evile

Oct. 6, 2005

We are SO caught up at work right now. I'm seeing someone in HR today
at 2 to talk about transferring within the agency to something same
or similar as far as position/pay/title. Lateral and then up, sounds
like a good plan. And if not, at least I get to talk to someone and
feel like I have options again.

I'm taking half of tomorrow off. [Cousin B] is off school, too. We're going
to shop and prepare for [Cousin B]'s first trip to TRF on Saturday :) AND I
am in desperate need of a repair haircut--Tina just completely fucked
up last time. Not just not doing what I asked, but the sides are
TOTALLY Uneven with one another. I can see it when I look at my face
straight on, I wonder why she didn't!! It's almost worth hurting
[aunt L]'s feelings at this point, to just say "I'm not going to Tina
anymore, OK?" I can resign myself to getting a 'mini [aunt L]' haircut
every time, no matter what I ask for. It's a good look, even if it's
a bit 'old' for me. But I can't abide by lazy, sloppy work,
especially when it makes me look BAD.

I got your package yesterday. You said it was for Halloween? Can I
open it now, or should I wait? I wanted to ask first...

Rollins was AWESOME last night. Oh my god, he is the most sexiest 44
year old man I've ever seen in my life. I thought I'd be fascinated
with the biceps, but his ass and thighs were also quite compelling.
He is so fantastically intelligent, articulate, angry, and just
damned sexy. me want.

He did talk politics some, but not in a really tedious way. I didn't
realize he'd gone on several USO tours and visited wounded soldiers
in the hospital. Man, that was heartbreaking to hear about. So many
people, both pro- and anti- war/Bush, don't have the guts to look in
the face of what this war is truly costing this country. Money, shit,
who cares, but these broken bodies of people, as Rollins put it "half
my age"...it was very intense to hear about. I'm in awe of how
amazing Rollins is. *sigh*

He talked about Katrina, and how cool Texans are for being so
amazingly generous, and how cool Americans are for basically
saying "allright, you politicians go play your blame game, step aside
and let us save lives here."...I didn't see it that way, but damn,
he's right. And I'm so proud and grateful for that.

He also said "love makes the world go round, but hate gives it that
little extra PUSH", in regard for taking your anger and pointing it
at the right people, causes, and making America as great as it could
be. (the "P funk Ramones block party" I think he said)

I am tired and in a good amount of pain, but still going to Krav
Maga, assuming [Cousin B] is up for it. I m ight check the yoga yoga website
to see if there's a restorative yoga class tonight, as an
alternative. That or hottubbing either at 24 hour or elsehwere...