Jun. 9th, 2003

evile: (clutter)

    Jun. 9, 2003

    Went in for my annual today & tried to talk to Dr. Davis about
    endometrial ablation. He treated me like I was a very nice retarded
    person. I feel so humiliated & stupid. Like, I mentioned the fact
    that I've been with the same partner for 8 yrs, and we don't want
    kids, and then he was all "Oh, but endometrial ablation isn't a
    sterilization method"...and I was all "Yes, I know, but it does have
    a negative impact on fertility and I wanted you to know that I'm OK
    with that"...and then he started talking about essure, which is a
    kind of tubal sterilization, which would be fine, too, but mainly I
    want OFF the depo and I want my endometrial lining out of commission,
    so it doesn't go putting stuff in the wrong place & trying to kill
    me. I don't think I got my idea/fears/concerns across ATALL, mostly
    because I don't think he was really listening...it's so goddamned
    frustrating.

evile: (clutter)
 

    Jun. 9, 2003

     
    Sylvana: [offline] Thaks anyway. You know I am sick of Skye and your
    brother both yelling at me over something as trivial as me telling
    you about the slave contract. Well I heard that Skye supposedly had o
    calm him down because Sineater wanted to kill me for it. Well they do not
    want to hear my side of things and If you had told your brother wha
    the entire conversastion was about then Perhaps he would not have
    wanted to kill me. I have been nothing but nice to them.
    Sylvana: [offline] And all I get is shit like this from them. IF I
    had not told you someonelse would have. Besides if they did not want
    anyone to know then why did Skye say anything about it in the first
    place. I will be talking with my Monarch and trying to set this whole
    thing sraight as it has been 2 weeks now That I have had someone
    yelling in my face for absolutly no reason. This is a childish game
    and I will be the adult.
    evile: hey! That was a real train wreck.
    evile: Skye_DS does a lot of tattling on herself and then getting
    irate when people 'find out' things. Um...she is the one who
    mentioned it, so why be so surprised when people listen?
    Sylvana: Tell me about it. I am sorry that I ranted I just wanted to
    get it off my chest.
    evile: Here's where I'm at with it:
    1) I want to keep peace with Skye_DS at almost any cost because I want
    to keep the lines of communication open with Sineater.
    2) if Sineater doesn't want help, nobody can help him.
    Sylvana: Well Sineater actually came up and said that they did not want
    you or any of the res of your family to know about it, and I had no
    right to say anything, but then why say anything about it in the
    first palce to anyone. You were going to find out sooner or later
    anyway. True..I have some respect still for them and I still count
    them as friends.
    evile: Well, you aren't the one who told me about it. Skye_DS
    mentioned it after the incident in which Sineater hit her in front of her
    parents, and then when Kaleon and I were on speaking terms, he told me
    some about it.
    evile: Since I didn't really want any of the details, I didn't pursue
    it either time.
    Sylvana: Well he said that I was the one that brought it up to you
    and he supposedly wanted to kill me for it. Skye evidentally had to
    calm him down so he wouldn't. So you may want to tell he about that
    too.
    Sylvana: As it is they think I am the only one who has told you.
    evile: Well, I'm sorry for that impression, but I *did* say that it
    was Kaleon who had tried to tell me the details & I didn't want to
    hear them, and then you asked me about it, and I said "yes I know
    they have one because Kaleon told me, but I didn't want to know
    anything else about it".
    Sylvana: ok well they told me that they did not want you or anyone in
    Sineater's family to know. And they did not say anything to me about you
    saying that Kaleon told you it all against me. So I have had enough
    and I want to striaghten this whole thing out.
    evile: I think if everyone would quit feeding the drama-monster, it
    would die on its own.
    Sylvana: I have tried to ignore thier ranting and ravings but they
    make it too personal when I suggested that the Horses not be allowed
    in nirvana for saftey reasons they take it as Idon't like Skye and
    that is why. Do they really think everything is aimed at them?
    evile: Well, the problem with HFS, as with humans everywehre, is that
    people can't keep personal problems separate from other concerns. The
    horse situation exists completely separate from the issue of how
    Skye_DS treats her men. But, since they were brought up at the same
    time, now they're all tied together.
    Sylvana: Confusing! Well I need to start the footpath way of job
    hunting. Thanks for shedding some light on what is going on. I got
    confused when all of a sudden everyone is yelling at me and of course
    I played right into being the scapegoat for them. That is fine for
    now but no more.
    Sylvana: Have a nice day!:-D

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