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718 dreams, horoscopes, etc

• t

  Jul. 19, 2002

   

  Taurus
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  You may not know the reason for it, dear Taurus, but you're probably
  feeling very optimistic about your future. Things have been going
  well for you, and will probably continue to do so. Are you expecting
  a sum of money? If so, it could come today. Be sure you don't spend
  it all in one place. In the great mood you're in, you might believe
  there's plenty more where that came from. There may be - but don't
  jinx it!
  
  Gemini
  Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
  Congenial camaraderie with friends could well have you feeling warm
  and appreciated, dear Gemini. Support from those around you
  contributes to a powerfully optimistic feeling, and a surplus of
  physical energy could have you feeling the need to be out and about.
  It would also be a good time to formulate new goals for both
  immediate and long-term futures. You should have a gratifying and
  fulfilling day all the way around. Enjoy!
  
  
  YAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! Anorexic mummy coworker WON'T STOP SINGING! I
  swear to fucking god, this woman makes Yoko Ono sound like Enya. For
  fuck's sake, SHUT UP! I just can't stand unrecognizable monotone
  crooning. And whatever 'note' it is that she 'sings' is one that my
  headphones don't cover up very well. So, even if I put on my
  headphones and play loud music, I can still hear
  the "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
  mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" of my coworker 'singing' to her music. I am so
  tempted to go and tape sardines to the underside of her chair or
  something equally foul-yet-childishly-petty. She is about to drive me
  fucking batshit. Not that it's a very far trip at this point.
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  Anyhoo...nothing really thrilling going on in life. I went to bed
  very early last night and dreamt about working in the movie business.
  I was some kind of clerical person whose job it was to print and pass
  out schedules to all the actors. And Ray Park was one of the actors.
  *whee!* Someone kept stealing his schedule, and we thought it might
  be someone who wanted to get him fired for not showing up for his
  scenes on time. Everyone in the movie called him "Park". He was a
  nice guy. It was a good dream, so normal and pleasant compared to the
  usual wierd shit my subconscious unloads on me.
  
  
  

  722yargh

   

  • Jul. 19, 2002

     

    F-ed up-ness. Message archives weren't avail. earlier and every time
    I tried to post, the yahoo thing said the server was invalid or some
    shit. So...come back an hour later and it's posted 4 damn times.
    
    Feh. Feh.
    
    Weekend:
    
    Today: phone duty, home early, gym. Catch up on dishes, laundry, etc.
    
    Saturday: pilates video, star party with Markus & Austin Poly folks.
    
    Sunday: Gym, Nude Yoga, San Gabriel Park, Dinner w/ Austin No Kidding
    
    I feel like I'm forgetting something, but don't know what it is.
    
    I went thru the list of supplements from the catalog I had and I will
    try Walgreen's and Eckerd's and see how their pricing stacks up. If
    the catalog is better, even with s&H, I'll go ahead and go with the
    catalog. I'm out of calcium & need another bunch of those. But just
    plain calcium,not calcium and D (because I get that in my multi) or
    calcium & magnesium (because I also get that in my multi). So I need
    just plain o' calcium. And I'm thinking of trying Coenzyme Q-10 for
    a month or so, to see how it does. It's supposed to be 100 mg once a
    day for weight loss and 50 mg twice a day for allergies. Both are of
    interest to me. Of course, the catalog doesnt' have 50 mg tabs avail.
    You've got 30 or 10 or 60 or 100. So I'll look at walgreens & see if
    there's 50 mg tablets avail. Maybe I'll get ambitious and try Sun
    Harvest &/or whole foods.
    
    ====================
    Pondering my associations with Central Tx Rennies and Drandmir.
    
    Drandmir: Not very friendly, have been actually spoken to by 4
    Drandmir people thus far. The group seems to place the burden
    of 'getting to know ya' on the newbie, perhaps not understanding that
    it's very hard for one person to approach a group and say hi, and
    much easier for a group member to see a person standing alone and say
    hello. Very into the padded-weapon battle games, very organized into
    a hierarchy I don't really understand. I feel like a real outsider
    and like there really isn't a place for me in this organization.
    Coronation/big events are 'dry'. Most of the members look/seem
    younger than me, probably not of legal age to drink. Role playing
    game, seems to be lots of leeway for fantasy characters, bizarre
    costumes, etc.
    
    CTR: Friendly, but drunk. Not very organized. All events center
    around drinking/bars/being drunk. Most members look/seem older than
    me. Some people have 'characters' that they 'role play' at faire, but
    mostly just a group of people that like Renfaires & dressing up. A
    few (most?) of the group members seem to enjoy dissing people who
    aren't historically correct in their costumes.
    
    There has got to be a happy medium here somewhere. I want to be able
    to drink if I want to, but I am beyond the point where getting
    fitshaced is alot of fun and something I wanna do on a regular basis.
    I want to participate, but I don't want to get bogged down in
    collecting points or whatever...
    
    So there are a few elements in both groups that appeal to me, and
    MANY elements of both groups that turn me way off. And yet, being a
    peripheral sometimes-participant in both groups is rather
    unsatisfying as well.