2741 Sineater & skye_ds on the skids again

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004

 

 

To: poly-austin@yahoogroups.com
From: "sineater k
Date: Tue, 21 Dec 2004 12:28:25 -0600
Subject: Re: [poly-austin] Digest Number 795

I can't be in a poly relationship when I don't have a healthy
relationship with my wife. Last night I made her cry for six hours,
and I yelled at her, attacked her when she cried. I made up things to
be mad at her about, and yelled them at her as if they were true. I
looked her straight in the eye and told her another woman was sexier
than she was. I didn't apologize, I didn't reassure her, I didn't
comfort her, I didn't hold her and try to make it better. I yelled at
her.

She loves me, completely, wholeheatedly, passionately, and this is
how I've rewarded her. I've broken every promise I ever made to her,
especially and finally the promise I made never to do this to her
again. Again. I've treated her this way for thirteen years. I've
neglected her, lied to her, cheated on her, abandoned her, betrayed
her, ignored her, abused her. Told her she was fat. Made her feel
ugly and unwanted. Beaten her. Put my hands around her throat.
Forced her to get an abortion, threatened to leave her if she
didn't. Forced her to kill our child. And done this again, and again.
I'll get better for a while, then do it again. I don't treat her, my
wife, my partner, my happiness, the center of my life, the only
woman who has loved me unreservedly, the woman I claim to love, as
though I love her. I treat every other woman in my life better than
I've treated her. I give other women parts of myself I've never
given to her. Skye has always been completely honest and open with
me. She never stopped loving me, not for somebody else, not even
after all I've done to her unyil last night. I've proven repeatedly
that I can't. I never accepted from her the love that she tried to
give me, the parts of herself she wanted to share with me. I've
thrown away the most beautiful woman I've ever known, who only
wanted to make me happy. So no, in a nutshell, I'm not poly. I can't
be poly.


To: poly-austin@yahoogroups.com
From: "CrystalBell"  Add to Address Book
Date: Tue, 21 Dec 2004 15:13:55 -0600
Subject: Re: [poly-austin] Digest Number 795


sineater.. You need to seek professional help .. WHY you hate yourself,
and how much you do only shows in the anger you show towards your
wife. Be happy you did not married me, for you would not be alive to
have written this note. I wish you luck in the future that you get
yourself help.
Sierra

To: poly-austin@yahoogroups.com
From: "bipurple
Date: Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:22:35 -0600
Subject: RE: [poly-austin] Digest Number 795



just out of curiousity...why the public confession?

rifka
bipurple@ev1.net
www.livejournal.com/users/purplerifka

my skeletons won't stay in the closet, so i am teaching them to dance
kelly
========
his LJ:

Tue, Dec. 21st, 2004, 12:01 pm
I can't be in a poly relationship when I don't have a healthy
relationship with my wife.
Last night I made her cry for six hours, and I yelled at her,
attacked her when she cried. I made up things to be mad at her about,
and yelled them at her as if they were true. I looked her straight in
the eye and told her another woman was sexier than she was. I didn't
apologize, I didn't reassure her, I didn't comfort her, I didn't hold
her and try to make it better. I yelled at her.
She loves me, completely, wholeheatedly, passionately, and this is
how I've rewarded her. I've broken every promise I ever made to her,
especially and finally the promise I made never to do this to her
again.
Again. I've treated her this way for thirteen years. I've neglected
her, lied to her, cheated on her, abandoned her, betrayed her,
ignored her, abused her. Told her she was fat. Made her feel ugly and
unwanted. Beaten her. Put my hands around her throat. Forced her to
get an abortion, threatened to leave her if she didn't. Forced her to
kill our child.
And done this again, and again. I'll get better for a while, then do
it again.
I don't treat her, my wife, my partner, my happiness, the center of
my life, the only woman who has loved me unreservedly, the woman I
claim to love, as though I love her. I treat every other woman in my
life better than I've treated her. I give other women parts of myself
I've never given to her.
Skye has always been completely honest and open with me. She never
stopped loving me, not for somebody else, not even after all I've
done to her unyil last night. I've proven repeatedly that I can't. I
never accepted from her the love that she tried to give me, the parts
of herself she wanted to share with me. I've thrown away the most
beautiful woman I've ever known, who only wanted to make me happy.
So no, in a nutshell, I'm not poly. I can't be poly.
Link Leave a comment
Tue, Dec. 21st, 2004, 11:54 am
Don't you dare try and defend me. Please.


