annoying superhero dream
Jan. 18th, 2024 04:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
evile last night's dream, I don't remember too much. I was sort of a wonder woman type superhero and was paired up with a superman type superhero and we would go to, like strip malls (Michaels/ Joanns type craft shop imagery here, not sure what it had to do with anything else in the dream) and go fight crimes and bust up asteroids menacing the planet and pose for photos and do autographs and bla bla, but turns out he was just some guy in a suit and basically my job was to fight the crimes/bust the asteroids/ fly around looking awesome, while also holding him up to make it look like he was flying and doing stuff, too. And he was bitching at me because somehow something I'd done had made some paint on his suit crack and look bad and I shouldn't have flown so fast or so high or held him that certain way or some bullshit like that. (maybe we were getting paint for his suit at the craft store?) I don't know if maybe he was invulnerable but just couldn't fly and I had to make him look better, or if he was really just some shlub. He was kind of a Homelander (The Boys) type looking character.
I think maybe my brain is tired of me following politics; someone yesterday mentioned how Ron Desantis looks like Homelander and so maybe the guy in my dream was Ron DeSantis
Anyhoo ick and yuck and gee brain could y ou beat me any harder over the head with overwrought symbolism about feminism and how women are treated in this goddamn country, even or especially by people who are supposed to be their teammates.
I don't think this was about Thax or my marriage, and I don't have any male teammates at work that I work with closely. I did get fucked out of my 2nd-to-last state job by some mediocre males, so maybe this was something about that? I did have a work dream a night or two ago so maybe my brain is still chewing thru that in some way
I dunno. I woke up with a big headache and exhausted. I might also be having anxiety because there was a meeting at work a few weeks ago saying that some projects were ending and they'd be reducing head count by end of month, but try to let us know at least two weeks in advance of the new end of contract date.
there's a lot of jobs out there. I don't like filling out applications (especially the capps state app, it's a shitty website) and I don't like interviewing. I can do pretty much anything admin/data entry/ attention to detail-ish, but I don't like applying and interviewing.
I think maybe my brain is tired of me following politics; someone yesterday mentioned how Ron Desantis looks like Homelander and so maybe the guy in my dream was Ron DeSantis
Anyhoo ick and yuck and gee brain could y ou beat me any harder over the head with overwrought symbolism about feminism and how women are treated in this goddamn country, even or especially by people who are supposed to be their teammates.
I don't think this was about Thax or my marriage, and I don't have any male teammates at work that I work with closely. I did get fucked out of my 2nd-to-last state job by some mediocre males, so maybe this was something about that? I did have a work dream a night or two ago so maybe my brain is still chewing thru that in some way
I dunno. I woke up with a big headache and exhausted. I might also be having anxiety because there was a meeting at work a few weeks ago saying that some projects were ending and they'd be reducing head count by end of month, but try to let us know at least two weeks in advance of the new end of contract date.
there's a lot of jobs out there. I don't like filling out applications (especially the capps state app, it's a shitty website) and I don't like interviewing. I can do pretty much anything admin/data entry/ attention to detail-ish, but I don't like applying and interviewing.
