Last night's dream
Mar. 14th, 2023 11:21 amGeneric 'university' dream - it's a place I dream of from time to time, a mix of DePauw and Tulane and...other places I don't recognize. There was a party and Mike T. and Bart and Joe SubG were there with a bunch of other people, they'd all driven down from someplace in a big RV bus kind of thing. The party ended and I think there was something about having to either push-start or jump-start the RV so the guys could drive home, and then I was at a meeting off campus with a bunch of the professors and I was trying to explain to them about my social anxiety and how I felt like even though it may seem like we are having a nice conversation about some intellectual topic, the 'worms' in my brain are telling me that the profs are secretly talking 'over my head' and kind of amused that I think I understand but they're all secretly making fun of me...I was kind of wiggling my fingers on my left hand next to my face to simulate the 'worms' talking to me and telling me that I'm dumb and people are making fun of me, in a 'worm voice' and the profs were laughing, not unkindly, but like I was genuinely being funny/relateable....then Dee's mom was there among the rest of the teachers and she was kind of scolding the profs for laughing and scolding me for talking bad about myself and said something like "These fools all know you're smart enough to teach most of these classes!" and then we were on a bus going back to campus, but I was worried that the bus driver wouldn't let me on because I wasn't faculty, but it was no problem, and several of the teachers on the bus had wild colored hair--pink and blue, and Bart was on the bus with me, he was kind of slouching and napping in his seat and every once in a while he'd wake up a little and kind of babble at me about something or another. "going to get potatoes," was one and then something about chewing gum. I dunno. It was funny and kind of sweet to watch Bart sleeping. Anyway, nice 'visit' from Bart and Mrs. Ruff. :)