Goodbye, Daddy.

[evile]

My father died this morning. I dreamed about him last night. I said ' when you die, a part of me will die with you. But part of you will live with me and you'll get to do the things that you wanted to do '

He got a 3-6 month prognosis at the end of 2010, and he beat that by a mile. I'm sad that he fought so hard and hurt so much but that is what he wanted to do. He isn't hurting anymore

{edited to add:}
Funeral services are Thursday at 2.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhGehZDGBaM&feature=youtube_gdata_player
I don't really like the video, but I love these words:


The day will dawn in the future
When you will journey through time.
The stars . . . listen . . . hear them pleading.
They know, dear earthling, what you're needing.

Be true, bring peace and love with you.
Be free, for that is your nature
Believe, though others say it's only pretend,
Then your Star Trek will never end.

Comments

[sheilagh.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

[idiomagic.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, love. I'll light a candle for him.
*hugs and love*

[valatan.livejournal.com]

*giant bear hugs*

[kulilinei.livejournal.com]

*hugs* and *love*

[emmainfiniti.livejournal.com]

Hugs.

[colorbars.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry hon.
*hug*

[mouser.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. Not matter how much you think you're ready for it, it's still a shocking hurt.

[serenity-rose7.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[kyleigh812.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. (((((HUGS))))

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

I appreciate that.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It sucks a lot...but I am grateful for the time we got and I am glad he's not hurting any more.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It means a lot to know I have so many good friends who care.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is. I'm still not really sure what I'm supposed to be doing right now.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It means a lot to have you reaching out even though you're going thru some shit right now and have your own things to worry about. I appreciate you.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I thought I was ready to accept this when it finally happened, but it still sucks.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I appreciate how you're always there with hugs & kind words. It means a lot.

[mouser.livejournal.com]

Remember the best of him. Cry a little. Rage against the universe.

If you talking about "arrangements" I have no idea. If he has a lawyer talk to him about Last Will and Testament. There will be probate and "Next of Kin" stuff so you might need your own lawyer.

There are some guides online (there are guides to EVERYTHING online).

One example. (Part Two) Don't know if it's what you need but its a place to start.

[made-of-paradox.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Let me know if you want me to stop by to deliver a hug in person around 8:30 tonight. (I'll be in Austin anyway, right by Airport & I-35, for something that will end a little after 8.)

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

Looks like I'll be at Cool River havin' a cigar with the guys & gals at that time.

but I'll be back soon enough for hugs. Thanks so much. I appreciate you.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure that his sister, my aunt C. probably pinned him down on all of that. He wanted so much to live and beat this thing, but I hope she convinced him that getting things in order was not necessarily so much admitting defeat but accepting that it will happen, someday, to all of us, and hopefully not any time soon...

Being a veteran, a lot of the funeral arrangement stuff is pretty easy; just call the VA and they know who to call and what to do. He will be buried in his uniform and sent off with full military honors.

I need to give a call to the texas prepaid legal folks and see about getting my stuff in order, come to think of it. Hell, I could get hit by a bus tomorrow. There aren't any guarantees in life...

As far as "stuff" goes, he gave me a couple of things that he really wanted me to have, and I'm glad to have them, but I don't really want or need anything else and I don't plan on being ugly or nasty or greedy or grabby like so many people seem to do when someone passes. It's a lesson learned rather late in life for me, but I really don't care for 'stuff' so much as doing things and going places and creating shared memories with people I care about.

[mouser.livejournal.com]

"Stuff" also refers to his bank accounts, life insurance, properties, vehicles, firearms, stocks/bonds, etc.

[bramblekite.livejournal.com]

yeah...I don't care about any of that stuff. he has a surviving sister, brother in law, neice, nephew, and niece's 3 kids to distribute all that amongst. I will be glad to assist when it's time to declutter and excavate the house from my grandmother's years of hoarding, but I don't want any of that stuff.