
Who refuses to use precious energy disguising the changes in her body
and life.

Imagine a woman who values the women in her life.
A woman who sits in circles of women.
Who is reminded of the truth about herself when she forgets.

Imagine yourself as this woman.

Patricia Lynn Reilly
Copyright: 1995
Imagine a Woman in Love with Herself (Conari, 1999)

314 Simon died

Feb. 11, 2002

Well...my first fighting fish passed away today. I came home from work
and went to feed the fish, and Simon had his little head down like he
was hiding, but he was stiff & dead. :(

Sad. I wonder if he got too cold in the bathroom last night. .