1637*sigh*--dreams/scopes/malaise

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Sep. 19, 2003

dreams: party in some really 70's style house with Mom passing out
small shots of scotch. Every time the bottle got set on the carpet it
left a yellow stain. I was also drinking beer but I wasn't getting
very drunk or sick at all. something later, driving past a sad little
blonde boy standing on the side of the road.

Just for future reference, not that it will make a damn difference in
my eating habits or anything, but eating garbage all week has done a
number on my digestion. My intestines are in almost constant pain &
upset; bloating, gas & bad potty.

Have hit a brick wall re: what to do this weekend.

Saturday is drandmir coronation at mother neff s.p. also SA pagan
pride day, also GWNN party, also Tablerock Faire. None appeal.

Sunday is more drandmir coronation & tablerock faire. Just not
interested at all.

Possible depression, allergies, or weather-related energy drain,
possible side effect of withdrawing all my spending $ at the
beginning of the month & telling myself "this is all there is, once
it's spent, no more." I'm just trying to find a way to NOT overspend
or binge eat (haha) and not feel deprived for not bingeing.
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Taurus
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
With regard to communication, today should be a busy day. Letters and
phone calls to people close to you are likely to take up a lot of
your time, dear Taurus. You might be organizing a meeting or social
event of some kind. You're probably feeling especially optimistic and
enthusiastic at this time, and therefore likely to spread these
feelings to others. You're also more likely than usual to sense
intuitively what's going on with them.


Gemini
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
A get-together of some kind is likely to happen sometime during the
course of your working day, dear Gemini. This should lead to some
pleasant and interesting conversations, possibly involving
philosophy, spiritual matters or the arts. Communication with those
around you should be clear and open, and as much on a subtle level as
on a verbal level. Letters and other writings should take up almost
as much time as conversations right now.
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evilE
Sun Sign: Taurus
Rising Sign: Sagittarius

People may seem a bit more stubborn than usual, and tempers will be
highly emotional. Try not to contribute to these potential volcanoes
by being vain and stubborn yourself, evilE. Now is not a time to sit
back and contemplate. You have all the information you need. Now is
the time to act. Go for it. At the same time, make sure that you are
actively getting the attention you deserve, and conversely, make sure
you are giving credit to those people who have helped you so much
along your way.

Your Rising Sign
If, for any reason, you haven't been completely candid about
something with someone today, you will find that this issue
inevitably comes up. More than likely, there will be extremely strong
forces associated with it, and it will be hard for you to escape
dealing with the powerful emotions that rise to the surface. Today's
trine between Mars and the Moon is suggesting that you will have no
choice but to take action.

Daily Numeroscope - September 19, 2003
Life Path Number: 6 You are alone before the contradictions inside
of you and it is in solitary that you will have to confront the days
to come, evilE. It's true that the current vibrations are speaking of
new contacts and professional success, but you will feel an
increasingly strong desire to share these successes with someone you
care about. Follow your own path, and don't imitate or envy anyone.
Look for what corresponds the most to your temperament, be more
involved and you will rapidly harvest the fruits of your labor...