3538Happy, young...optimistic. Me?

[evile]

Sep. 14, 2005

 

 

Spending time with my HS girlfriends and with [cousin B] has brought back a
lot of the fun person I used to be when I was 17-25. I really enjoy
having fun, being a little bit reckless & mischievous (but ultimately
harmless). It's nice.

[cousin B] and Quentin apparently 'rolled' Friday and/or Saturday nights. I am
not sure how I feel about that. I don't want him getting caught,
burning out his brain, or otherwise harming himself, BUT....he is
approaching legal adulthood and part of that is making his own
decisions about what to do with his body. I think I need to talk to
[cousin B] about honesty. If he wants to be an adult with me, then we need to
be truthful, and accept that as adults we are going to do things and
make decisions that the other person does not approve of. And that will
not change the love and respect we have for one another, but that lying
WILL. Not looking forward to that talk. But it needs to happen.