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Feb. 6th, 2026 01:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
evileI have been slowly succumbing to The Nothing. sleeping later every day, though I do still get up, keep up with personal hygeine and dog care. Make dinner every day M-F. some house task daily. 1-3 job applications every day. I don't feel like I'm doing enough. but I'm still doing. I think I found the one I really want - it's a remote 'call center' type job, but it's permanent and pays well. remote means I can work from anywhere.
Housemate Sam has notary coming tomorrow from her father in law. Her deceased husband's stepdad, he is selling his deceased wife's home and wanted Sam to get her deceased husband's share. her FIL and SIL have been working fairly hard to do right by her and she seems to be resisting them tooth and nail. she says they weren't there for her when her husband passed and she's traumatized about that...but they seem to be trying to do the right thing by her now. They didn't have to. Anyway, she is saying that when/if she gets this $ she is going to get an apartment in town someplace. My aunt L. suggested we try and keep her dog. Her erratic schedule, tendency to sleep and watch TV all day every day, not leave the house but maybe every 1-2 weeks for groceries...not really ideal for a dog. Or for anyone, really. But her two cats aren't as negatively effected as a dog would be by such a life. Plus Thax has really bonded with her little dog. And he seems happier and healthier and enjoys being part of our 'pack'
Brother A. is also making noises about striking out on his own. Possibly because he's not happy with Sam's presence in the house; she's opinionated and loud when she does make an appearance, tends to gravitate towards negative news items involving child abuse and rape, which are very triggering for A to hear about, and her catbox does reek. So....all reasons to want to gtfo. He's already spent his inheritance in his head; when/if it materializes, it'll be gone in no time. I h aven't minded having him living with us, he's usually in his own room or out doing his own things. I hope he manages to be successful when he goes out on his own and stuff. He's gotten an LLC registered for his art business. I really want to see him do well, but that's a hard road.
Being jobless, I stay close to home, only spend money on groceries, try not to be frivolous. It's boring and sad.
I did spend $25 for our dog Sunny to go running at the lure course last Sunday. And she had so much fun, and I did too, so we are doing it again on the 15th.
The 16th is Thax's birthday. aunt L. wants to take us out for dinner. He has to pick the place. I have no idea what to do for him or give to him. maybe just something romantic and cost free, winky winky.
The internet knows what I want, and here's my list to look back and buy myself Litlle Treats when or if I'm ever working or ever have money again.
https://www.teepublic.com/t-
https://ambreblends.com/
https://www.annieoakley.com/
https://lareefragrances.com/
https://texastallowproducts.
https://nopalera.co/products/
https://diocandlecompany.com/
Housemate Sam has notary coming tomorrow from her father in law. Her deceased husband's stepdad, he is selling his deceased wife's home and wanted Sam to get her deceased husband's share. her FIL and SIL have been working fairly hard to do right by her and she seems to be resisting them tooth and nail. she says they weren't there for her when her husband passed and she's traumatized about that...but they seem to be trying to do the right thing by her now. They didn't have to. Anyway, she is saying that when/if she gets this $ she is going to get an apartment in town someplace. My aunt L. suggested we try and keep her dog. Her erratic schedule, tendency to sleep and watch TV all day every day, not leave the house but maybe every 1-2 weeks for groceries...not really ideal for a dog. Or for anyone, really. But her two cats aren't as negatively effected as a dog would be by such a life. Plus Thax has really bonded with her little dog. And he seems happier and healthier and enjoys being part of our 'pack'
Brother A. is also making noises about striking out on his own. Possibly because he's not happy with Sam's presence in the house; she's opinionated and loud when she does make an appearance, tends to gravitate towards negative news items involving child abuse and rape, which are very triggering for A to hear about, and her catbox does reek. So....all reasons to want to gtfo. He's already spent his inheritance in his head; when/if it materializes, it'll be gone in no time. I h aven't minded having him living with us, he's usually in his own room or out doing his own things. I hope he manages to be successful when he goes out on his own and stuff. He's gotten an LLC registered for his art business. I really want to see him do well, but that's a hard road.
Being jobless, I stay close to home, only spend money on groceries, try not to be frivolous. It's boring and sad.
I did spend $25 for our dog Sunny to go running at the lure course last Sunday. And she had so much fun, and I did too, so we are doing it again on the 15th.
The 16th is Thax's birthday. aunt L. wants to take us out for dinner. He has to pick the place. I have no idea what to do for him or give to him. maybe just something romantic and cost free, winky winky.
The internet knows what I want, and here's my list to look back and buy myself Litlle Treats when or if I'm ever working or ever have money again.
https://www.teepublic.com/t-
https://ambreblends.com/
https://www.annieoakley.com/
https://lareefragrances.com/
https://texastallowproducts.
https://nopalera.co/products/
https://diocandlecompany.com/
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Date: 2026-02-06 10:18 pm (UTC)