thanks :) and FWIW, this wasn't about anyone currently in my life...just baggage from the past that I don't even realize I'm carrying most of the time until something happens to snap me out of my usual mindset and I realize that my 'usual mindset' is self-hurting.
I'm kinda-sorta in the 'no transpo' mode these days too. Out of the 5 cars Sweetie has, 1 is drive-able by me. That one is also his daily driver and his hours haven't been predictable lately, so I haven't felt able to commit to anything where I've got to be a certain place at a certain time, unless I am on foot OR able to double check with him first.
It's mildly hassley, but it's not like I'm really _stuck_.
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Date: 2004-05-03 08:59 am (UTC)I'm kinda-sorta in the 'no transpo' mode these days too. Out of the 5 cars Sweetie has, 1 is drive-able by me. That one is also his daily driver and his hours haven't been predictable lately, so I haven't felt able to commit to anything where I've got to be a certain place at a certain time, unless I am on foot OR able to double check with him first.
It's mildly hassley, but it's not like I'm really _stuck_.