1844I HATE my job...

Jan. 12, 2004

 

 

Date: Mon, 12 Jan 2004 07:36:46 -0800 (PST)
From: "evilE H"
Subject: argh!
To: "J-Law

I despise Mondays. I despise this place.

So, last week, my supervisor sent out email instructing us to turn in
our time sheets to her on Fridays if we were NOT working OT, and on
Mondays if we were working OT.

So, I didn't work Saturday, even though I intended to, but I actually
did have 1 hour of OT on last week's time, so I turned in my time
sheet to her this a.m. Per her email, this was correct procedure.

But then she writes me this snippy email about turning in my time to
one of the office manager types.

WTF? Did she instruct me to do this before she snipped about it? No,
in fact she did NOT. She just went straight to snip-mode.

Look, you can tell me to do something 1 time and I will generally
remember to do it. If I don't, feel free to snip all you want. But do
NOT snip at me for not reading your goddamned fucking mind.

"Mind Reader/Psychic" is NOT in my job description, and if it WAS,
I'd want more than the piddly crap I'm making now.

argh argh argh. So very NOT motivated to work any more OT for these
goddamned ingrates. But I need the $. Assuming Boss-lady ever gives
me the OK to book my $274 ticket to visit my mom in May.

1845my weekend

Jan. 12, 2004

 

 

I didn't do any paid OT Saturday. The movie Friday night lasted until
11:15, I didn't get home until 11:30 and then didn't fall asleep
until midnight or so.

Then I had nightmares about terrorists in my building at work and UN
people working in our building's cafeteria. Apparently the terrorists
wouldn't let us leave the building, so we had to eat all our meals
out of the cafeteria. The UN volunteers were all British, so we were
eating cabbage and 'toad in a hole' (whatever the hell that is),
basically greasy tasteless British food and trapped at work. So..
when my alarm went off I really DID NOT want to go to work. So I
slept until noon.

There was a womens BDSM group meeting at 2 (Bound by Desire) which I
had meant to go to, but I was still in my PJ's so I didn't.

And there was a HFS thing at Lockhart State park, about 1 hours drive
away. It was Thax's knighting, so I wanted to go, but there wasn't
any good way to plan working OT, BBD at 2, then GWNN at 7. It would
have been more driving than anything else, not really worth it.

I called my mom re: visiting in May, she said those dates are fine
(mid may. Now I just need to get my boss to OK them. whenever she
gets around to it. PITA) and we talked about work. Once again she's
feeling unappreciated & put upon & unfairly held responsible for
things that were not in her control. feh. She is blaming herself,
but...it just seems random. But it has happened 2x in a row now, so
hard not to take it personally & blame oneself.

GWNN munch was hot (stuffy, no air in room) and rather boring. Some
dude invited me to the rope enthusiasts' meeting, basically made some
sort of implication that he wanted to tie me up. Um...No. Ladydreamtime was
there, later. That was OK. She's pretty reserved. I don't think it's
a matter of her disliking me as I might assume, I think that's just
how she is. Also Debbie, Joe & Kai, plus Bill K and
Throm, plus the little museum guy & his wife, Rod from
PNO/CMA and his wife, and their friend Michael. No big thrills.

I got some walking shoes & a few things I thought Skye_DS might like.
A "yoga by candlelight" tape, candles & Italian lavender soaps at
Ross.

Sun. I went to the grocery store. I walked for 45 min, then took a
nap. Got up & showered for ANK! dinner, but started feeling very bad
& pukey in the shower, so I just got dressed & hung around at home.
Eventually I felt better, but it was too late to go to the dinner.
Sweetie & I ordered from Papa John's and watched TV.

Exciting.

1846runey runes

Jan. 12, 2004

 

 

went here:
http://www.brindy.org.uk/runecaster/

asked this question:
Am I killing time until Time kills me?

Past
Thurisaz - Beginning new projects, luck-the hand of fate helping you,
protection, the hammer of Thor, opening gateways.

Present
Ing - Fertility, successful conclusion to issue or situation, ending
one cycle and beginning another.

Future
Berkana - Growth, abundance, fertility, Mother Earth, protection, the
zenith of an idea or situation.

that 'ending one cycle and beginning another' is a beeyotch. I
believe The Tower holds the same basic meaning,and boy did I have fun
when that card was my life (Sweetie no job, X and her freakness. yay.)

1847Legend/ Lily Dress

Jan. 12, 2004

 

 

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