You...
bramblekite
2004-12-22 14:03 (link)

are no good for A. She is no good for you. You bring out the worst in
one another.

Get help, and a good divorce lawyer.

I love you. Nobody deserves to be abused or mistreated, no matter
what they've done wrong. Not you and not her.

==================================================
skye_ds (skye_ds) wrote,
@ 2004-12-21 21:42:00

Current mood: crushed

"Rhiannon" ~ Fleetwood Mac

Rhiannon rings like a bell throu the night
And wouldn't you love to love her
Takes to the sky like a bird in flight
And who will be her lover

All your life you've never seen a woman
Taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven
Will you ever win

She is like a cat in the dark
And then she is the darkness
She rules her life like a fine skylark
And when the sky is starless

All your life you've never seen a woman
Taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven
Will you ever win
Will you ever win

Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon

She rings like a bell throu the night
And wouldn't you love to love her
She rules her life like a bird in flight
And who will be her lover

All your life you've never seen a woman
Taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven
Will you ever win
Will you ever win

Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon

Oooooh

Taken by
Taken by the sky
Taken by
Taken by the sky
Taken by
Taken by the sky

Dreams unwind
Loves a state of mind
Dreams unwind
Loves a state of mind


"Silver Spring" ~ Fleetwood Mac

You could be my silver spring....
Blue-green..colors flashin'
I would be your only dream.....
Your shinin' autumn....ocean crashin'....
Don't say that she's pretty....
and did you say that she loves you...?
Baby I don't wanna know.


So I'll begin not to love you...
Turn around, you'll see me runnin'
I'll say I loved you years ago...
And tell myself you never loved me....No......
Don't say that she's pretty....
And did you say that she loves you...?
Baby, I don't wanna know....Oh no.....
And can you tell me...was it worth it....?
Baby, I don't wanna know..


Time cast a spell on you...you won't forget me...
I know I could've loved you but you would not let me....


Time cast a spell on you...but you won't forget me...
(I was such a fool)
I know I could've loved you, but you would not let me..
(Give me one more chance)
I'll follow you down 'til the sound of my voice will haunt you..
(Haunt you)
You'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you..


"Most Beautiful Girl" ~ Charlie Rich

Tell her, "I'm sorry."
Tell her, "I need my baby."
Oh.... Won't you tell her that I love her.

I woke up this morning and realized what I had done
I stood alone in the cold gray dawn
I knew I'd lost my morning sun
I lost my head and I said some things
Now come the heartaches that morning brings
I know I'm wrong and I couldn't see
I let my world slip away from me
So.......

Hey, did you happen to see the most beautiful girl in the world?
And if you did, was she crying, crying?
Hey, if you happen to see the most beautiful girl that walked out on
me
Tell her, "I'm sorry."
Tell her, "I need my baby."
Oh.... Won't you tell her that I love her.

( break )

Hey, did you happen to see the most beautiful girl in the world?
And if you did, was she crying, crying?
Hey, if you happen to see the most beautiful girl that walked out on
me
Tell her, "I'm sorry."
Tell her, "I need my baby."
Oh.... Won't you tell her that I love her.

If you happen to see the most beautiful girl that walked out on me
Tell her, "I'm sorry."
Tell her, "I need my baby."
Oh.... Won't you tell her that I love her.

•  

Comments

2742Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004

Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 06:17:51 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE
Subject: hey
To: "sineater


If you (singular) need a place to stay while home
cools off, or while you plan your next step, please
let me know.

Love ya, bro.

Not saying it's okay to be an asshole, just saying
that I love you anyway.

=E

2744Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & J-Law

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Me to J-Law:

evilE wrote:
Looks like the boob is at it again. This was posted in
sineater's Livejournal and in the austin poly yahoo group,
suspicously just after my friend Niki inquired about
her 'agreements' and said that sineater was handsome. I
find the writing style to be rather obviously NOT
sineater's. Isn't it interesting that these cycles of
'abuse' seem to take place: when his or her family is
due for a visit and/or when his polyamorous love life
begins to look promising? Huzzah for another fucked up
Xmas at the -------- family!


http://www.livejournal.com/users/sineater/20253.html



Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 08:47:09 -0800 (PST)
From: J-Law
Subject: Re: well, $#!+!



