Aug. 17, 2003
I dreamt that I did in fact end up with Aaron Mendenhall, [my high school crush] and we 	
lived in some Victorian alternate reality, and he was a criminal 	and 
a druggie, and then he ended up talking [sister H] into 	transporting drugs 
for him.
Something about wicker 	furniture & tropical plants. 	Dunno.
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I have a monster 	headache.
I have nothing to do today. 
I am reading 	Villa Incognito by Tom Robbins. Reading Tom Robbins 
always makes 	me restless & annoyed with my lot.
I went to the grocery 	store and charged about $50 worth of stuff. My 
Ppl bank bill is 	already almost $400 for last month. Why am I abusing 
the 	plastic? Probably cuz Sweetie's UI is about to run out (Mid Sept) and 	
after that we are going to be poor poor poor.
Could 	always drive up to Drandmir, but 1) need gas and 2) just not 
really 	in the mood to be with people.
Sweeti is throwing major pity 	party, inbetween useless stuff with the 
Vanagon & some piece 	of computer in the LR. I don't know why it takes 
him so long to 	do anything.
I don't know why he's got $ to do that but never 	to do anything for 
US or the HOUSE.
I guess he thinks the 	mortgage is plenty.
*sigh*
I need to just get used to 	it or get out.