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Unemployment continues
job applications continue
hot weather continues
feed dogs walk dogs
housework (not as much as I should)
make dinner for household
feed dogs walk dogs
TV
insomnia
depression


Housemate hasn't wanted to try the new pool up the street and I've only been once without her. On the plus side, she's started to think about what she might like to do next with her life, rather than talking about suicide. She is considering buying a 3 or 4 plex and using the rent from the units she's not living in to pay her way. That seems sensible.

I spend a lot of time making wish lists in my head for when I am employed and making money again.

$ for property tax
pepita x ray and 2nd opinion & possible hip dysplasia surgery if needed
new floors
mini split units for bedrooms
new roof
new garage door

& just because as long as I'm wishing may as well be silly and wacky
swim spa
halotherapy/red light booth


My father died 13 years ago today. I was at Here There Be Monsters Con with Thax and Flavio (aka moochy bachelor) when I got the news. The photos of me from that day are surreal. all dressed up, empty eyes.