That is a big stinking pile of b.s. I don't know either of their
writing styles, but I do know that that is not the way a man would
write. It's clearly written by a woman.

Whoo. So, tonight is going to be a whirlwind. Yesterday afternoon,
Shane's office had a power outage. It didn't look like it was going
to come back any time soon, so Shane's boss sent him home, but asked
him to come in early today, and he could leave early as well. Which
means he is going to get to SF very early indeed....

I should have checked messages last night, but I didn't. I would
have vacuumed and done more tidying. The important stuff's done,
though (dishes, bed made, etc.) so it shouldn't be too bad.

How was your day yesterday? Mine was a little bizarre. Hardly any
work in the a.m., went to lunch (farewell lunch for one of the
paralegals who is leaving), and then in the afternoon, all heck broke
loose. I'd had a couple of glasses of wine, so I had to get it
together pretty quickly. After that, back to complete and utter
boredom.

I am so glad that today is my Friday. It is also my Christmas-with-
Shane. We're exchanging our gifts tonight!

Vegas in two days!

Love,

J-Law

2746Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & J-Law

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Sweetie is leaving for FL today, or maybe tomorrow if he doesn't get
everything done that he wants to before he leaves. So he got up with
me this a.m. and we had breakfast together & opened presents. It was
sweet of him to wake up with me, especially since Tuesday night is
his late night beer night with the guys.

I had wanted to go to the trail of lights at Zilker Park tonight, so
of course it's raining and nasty. Friday should be clear again, but
cold. The Austin airport has no de-icers so it BETTER be clear!

Sorry about the work shit, things like that always happen just before
you're about to go on vacation! Sounds like you handled it well :)

Yesterday was high tea in San Antonio. This girl from poly group,
Terriblelynne, invited herself to tag along at the last minute when I
mentioned it in front of her at craft night on Monday, which was kind
of wierd since we are not that close, but was OK in the long run.
Turns out our reservations were either not made, or under a name I
didn't recognize--one of the gals who comes to tea is a friend of
Dee's and recently got married, but Rio and I couldn't think what her
new last name was. So that might have been it. Oh well. And her car
was in the shop, so I had to go get her, which I didn't realize until
we were at the tea house and waiting, so I called. Ended up driving
to Rio's, picking her up, and driving back out to the tea house. An
hour in the car! In the past, I might have chosen to be annoyed about
the reservation & the lack of communication about needing a ride, but
I decided to enjoy my friends and the tea and the beautiful day, and
it was really really nice.

Sounds like you and Shane will have a great time tonight :) That is
so cute!! I'm sure he won't mind a little dust or whatever.

sineater wrote a private post before his long post that may have been
locked to only me, I don't know. But it said "Don't you dare try and
defend me. Please"...wtf. I guess if I say anything sympathetic to
him, UB will rip him up some more.

I really did think she was getting better. Stupid of me to think that
just because the alligator hasn't bitten anyone in a while, the
alligator doens't bite anymore. *sigh* She will always be nuts, she
will always stir up shit and make him miserable, and that's just the
way it is. His stupid choice if he wants to stay and put up with it,
but I hope he does actually decide to leave this time.

2747Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & J-Law

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 09:43:44 -0800 (PST)
From: "J-Law


That is sweet - I am glad you had some together-time this morning.

Our weather has been very clear - and Oakland airport is usually
better than SFO on the weather issues, so I should be good to go. I
think I get in to Vegas before you do, so I'll just head over to your
gate area (if not at your gate, then outside the security check
point) and wait for ya.

How do you feel about meeting Shane, et al., Christmas day in the
Star Trek bar at the Hilton? He said any time is fine with him.

Oy. He is going to be here around 6 tonight. Just enough time to
take a bath and shave my legs, and that's about it.... I am going to
try to sneak out of here a little early.

It sounds like you had a good day yesterday - I am very proud of you
for dealing with it all and just enjoying your friends. That's
something I have to work on, too. :)

I am just dying to see what Shane got me. I really have no idea what
it might be.

You're right - there is nothing you can do about sineater and UB. It's
all up to him/them, as heartbreaking as it is to just be an observer.

Just be thankful for your good relationships, sensible choices, etc.

