Well, I went thru all my bills & guesstimated the ones I haven't
gotten yet (utils, gas) and the stuff that isn't a bill, but will be
an expense (groceries, Jen's visit)
And I don't have enough to order anything from Gurney's this year. Oh
well. I will live. I have my Totally Tomatoes seeds and I have made
my little spot for the tomatoes & peppers to live, and maybe if I
only have one spot to focus on, I will remember to water and weed and
take care of 'em, and everything will be okay.
I hate being financially responsible, esp. when it means I can't play
with garden stuff. BUT I will live.