evile

It could be called being a very messy human person. Or it could be a pathology.

If you are concerned that your behavior is harmful to yourself or others, or if you are worried that you have cognitive distortions that are causing you to see the world in a skewed fashion or react to people and events in ways that are not sane, then you should probably see a psychologist or psychiatrist.

Otherwise, just please know that everyone has weird thoughts at times, or fantasizes about doing things that they would never do in their real life. Generally, I’d say if you have enough self awareness to know that your impulses would harm others and then you don’t do the things you’re thinking about, you are probably alright.

==============

Editing to add: Posts tagged 'quora' were originally my answers to peoples' questions on quora.com. They were monetized but I am giving them away for free here.

If you feel inclined to support my writing, here's my paypal

And if you prefer to pay it forward, I recommend Safe Place as an excellent place to support.