2896me to onyxlynxx

[evile]

evilE
Feb. 4, 2005


There was probably a nicer way to say this:
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Date: Fri, 4 Feb 2005 06:55:15 -0800 (PST)
From: [me]
Subject: hi?
To: [K]

Hey, I just wanted to ask you...

I invited you to go to a party with me on Sunday, you
never wrote back.

I sent you email re: crazy inlaw, you didn't write
back.

I messaged you on silverchat, you didn't write back.

Is it that these messages aren't getting to you? You
don't know what to say? You don't like the subject
matter I send? You don't like me? You don't like the
people I'm unfortunately attached to? I'd appreciate
some direction here. If there's something fixable
here, I will try to fix it. If not, I will respect
whatever distance you wish to keep between us.


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the unreplied-to messages:

Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 13:07:36 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE
Subject: damm it
To: "K


Oh, looks like UB is staying with sineater, ostensibly for
Arthur's sake. I'm just overjoyed that a fricken bird
is so important to them that they will stay together
in misery rather than distress the fuckin' thing.

If Sweetie ever used me as a punching bag, emotional or
physical, I would NOT stay with him for the cats, the
cars, the house, the unicycle, or any other reason.

But then again, I'm SANE.

Calgon take me away...

Date: Thu, 27 Jan 2005 11:26:06 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE
Subject: Party 2/6, wanna be my date?
To: onyxlynxx



> Subject: Ignore-the-Super-Bowl Party
> Date: Wed, 26 Jan 2005 22:14:51 -0600
>
> It's that time again!
>
> You and yours are invited to L--------------- annual
> IGNORE THE SUPERBOWL PARTY!
>
> For those of you who are new to this phenomenon, the
> format is simple. We put out large quantities of
> food and drink, tune the TV to the Superbowl, turn
> the sound off, and ignore the show while we play
> party games, chat, and stuff our faces. Whenever a
> commercial comes on, a shout goes up and continues
> until the person nearest to the remote finds it and
> turns the sound back on so that we can enjoy the
> high-budget commercials that have been devised for
> our entertainment by America's top advertising
> agencies.
>
> For those who really can't pass up the game, we
> provide an addicts' room where they can watch the
> game in a normal way and ignore the mockery of the
> other partygoers.
>
> Join us! Bring swimsuits, extra munchies, extra
> friends!
>
> DATE: Sunday, February 6, 2005
> TIME: 5:00 pm
> PLACE:
>
>
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Comments

2898Re: me to onyxlynxx

[evile]

evilE
Feb. 4, 2005


Date: Fri, 4 Feb 2005 09:59:32 -0800 (PST)
From: onyxlynxx
Subject: Re: hi?



Hi evilE,

I'm sorry. I did get the message about the Superbowl party. I meant
to talk to you about it at SBC but I got distracted and forgot.
Usually I spend Sunday evenings with Meg so I probably wouldn't be
able to go.

I did not get your joebot on chat. I sent you a joebot this morning
after I saw your comment and before I go this message. Did you get
mine?

I honestly don't remember getting anything about crazy in-laws. What
was it? Was it something that I needed to respond to?

I am not sure what to say about people connected to you. I don't
think that is a problem.

Of course I like you. I thought the talking happily to you whenever
I see you, commenting on your LJ stuff and wanting to spend time with
you made that clear.

I am sorry if I was flaky about something. We have talked about a
couple of emails that I didn't respond to because I didn't know what
to say like about ulitave. I considered talking about that a response.

I like you a great deal evilE. I am very sorry that my feelings
weren't obvious. I really appreciate you letting me know how you were
feeling. If there is something that needed fixing, I hope this helps.

hugs,
k

2899Re: me to onyxlynxx

[evile]

evilE
Feb. 4, 2005


Date: Fri, 4 Feb 2005 10:13:11 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE
Subject: Re: hi?
To: "onyxlynxx


I haven't been back on silverchat since 5:30-6-ish
last night. I could do it from work, theoretically,
but I think that would be a bad idea. I can barely
keep up with work quota & ICQ, so adding in more
chatty stuff would probably get me below quota and in
trouble.

Sorry about the angsty email...I just generally tend
to assume that people don't like me and don't want to
spend time with me...and then I meet people who are
nice to me, and then I like them and get obnoxious and
clingy and then they dump me flat on my ass and I go
"gee what happened here?" and do it again to the next
poor sap that shows kindness to me. I never know what
I do wrong, so I never know how to fix it...and I'm
really tired of that particular cycle in my life, so
I'd like to meet and spend time with people who will
be honest with me, even when it's hurtfu

2901Re: me to onyxlynxx

[evile]

evilE
Feb. 4, 2005


Date: Fri, 4 Feb 2005 12:58:12 -0800 (PST)
From: "onyxlynxx Kerr" <onyxlynxx@yahoo.com> View Contact Details
Subject: Re: hi?
To: "evilE H" <eekatfreaksdotnet@yahoo.com>


Eika,

I am more than willing to be honest with you.

I think that you might have over reacted but I hate it when people do
not repsond to the things that I send them.

I like you A LOT. Just because you get a little insecure doesn't
make me like you less, I probably like you more because now I know
that you will understand when I get insecure and a little needy.

hugs,
k

2902Re: me to onyxlynxx

[evile]

evilE
Feb. 4, 2005


I already had plans for Saturday night...Too much going on at once,
as always.

I will try to be a good friend to you & be there if you want me to
be. :)


--- onyxlynxx wrote:
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> Do you want to go to the Voyager party at Ken's on
> Saturday night? I am flirting with calling in sick
> to work Sunday. It is a new month after all.
>
> Don't be sorry. I am wonderful at casting thing in
> the worst possible light myself. All you have to do
> is be brave enough to ask like you did and I will be
> glad to remind you of how much I like you. It would
> be great if when I need it you are willing to do the
> same thing for me.
>
> hugs,
> k