Jun. 23rd, 2004

evile: (clutter)

 

    Jun. 23, 2004

     

     

    I'm reading Lawrence Sutin's _Do What Thou Wilt_ and coming across
    some stuff of Crowley's that I have problems with: his attitude
    towards women as nothing but breeders mostly. I posted this on the
    bratpage & got some nice feedback:

    I'm reading a biography of Aleister Crowley (who IMHO was a pretty
    cool guy) and then I came across this quote:

    "women are nearly always conscious of an important part of their True
    Will, the bearing of children. To them nothing else is serious in
    comparison...."

    Oh, ick. What's a good CF Thelemite Gal to do??

    -----------
    Re: 40443 You recognize that Crowley, like Freud, was a product of
    his time. His views on women are icky but also reflect the repression
    common in the Victorian era. Okay, turtle, I promise not to respond
    anymore.....
    ----------
    A good CF Thelemite will act on what HER True Will is (namely living
    the dream!), not what Crowley or anybody else tells her it is. If
    anything, Thelema is a handy philosophy for a CF to embrace because
    of it's value of the individual over groupthink, which is good to
    remember when you're making a lifestyle choice that's no one else's
    business but is socially unpopular anyway. If anything, Breederdom,
    with it's emphasis on reproducing for conventional reasons (family
    obligation, getting attention, etc.) as opposed to truly WANTING to
    raise a child, is the perfect example of the slave-mentality. "Be
    they damned and dead!"

    Joys of Thelema aside, is the discussion board down again? I haven't
    been able to load it up for the past two weeks.

evile: (clutter)

    Jun. 23, 2004

     

     

    Just had my annual review. "Outstanding" on everything, but as my
    boss acknowledged, it doesn't really mean anything, there isn't any
    money for raises or promotions and there's a lot of people ahead of
    me on "the list"...I told her she will probably be losing people
    since the economy is picking up and jobs are actually available
    elsewhere. She said "I Know"...and that was about it.

evile: (clutter)

    Jun. 23, 2004

     

     

