3754A better Tuesday-- me to J-Law

[evile]

8 Nov. 6:24 am

 

 

Hey, babe! How's your Tuesday going?

[G/ dad] called sineater, he feels reassured about the procedure. Apparently
UB told me it was more serious than it actually was. That, or sineater
downplayed it so as not to worry his dad. Either way I end up looking
like a hysterical troublemaker. UB wins again. I hate being
manipulated by her...hate it. On the plus side, sineater called to tell
me he was going to be fine and he loved me and wasn't 'really' mad at
me just a little annoyed, but didn't want to talk about it in
specifics because he didn't have time and didn't want to upset me
because I make things bigger than they have to be or get upset more
than I should about things, or some crap like that. It was wierd. But
I'm glad he called me. And it was good to hear him say he loves me.

Oh well. Krav Maga was good, but too easy. There were only 3 of us,
and one guy was fairly new, so I guess we were going at his speed. I
felt pretty good about practicing basics. I think [Cousin B] was frustrated
at not getting to knock the snot out of something. We had a good
class and good talk before and after. I told him I love him and I
care about him, and I'm sorry if that makes me come across as a bitch
sometimes, and that I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, and he said
it was no problem (not the most satisfying answer, to be sure,
but ...) and we agreed that as long as we keep talking and listening
to each other, everything will work out.

So I'm starting Tuesday feeling pretty good. At peace with my loved
ones. That feels good.