2900A's dream post

[evile]

Feb. 4, 2005

 

 

she's already rejected my 2 IRC suggestions, so I won't post this to
her LJ. Very serious, sick dream, IMHO.
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Last night, the course of the dream was this. I was living in a
Tolkien-like setting. My home was palatially spacious and carved
into the hollows of an inconceivably large and ancient tree.

{{Seeing lush green trees in your dream, symbolizes new hopes, growth
and desires. It also implies strength and stability. You are
concentrating on your own self-development and individuation. }}

{{Seeing a palace in your dream, symbolizes prominence and wealth.
You are ready to utilize your full potential. Dreaming that you are
the owner of a palace means that success is right within your reach.}}



The inside of my home was decorated with ornately carved treetrunks.

{{carving: Dreaming that you are carving a piece of wood, symbolizes
spiritual and creative energy. Metaphorically, you are transforming
unconscious energy into conscious awareness. Consider whether the
carving is purely ornamental or utilitarian. Dreaming that you are
carving a cooked animal indicates that you are trying to rid yourself
of certain feelings. You may be distancing yourself from your
emotions and analyzing them from an objective standpoint.
Alternatively, some person or situation is violating an aspect of
your life.}}

Faeries and elves of many various races lived with me,
along with my father.

{{Seeing an elf in your dream, refers to some imbalance and
disharmony in your life. The elf often serves as a guide of the soul.
Alternatively, it suggests that you need to be more carefree, worry-
free, and light-hearted.}}

{{Seeing a fairy in your dream means joy and happiness in your
surroundings. It may also represent a feminine qualities and aspects
of yourself. Seeing a sad fairy in your dream, symbolizes loss of
love or money, or both.}}

{{Seeing your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and
protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant.
Consider also your waking relationship with your father. }}


I had a chest filled with jewels given to me by my mother (either
dead or gone), which was my most treasured possession.

{{ Seeing a treasure chest in your dream, represents your hidden
talents. It also represents a sense of security and belonging. You
are content with where you are in a situation or relationship.
Dreaming that you are looking though the treasure chest, suggests
that you are trying to recapture something valuable from your past. }}

{{Seeing or wearing jewels in your dream means a value within
yourself or others in which your admire and cherish. It also
symbolizes pleasure, riches, ambition and spiritual protection. To
find jewels in your dream means rapid advancement.}}

{{Seeing your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect
of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance
and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from
their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and
development. }}

The faeries and elves were preparing a feast, and the occasion was
obviously an extraordinary one for them.

{{Seeing a feast in your dream indicates your emotional needs or
sexual appetite. Pleasant surprises may also be in your near future.
Seeing disorder at a feast, foretells of quarrels or unhappiness
through the negligence or sickness of some person.}}

They were all hovering excitedly around a very large grill that had
sumptuous steaks sizzling on it.

{{Seeing raw meat in your dream means that there will be many
obstacles and discouragement in achieving your goals. Alternatively,
it may reflect your untamed, animalistic nature and raw emotions.
Seeing cooked meat in you dream indicates that you will see others
obtain the object for which you have been striving for. Dreaming that
you are Seeing or eating meat means that you are getting to the heart
of the matter. Seeing rotten meat in your dream, suggests a
degradation of your physical and psychological being. The dream may
be a metaphor for some health problems. }}

{{Dreaming that you are cooking means your desire desire to influence
others in such a way that they will like you or become dependent on
you. Alternatively, it represents your nurturing side or wanting to
be nurtured. You want to be loved. Dreaming that you have
difficulties cooking indicates that you are trying too hard.}}


The source of their excitement seemed to be eating flesh for the
first time, and I heard them whispering, "it's like eating the
flame / light [some said flame, some said light] itself!" They
seemed like little children defying an absent priest and entering the
Holy of Holies unbidden.

{{Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream
can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination,
transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that
something old is passing and something new is entering your life.
Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is
under control or contained in one area, it is a metaphor of your own
internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive
and motivation. Dreaming of that you are being burned by fire
indicates that your temper is getting out of control. Some issue or
situation is burning you up inside. Dreaming that a house is on fire
means passion and loving companions. Dreaming that you put out a fire
means that you will overcome your obstacles in your life through much
work and effort.}}

While preparation for this extraodinary feast was going on, my ex
came to my home. Seeing him made me angry. The faeries and elves
were angry, referring to him as an evil thing and an interruption to
their extraordinary feast. He was very contrite, enumerating and
admitting to every single one of his trespasses, and apologizing
profusely for each. This moved neither the faeries, the elves or
me. Just as we were about to banish him and slam the portal forever
shut behind him, he entreated me pitifully that he needed to be
healed.

{{Dreaming of healing, represents your need for emotional and/or
physical healing. You need to find the power to rectify and care for
the matters in your life.}}

He pleaded that he was mortally wounded from the pain of his many
betrayals, and the only antidote was his love for me. I allowed him
entrance, with a stern admonishment. If being near me helps you
heal, that I will allow. But never again will I return your love, so
if that's what you need to heal, too bad. The faeries and elves were
very upset at my decision to allow him entrance.

One night I caught him stealing individual pieces from my mother's
chest, my most precious treasure.

{{robbery: Dreaming that you have been robbed indicates that you are
experiencing an identity crisis or you are suffering some sort of
loss in your life. Alternatively, you may feel that someone has
stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did.}


I discovered that he had been stealthily stealing a few pieces every
night, each time too few to merit notice and be missed, or so he
thought. His purpose was to take my most precious treasure to give
it to his true love. The first thing I felt was an almost physical
shaft of pain through my heart at this betrayal of my trust. The
next thing I felt was a towering rage.

(At this point I should probably mention that my dreams often are
progressions from one scene to another. For example, going from one
scene to another, and knowing that sex has occurred between scenes,
but not seeing the act itself in the dream).

In the next scene, I was towering ferociously above him, holding a
horse whip and surrounded by highly pissed off faeries and elves.

{{Seeing a whip in your dream, symbolizes punishment and an abusive
situation. It also represents unhappiness, unfortunate circumstances
and to a certain degree, shame and guilt. Alternatively, it may
indicate that you need to exercise more control over your life. You
need to have more discipline. Dreaming that you are whipping an
assailant means that through your perseverance and courage, you will
experience wealth and honor, despite of any opposition. }}



My father was advising me, as usual for both of my parents, that I
was making a bigger issue out of this than necessary, and to let it
go. My ex was on a couch, fully clothed. His head was the only part
of his body still intact, but very badly cut and bruised. His body
was nothing more than a bag of bones. Ray Bradbury once wrote a
story about a man who had a paranoid phobia about his bones and went
to a doctor to have them removed, ending up looking like a big pile
of fleshy jellyfish. He resembled that, except he still had his
bones. Every bone in his body, except for his skull, was broken in
exactly one place, with neatly surgical precision.

{{Dreaming of bones, suggests the discovery of your personal, family,
or cultural secrets. It is also symbolic of your underlying strengths
that you have not yet recognized. Dreaming of broken bones means that
you have discovered or realized that there is a weakness in your
plans or in your thinking. Your dream may call for you immediate
attention to a particular situation or relationship.}}

I told him, you are in excruciating agony now. Go from here and have
your bones set properly, and they will heal, and the pain will
cease. Go from here and do not have your bones set properly, and you
will never heal, and the pain will never cease. Despite the pain of
your repeated betrayals, I hope for your sake that you Choose Your
Path Wisely. The faeries and elves were very upset at me for that.
("We told you so!" maybe?) He was then banished on pain of
everlasting torment or death should he return.