Aug. 17, 2003
I dreamt that I did in fact end up with Aaron Mendenhall, [my high school crush] and we
lived in some Victorian alternate reality, and he was a criminal and
a druggie, and then he ended up talking [sister H] into transporting drugs
for him.
Something about wicker furniture & tropical plants. Dunno.
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I have a monster headache.
I have nothing to do today.
I am reading Villa Incognito by Tom Robbins. Reading Tom Robbins
always makes me restless & annoyed with my lot.
I went to the grocery store and charged about $50 worth of stuff. My
Ppl bank bill is already almost $400 for last month. Why am I abusing
the plastic? Probably cuz Sweetie's UI is about to run out (Mid Sept) and
after that we are going to be poor poor poor.
Could always drive up to Drandmir, but 1) need gas and 2) just not
really in the mood to be with people.
Sweeti is throwing major pity party, inbetween useless stuff with the
Vanagon & some piece of computer in the LR. I don't know why it takes
him so long to do anything.
I don't know why he's got $ to do that but never to do anything for
US or the HOUSE.
I guess he thinks the mortgage is plenty.
*sigh*
I need to just get used to it or get out.