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"So, has he come home drunk and raped you in your sleep yet?"
Come on, it doesn't hurt and only lasts 10 minutes at the most, how bad could it have been? Rape is such a strong and ugly word, to me it means pain and bruises and saying no and being ignored, not just letting him get off and get it over with so I could hopefully get back to sleep and not feel like crap when my alarm went off in an hour or two.
but it still feels sick and dirty when I think about it. And there was certainly no consent, unless sleeping in a bed that belonged to him, in a house he paid for was consent, which most of me believes it is.
Oh well. being gently woken by kisses and petting and lovemaking is no longer a fantasy I have.
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Come on, it doesn't hurt and only lasts 10 minutes at the most, how bad could it have been? Rape is such a strong and ugly word, to me it means pain and bruises and saying no and being ignored, not just letting him get off and get it over with so I could hopefully get back to sleep and not feel like crap when my alarm went off in an hour or two.
but it still feels sick and dirty when I think about it. And there was certainly no consent, unless sleeping in a bed that belonged to him, in a house he paid for was consent, which most of me believes it is.
Oh well. being gently woken by kisses and petting and lovemaking is no longer a fantasy I have.
http://www.nononsenseselfdefense.com/profile.html
