1258 dreams, scopes

[evile]

Mar. 5, 2003

 

 

dreamt about playing sims online with donna. In her 'sim' life she
had a kid. wierd.

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pondering things with Kaleon.
1. he is utterly passive
1A he seemed sincere in still loving Skye_ds & being hurt by her
rejection
1B he seemed sincere in not wanting to be in an abusive relationship
or a relationship that was more about the other person's needs than
his own
1C he didn't seem the sort to be devious or sneaky in any way
1D however, somehow, my words sent via Email to Kaleon made it to a
piece of paper in Sineater's hands.
2. see 1a- therefore he will not be contacting me.
3. therefore I will not find out how/why my emails to him were shared
with sineater/skye
4. him not talking to me makes me see him as guilty
but...see 1.
5. him not talking to me could also be him seeing me as guilty
6. Skye_ds bragged in the past that she'd hacked his hotmail.com email
account when he was having a romance outside of his relationship with
her.
7. therefore, she (or Sineater) could have hacked his jpopmail account.
8. and what's to say that she (or Sineater) hasn't hacked my email account
(s)?
9. if they hacked mine or Kaleon's account & made it look like each of
us had betrayed the other, it would benefit them to know that 1). And
they do.
10. they also know how good I am at playing the silent game.
11. so they are probably counting on us not speaking to one another.
12. BUT .. *IF* they got the info from hacking, I am not in the least
bit sorry at all that they read my PRIVATE thoughts and let it piss
them off. They were not for Sineater and Skye; if you come stick your
finger in the vipers nest that is my head, your own fault if you get
bit, stupid.

Wondering if Skye_ds will show up with Sonar0m on a leash either to Poly
Dinner tonight or to the GWNN munch on Saturday. Doubt it, but it
will be interesting if she does.

Wondering if Kaleon will show up to poly dinner tonight. I'd like to just
hash & be done, one way or the other.


scopes:

Taurus
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
The information coming at you today, dear Taurus, may be a bit
clouded and delusional. Take it with a grain of salt. It could be
that someone is trying to pull the wool over your eyes in a certain
situation. Check the bus schedule twice before hopping on board. You
may find yourself lost on the wrong part of town otherwise. Have
patience and try not to get too upset if you aren't receiving the
answers you want. The truth will come out soon enough.

Gemini
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
Your fantasy world will be especially active today, dear Gemini, and
you should feel free to take off into dreamland. Let your imagination
run the show today, and you will be delightfully surprised at the
rewards this will bring to your everyday life. It may be hard to make
a decision on anything practical, so don't even try. Leave it to a
day in which you are feeling more grounded.
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personalized:


Sun Sign: Taurus
Rising Sign: Sagittarius

Your intuitive abilities should be growing by leaps and bounds now.
Today you are likely to be getting psychic messages from just about
everywhere, both on a personal and a universal level. This can be a
bit overwhelming, Erika, particularly if you aren't used to it, but
don't fight it. It is a symptom of your inner growth and in the long
run should be a very positive development. It can help to make your
dearest dreams a reality.

Your Rising Sign

Though you've been planning to spend the day avoiding all thought of
work, praise for your recent successes might come your way from
friends or relatives. Therefore you might find yourself basking in
the glow of your accomplishments, even though that wasn't what you
had in mind. The Moon-Jupiter trine brings acknowledgment for
achievements of all kinds, business or otherwise. Don't let it go to
your head, but enjoy it all the same.


Daily Numeroscope - March 5, 2003
Life Path Number: 6
This is the day to take things easy and go at your own pace, Erika.
The presence of a 5-Day encourages you to have some fun, and to enjoy
the things and people you like best. If you can take a day off from
work, go for it. Spend some time doing something active with those
who mean the most. If you have children, Six, this is an opportune
time for you to play. Build a fort, visit the zoo, or romp around the
living room for a while. Enjoy yourself!