*hugs*

2748Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & J-Law

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


me:

I am *so* down with hanging out Xmas day at Quark's!
:)

I shaved my legs last night, just in case Sweetie got home
from beer night and I woke up...but I didn't. Oh well.
No Solstice nookie for me!

I'm grateful, believe me. Sanity is such a wonderful
thing. Who knew it was so rare? I'm also hopeful that
sineater will get to spend time with his dad even though
he's in the shit with UB.

Mom sent me a card, and I finally know more of their
holiday plans. They're going to be at our house from
the 27th to "whenever" and planning at least 1
overnight trip to San Antonio (what you bet that Rubber_pig
pulls some shit and they end up down there for longer
than that? Oh well, also out of my control.)

*sigh* Have I mentioned I really hate this time of
year? I can't wait to escape to Las Vegas. :)



Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 10:29:37 -0800 (PST)
From: J-Law


Cooool! Me, too. Maybe head over there around 11am-ish?

I am thinking I need to start waxing or something. This leg-shaving
thing is a major PITA. Or maybe that laser hair removal. And then I
wouldn't have to deal with it ever again.

Mmmmm. Nookie. Nookie nookie nookie. I should have gotten a sexy
santa girl outfit for tonight. They had them in the window at
Luscious Wear, and I almost went in the other night.

Ok. Officially bored and antsy and wanting to go home now.

Sanity is extremely rare. This isn't something we realize until
we're adults and making our own lives. We don't see how full-on
whacked people are until we start making choices, and see how normal
our lives are in comparison to theirs.

We're going to have a great time in Vegas. It will be good to get
away from all this stuff.

==========
me:

I heard waxing really hurts...but it is effective and long lasting.
Then again, once you're together long enough, you'll go to bed
looking like the bride of sasquatch and nobody will care. :P

skye_ds is on ICQ all "I have NO IDEA why sineater chose to make all of
this stuff public" hahaha. Sure, right, yeah. Oh well, I'm done. sineater
doesn't want my help or my opinion, and I'm not going to give them
ammo to use against me by trying to help or telling him what I
think.

vegasvegasvegas....happy thoughts, happy thoughts.

2749Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & J-Law

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 10:56:37 -0800 (PST)
From: "J-Law"


Waxing does hurt. I've only ever had my brows done, and that was
enough to keep me from doing my legs. Much less bikini and
underarms. Yeeeeeeeeooooooooowwwwwwwch!!!

Dawn got a Brazilian bikini wax once, and broke out in all of these
horrid red splotches down there! She had to explain to her boyfriend
that, no, she didn't have V.D. That was pretty much the end of my
secret curiosity/desire to have it done.

The cool thing is, yeah, it does last long. And, eventually, the
hair grows back finer or not at all.

It's funny - even 8 months into it (can you believe that?!) I am
still all hyper about cleaning the house, having dinner on the table
at a certain time, etc. etc. I am tellin' ya. I am a born
housewife. Now all I have to do is win the lottery. :)

You're exactly right about UB and sineater. Just distance yourself
mentally and think happier/more fun thoughts about your own life.

Vivaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Las Vegas!

2745Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & Jinx

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Subject: RE: [Drandmir] M's New Place....
Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 10:53:09 -0600
From: Sharjinka


Congratulations! *hugs*

Thanks so much! I want to know your schedule for February so I can be
sure you'll be at the house warming party. ;-D

What was up with your LJ? I read your entry about Sineater and you're
right; I don't think that's his writing style. What is going on?

Love and hugs,
M

Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 09:16:09 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE


I don't know what to tell you.

I think skye_ds either wrote his LJ entry/yahoo group
post and posted using his userid & password, or made
him post it. It's definitely more her writing style
than his.

To be honest, they are not good for each other, and I
really hope this is really the end, so they can both
heal and go on to better, healthier relationships.

My February schedule so far:

I'm free any Friday but the 4th, and also free
Saturday 19th & 26th. Sundays are usually good, too.

2750Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


reply to sineater's LJ
bramblekite
2004-12-22 19:06
I have thoughts. I will not share them with you unless you ask, since
you usually get upset at me when I give opinions un-asked.


reply to skye_ds's LJ:

*hugs*
bramblekite
2004-12-22 16:50
I'm sorry you're sad. I wish I knew the right thing to say or do
right now.

