Went to the Credit Union to get some $ for the weekend, bus &
skating $ for the month, etc. Ran into Lee in the hall. He is
working 2 jobs now, one as a waiter. He didn't say where. I wish he
had, we could have gone there :)
Anyhoo....he was talking about his friends and how cool the new club
that took over when the Atomic Cafe closed is, how he's going to big
Carnival parties next weekend, etc. He is all into being 'decadent'
and 'goth' and dressing up and freaking the mundanes...
what ever. I like him and I really liked Susan, but I am just not
into freaking anybody anymore. I still like people watching,so I may
go check out what they've done with the old Atomic. Maybe it's
called "Elysium" now..? Anyway...Max and I were pretty disgusted with
Atomic Cafe's 'bondage nite'. All the frat boys they dragged up there
were disobedient and the dommes did nothing to stop them from
grinning and wiggling and acting stupid. Max says that if they were
real Dommes the audience would have been scared to volunteer.
*sigh* Anyway...dangerous territory. I could get way too caught up in
that life.
It was nice running into Lee again. Seems that since we work in teh
same building &all, I should see him more often. I guess I've been
avoiding the cafeteria (not that I go there that often) because of
the bus trip fiasco & how ashamed I am of that failure. But Lee had a
great time, so I don't know why I'm avoiding him
OH! Dreamed last night:
I occasionally have a sort of Vegas-feeling dream, where I'm
someplace and it's NOT at all like las Vegas, but for some reason
it 'feels' like it. Like video games that pay you if you win and
stuff. Anyway....this one was about Bob and some family reunion, and
I needed to get back to work, so I was driving the family reunion
bus, and then realized that I'd have no place to park it, so I went
back and asked my Mom to give me a ride back to the office.
I wonder what that meant? Probably something about knowing when to
ask for help, or having something (bus/idea) that is too big to take
to work (needing a job that will let me use my ideas & personality &
creativity)? Vance family reunion??? dunno. Other than the fact that
other than Bob they're all prettty unattractive people. Or maybe me
taking their bus was me taking something? from a family? group? that
didn't belong to me and was too big for me to use anyway. ?