    evile: howdy :)
    SkyeDS: hey you!
    evile: I'm glad it's Wednesday.
    SkyeDS: lol would be happier if it were Friday but oh well
    SkyeDS: what you doin this weekend?
    evile: Saturday evening is a bellydance & fire show at Natural Magic.
    Sunday is a picnic/tubing trip in San Marcos that we might/might not
    go to.
    SkyeDS: now that the trailer is fixed, I want to go somewhere nearby
    (gas)
    evile: No idea what you consider 'nearby'....
    SkyeDS: halfway pondering either the lake or round rock
    evile: *nods*
    SkyeDS: every time I get lunch out of the fridge I am amused at the
    stash of alcohol all over this office, lol
    evile: Lawyers...
    evile: Aunt L just let me know that the fireworks at Elaine's are
    actually on July 3. so...my options are now 1) fireworks & hotdogs
    with the Village of the Damned or 2) camping in the weeds with the
    weed-smokers.
    SkyeDS: we are always happy to hide you
    evile: Sweetie also has a possible 3 rd option, camping at Pace Bend with
    the VW people. Who are also weedies...but they are subtle about it
    and there are no children participating.
    SkyeDS: I still want to investigate PB too, sounds cool
    evile: I still haven't been. But given that Sweetie will decide what he
    wants to do for July 4 weekend midafternoon on Saturday, to put
    arrival time sometime after 10 PM...I probably won't be doing
    whatever he decides to do...
    SkyeDS: lol
    evile: And then we still have the transportation issue to consider,
    in that it's pretty hard for 2 people to go 2 places at the same time
    in 1 car.
    SkyeDS: nods
    evile: Aunt L said she & Uncle B would be happy to give me a ride to
    Elaines, but then I have no means of escape if the 4 villagers of the
    damned + Pat's brat get to be too much for me.
    SkyeDS: :(
    evile: At least if I'm camping with the white trash weedies, I can
    just decide it's time for bed and go off to the tent.
    SkyeDS: point
    evile: And honestly, with the VW people, it's never been an issue.
    The weedies go off someplace private and do their thing and dont'
    offer it to the kids, and I'm fine with that.
    SkyeDS: nods
    evile: But I'm not going to go out in the middle of the night
    Saturday, sleep overnight, and come home Sunday. That's ridiculous, a
    waste of time, and pointless from the POV of wanting to hike &
    explore the park.
    evile: Oh well. We've still got a week and a half to wrangle over it,
    I guess.
    SkyeDS: I am lucky that the boys don't do that to me
    evile: yup.
    evile: If there was something I really wanted to do, I could pitch a
    fit and make it happen...but none of the options are any more or less
    appetizing, they all contain some positive points and many points of
    suckage....so I'm just like "whatever"...
    SkyeDS: you can come with us
    SkyeDS: you might be bored
    evile: I really wouldn't care to inflict myself on you for any length
    of time in any situation where one or all of us couldn't get away if
    we needed to....
    SkyeDS: true
    evile: Not trying to be mean, or critisize...I'm a prickly person,
    and we both know sineater can be that way too, and sometimes you & I rub
    each other wrong...it's not anybody's fault, it's just the way it is.
    SkyeDS: no offense taken :)
    evile: Ok. *hugs*
    SkyeDS: in general I hate not having my own ride
    SkyeDS: hugs :)
    evile: Yeah...I really miss having reliable transpo. :( But not
    quite enough yet to do anything about it.
    evile: And I still think it's ridiculous to have so much driveway
    sculpture.
    SkyeDS: ?
    SkyeDS: oh the multiple vehicles
    evile: yup.
    evile: Maybe if I use the only working one more, and inconvenience
    Sweetie more, the other(s) will get fixed...
    SkyeDS: might be
    evile: Asking nicely doesn't work. Nagging doesn't work. So I just
    have to get tricky. WHich is interesting because Sweetie says he doesn't
    like being manipulated. But after Asking and Nagging, what else is
    there??
    SkyeDS: I have no clue what else there would be
    evile: exactly. It's wierd to have to be sneaky & tricky...that is so
    NOT me.
    SkyeDS: I've told the boys when they seemed peevish that I can go do
    by myself, and they can stay home
    evile: good plan :)
    evile: The good news is that apparently the reservations I made
    Saturday for Mom & Sister H are good. I love the internet--using their
    last names & the confirmation #'s I was able to find their travel
    plans :)
    SkyeDS: tis good
    SkyeDS: and no chilluns for them to deal with
    evile: CRW just got bombed out of the sky, far as that weekend's
    plans go :)
    evile: Well, Brother A & The Rubber Pig will want to come visit, or will want Mom
    to come to san Antonio, but that's different than having them all by
    herself.
    SkyeDS: "sorry, no time"
    evile: She does want to meet them, just does not want to parent them.
    evile: I'm hoping that by the time they get here, some of this Krav
    Maga will actually be making a difference in my appearance. So far my
    weight's stayed the same even though I do feel a lot better.
    evile: The bellydance/fire show at NM Sat. Night is in their
    backyard, so I'm sure Arthur would be fine, probably not the horses :P
    SkyeDS: rofl
    SkyeDS: parking there is bad enough I can't imagine trying to f ind
    trailer space
    evile: I've parked further back in the neighborhood on occasion.
    evile: I just got denied vacation during Mom & Hollys visit..SUCK.
    Plan B, I'm asking if I can work half-days all week.
    SkyeDS: :(
    evile: Can't give me a raise, can't give me a promotion, can't give
    me the leave days I asked for...why am I working here, again??
    SkyeDS: security and benefits and a paycheck
    SkyeDS: < will trade jobs with you?
    evile: I would never work in a 2 person office again...the one time I
    did tha, it was a fricken nightmare. I don't have the personality for
    it.
    evile: I could have the same insurance if I was a welfare crack whore.
    evile: I guess it is nice to have a forced retirement fund. Otherwise
    I would probably not have the discipline to do one for myself.
    evile: The Parks & Wildlife job I went for went pfft. *sigh*
    SkyeDS: :(
    SkyeDS: I would like to be a ranger if I were in shape
    evile: Not enough $.
    evile: Plus you have to go through some kind of police academy type
    thing.ick.
    SkyeDS: got to be better than what I make now
    evile: Park Ranger 1: $8.43/hour
    SkyeDS: lol nm
    evile: Park Ranger 5 is $-wise on par with what I'm making now
    evile: Their office jobs seem to be better paying than the field jobs.
    evile: http://www.tpwd.state.tx.us/involved/jobvac/04_39_467.htm
    http://www.tpwd.state.tx.us/involved/jobvac/04_40_472.htm
    evile: Miracle of miracles, The Rubber Pig left the swim clothes she borrowed
    at Aunt L & Uncle B's, so Aunt L's giving it back to me when I go by tomorrow
    evening :)
    SkyeDS: awesome
    evile: Yup. So The Rubber Pig may not be a total thoughtless moocher...
    SkyeDS: it may be that she just needs appropriate behavior modeled
    for her
    evile: could be.
    SkyeDS: how is Aunt L enjoying retirement
    evile: I think she's a little bored, but probably grateful for the
    boredom after last week!
    SkyeDS: would think so
    evile: Elaine is retired, too, so they spend time together during
    the week.
    SkyeDS: some people seem to work harder after they retire lol
    evile: Fridays she & Uncle B go out to their property & work on clearing
    brush, rocks, etc.
    SkyeDS: my parents & gramma seemed to enjoy that
    evile: to each their own, I guess...
    SkyeDS: poor Hugh
    SkyeDS: Travis Co Sheriff called because they think his daughter's
    car is supsiciously parked
    SkyeDS: and he just had to go see his dad's dr again
    evile: yuck.
    evile: That kind of stuff is why I never, ever say "it could be
    worse" anymore!
    SkyeDS: lol
    evile: Yeah...never tempt fate. the gods have a rough sense of
    humor...
    SkyeDS: never name the well from which you will not drink
    SkyeDS: the gods will find a sewer treatment plant and drop you in it
    evile: heh.
    evile: well, another work day draws to an end...gotta walk papers
    around.
    SkyeDS: bout to storm
    evile: yay...just in time for the walk to the bus stop! Oh well,I
    have my umbrella.

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