2751Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again, me & K

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004
Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 09:32:23 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE
Subject: I don't know what to say or do...
To: onyxlynxx


sineater wrote a private post before his LJ post that may
have been locked to only me, I don't know. But it said
"Don't you dare try and defend me. Please"...wtf. I
guess if I say anything sympathetic to him, skye_ds
will rip him up some more.

I emailed him at work and offered crash space if he
wanted to spend some time away from home for awhile.
He hasn't written me back, and I don't expect to hear
from him. He generally tends to shut people out when
he and A. have a big fight.

Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 11:09:18 -0800 (PST)
From: onyxlynxx
Subject: Re: I don't know what to say or do...
To: "evilE


I wish there was something helpful that I could say.

*hugs*
k

2752 Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004

from the poly austin stuff:

To: poly-austin@yahoogroups.com
From: siobhan
Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 19:25:59 -0000
Subject: [poly-austin] Re: Digest Number 795

well it sounds like you are a very unhappy and unpleasant person..
get help! thats my advice. posts like this make me so glad i found a
good man!
April
==============

I wrote this to crystalbell,

evilE wrote:

You were not there. You do not know the people involved. You do not
know their history. For that matter, you do not know if this was
actually sineater posting this, and/or whether it was of his own free
will.

So please keep the death threats to yourself.

Blessings & peace (please),

she replied:

Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2004 11:31:56 -0600
From: "CrystalBell"
To: "evilE"
Subject: Re: Please....


evilE,.. I never threatened sineater.. I told him to get professional
help .. He needs it, THEY BOTH DO! .. If ANY PART, I repeat ANY
PART of the post was true, they are not in a healthy life and need
professional help.. Sierra

2753Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again - me & Jinx

[evile]

Dec. 22, 2004


Sharjinka: Hello.
evile: hi.
Sharjinka: Uhm....are you bored too?
evile: more sad than bored, but bored will do for the public face.
Sharjinka: Why sad? Because of sineater and Skye?
evile: yup
Sharjinka: Yeah, I can understand that. I feel like a bad friend to
them, but I have never thought they were well matched.
Sharjinka: And you're right, that doesn't seem to be his writing
style. Too much drama.
evile: exactly.
Sharjinka: *sigh* I'm sorry....
evile: I emailed him at work, the one place I know he won't have any
interference from her. But he hasnt' written back.
evile: He doesnt' usually, when shit hits the fan with her.
Sharjinka: *sigh* I think the relationship is unhealthy and have for
a long time.
evile: yup!
Sharjinka: *sigh* Christmas cheer for you:

Sharjinka: http://www.theonion.com/news/index.php?issue=4051

Sharjinka: It's the heartwarming stories that I love during this time
of year.

evile: I love the onion
Sharjinka: Yep, yep. :-)
Sharjinka: Is there anything I can do to help you out??
evile: How do you feel about hiding bodies?
Sharjinka: No qualms. :-D
Sharjinka: I am specially trained after all. ;-)
evile: excellent. Got a spot in your new lawn that might need some
extra fertilizer?
Sharjinka: The backyard would be best.
evile: I guess I'll probably need to rent a backhoe.
Sharjinka: Maybe.
Sharjinka: I can fit a human skeleton in a shoebox. ;-)
evile: I guess I could make a whole hell of a lot of soap and catfood
with the rest.
Sharjinka: Yep, yep! :-D
evile: where can I get a flensing knife at this late date?
Sharjinka: No idea. Scalpel?
evile: hm. That might be OK for the smaller stuff, but we're talking
about a very large skinning job here...
Sharjinka: Bone saw and cutters?
evile: *nodnod*
Sharjinka: Intestine = Christmas tree decoration?
Sharjinka: :-D
evile: *lol!*
Sharjinka: :-)
Sharjinka: O:-)
evile: I figure he'll just go on to someone just as bad, or worse, if
they break up. So...I am not all that willing to risk jail time just
to watch him go from frying pan to fire.
Sharjinka: I can understand that. I have to ask. Does he have
REALLY low self esteem or what???
evile: obviously.
Sharjinka: Oh.....does he not think he can do any better?
evile: *shrug*
Sharjinka: *sigh*

