2321nothing so far today

 

Jun. 27, 2004

 

 

woke up, made & ate 2 slices of french toast. Made brownies & ate
one. Drank coffee with Sweetie. Listened to flashback lunch.

browsed old paper journals. ick.

puttered in the backyard. last year's pepper plant has 2 bell peppers
growing. fire ants & mud. poison ivy prospering.

finished do what thou wilt. everybody dies.

Nothing to read.

Nothing to do.

Don't want to eat.

WAs down to 204 when I weighed in yesterday. Probably back up to 205
or 206 now.

In one of my paper journals, was lamenting being at 174. stupid
girl!!!

should do pilates or situps or something. fighting against losing
weight with all this compulsive overeating. jeans barely fit. several
jumper dresses don't. I can't afford new clothes, so how is it that I
can afford to keep eating & eating?