QOTD

[evile]

From, of all things, "Star" Magazine.

"It's like she can't deal with the mess in her head, so she focuses on the mess in her home."

(it's about "John and Kate" whoever they may be. But damn, it describes my state of mind and that of at least one other person I know of pretty scarily well.)

{edit to add this:}

I don't care if you believe in astrology or not, this one is eerily accurate:

http://www.wheresthemoon.com/dailyfix.htm

DAILY FIX

YOUREUNDERSURVEILLANCE.COM Michael Lutin's Astrological ViewOf Current Events, Politics, The World and You

23 july thursday

Once you gain a little distance from the

eclipse and the events of the pasdt two weeks

you'll get some strength back

the perspective will do you good

and maybe you'll feel less

cheated

that's right

that's what the Dragon's Tail does

It makes you furious that you've been cheated

or led astray or deprived

even if it is your own doing

which it usually is

it's so painful when you fall into that hole once again

so you need some distance and perspective

but now you know

how over attached you can get

to an idea, a project, a person--anything

when you invest so much emotion

but whata are you gonna do

that's the moon for you

now you should start recovering

from the chaos and the confusion

after making a list of all your resentments of course

this is the beginning of a new period

so if you haven't gotten the

sunmoondragon'stail message yet

get it now

if you've already got it

keep it handy

it will be

more valuable as the months go on

especially in october

We hear so much about this eclipse business

It's happening over Shanghai and southeast Asia

but what's it all about for us no matter where we live?

Is it a big deal or not?

Everybody's got a hole in their life somplace.

So why focus on the hole?

You do that long enough

and you're bounf to you feel lousy.

and then you can't get out of bed in the morning.

Q:Why should it be so hard to get out of bed in the morning?

A: You're totally cozy with someone you love

You're worried about facing the day

You're alone and miserable about it

or you are obsessed because

SOMETHING IS MISSING.......

there may be some another possibility:

such as the

solar eclipse at 29 degrees of Cancer

or the SUn, Moon Dragon's Tail conjunction

which represents

clinging to safety to avoid emptiness

which is a laugh when you think about

your life right now

and yet

it does seem hard to drag yourself

into the shower

under these eclipse conditions.

Sometimes

the world just seems much to much to cope with.

WE know that hese eclipses often bring up

your personal gripe.

So what's your beef with the Universe?

ARIES
It could be about Mommy

TAURUS
Nobody is listening to you

GEMINI
The Economy

CANCER
Control Freaks

LEO
Work--too much or not enough

VIRGO
Scary Relationships

LIBRA
A System That Fails To Support You

SCORPIO
International "Relations"

SAGITTARIUS
So Much To Want So Little Time

CAPRICORN
Being ALone In A Crowd

AQUARIUS
Fear Of Being Tossed Out

PISCES
Unavailable Love

If you need more check nextweekinreview

or

for a longer message

try this

We’re all about to experience the longest Solar Eclipse in the twenty-first century, so you should know what to expect wherever the sign Cancer falls in the solar or Ascendant horoscope. It will be lots of fun to chase the rainbow there, but such pursuits can turn out way differently from your fantasies. It shows where you are ravenously hungry but can't seem to get enough to eat, physically, spiritually, intellectually, financially or emotionally. This is the conjunction of the Sun, Moon and Dragon’s Tail, or South Node.

Comments

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

My usual 'avoidance of the worms in my head' behaviors are: eating, sleeping, shopping, stressing over dirty house or cleaning dirty house.

So, of those, it's really healthiest to clean. OK, make that 2nd healthiest. FIRST healthiest would be dealing with the worms in my head directly.

baby steps.