evile: yup
Sharjinka: I'm sorry.
evile: me too. But...it's erics choice. sineater doesn't want my help or
my opinion, and I'm not going to give them ammo to use against me by
trying to help or telling him what I think.
Sharjinka: I know what you mean. I'm so glad my sister got herself a
good man. She's the one who gives ME advice. ;-) And I need it
too!!! :-D
evile: heh. as long as its wanted, advice is a fine thing.
Sharjinka: True. So....you e-mailed your opinion to him.
evile: no, I did not.
evile: I offered crash space at my house and told him I love him no
matter what.
Sharjinka: Oh, I see. Well....that is a sweet deal! :-) I'd take
you up on that. ;-)
Sharjinka: And I think it was a kind offer to make.
evile: my house is still a wreck. I need to get it cleaned up before
Vegas, since my mom & stepdad will be here on the 27th.
Sharjinka: Oh..... I was just thinking of that line from Tank
Girl, "So...what do you say....you and me....Vegas?" ;-)
Sharjinka: How exciting!!

evile: *laff* I love that movie :)
Sharjinka: Me too! I love her attitude.
Sharjinka: I bought it on DVD as soon as I could find it.
evile: cool :)
Sharjinka: I wish I could help out more somehow....
evile: Me too. But this is thier choice, and as sad as it is to watch
them bringing out the worst in one another, that's the way it is.
Sharjinka: It's not much of a relationship if that's what they do.
evile: That's true...but I don't think eithe rof them has had
anything else to compare it to, so they don't know any better
Sharjinka: That's true. And sad. *sigh*
evile: At least my other brother's woman gives me perspective...it
could be so much worse.
Sharjinka: *sigh* It's sad from both, I think. I got very lucky for
Ron as a brother-in-law. And I consider him more my brother.
evile: very cool.
Sharjinka: At least, you have your sweetie who seems a very cool guy!
evile: yup
Sharjinka: :-)

evile: sanity is a good thing. who knew it was so rare?
Sharjinka: Especially in family. ;-)
evile: you said it.
Sharjinka: *sigh*
evile: yup
Sharjinka: What are your plans for Christmas? Hanging out with the
dysfunctionals? ;-)
evile: Vegas.
Sharjinka: That's right. My mind is so here today. Whee.
evile: I'm leaving Friday and coming back Sunday nite. Mom and
stepdad will be here Monday morning.
Sharjinka: I even looked at your LJ with the new ride. BORGS!! ACK!
evile: I'm excited about that :)
Sharjinka: I'm excited for you. It'll be so much fun!!!

evile: yup. And if i win big, I am never coming back
Sharjinka: If you win big, pay for my house!!! ;-)
evile: Ok.
Sharjinka: Whee!! :-D
evile: I really want to get the house clean before I go. I hate
coming home to a mess.
Sharjinka: I can understand that. My house will be a mess for a long
time. I've got empty boxes around the place now. I'm going to try
to pack up my study this holiday season. :-D I want to be very
careful about packing up my archaeology / forensic books.
evile: Yeah.
Sharjinka: :-) I'm very picky about that. :-D And I don't want to
lose my temper with some poor, undeserving person who looks at the
books wrong. ;-) I'm just very fussy about my books.
evile: yup!
Sharjinka: I figure if I pack them all then I can't be mad at anyone
but myself if something stupid happens. ;-)
evile: *fingers crossed* hopefully the move will go well.
Sharjinka: I think it will. I'm being given plenty of time and I
don't own tons of stuff. Most of the stuff around the house belongs
to Fred.
evile: *nod* Once you have your own house, suddenly you have STUFF.
Sharjinka: Yep!

Sharjinka: There are so many worries but I think it'll be worth it.
I've already been looking in the classifieds for appliances and
finding some real deals!
evile: *nod* this is true :)
Sharjinka: :-D

2766Re: sineater & skye_ds on the skids again

[evile]

Dec. 28, 2004


To: poly-austin@yahoogroups.com
From: "jtf
Date: Fri, 24 Dec 2004 04:04:15 -0000
Subject: [poly-austin] Re: Digest Number 795


sineater, I couldn't help but to respond to your plight. Please check
the following organizations out and seek some assistance.
Waterloo Counciling Center and Safe Place
Both of those organizations are alternative lifestyle friendly. I
understand your pain my friend I recently have had to enure alot of
simular stuff you are dealing with. I hope this helps. Both those
places have helped me a great deal in the past. Good luck and hope
you find peace. respectfully Monet's rabbit