EJ entries Jan 10 2003

 

1116 scopes

 

Jan. 10, 2003

 

 

todays are perfect because I was just worrying about  sineater and skye_ds 
not returning my emails. whatever.

last night's poly dinner wasn't great. Mesa Hills Cafe didn't have
their tapas menu at the dinner table, I guess it's just a bar-food
thing :( oh well.

'kili' was there, and she is such a ....bleh. egomaniac doesn't even
begin to cover it. She is not as inappropriate and gross as skye_ds but
she still does the thing of telling stories about how much smarter
she is than everyone else and how she had this witty response to that
stupid person, bla bla. She also likes talking about how skinny she
is and how she doesn't like to eat. Last night's story was something
about how she lost 20 lbs in a week. then it turns out she has
thyroid problems, so *shrug* whatever.

Kat was there; she is socially retarded and/or rude. I had originally
thought she was maybe shy or something, but I think she really just
doesn't give one rat's ass about anybody. She got
really...like,pissed off, when I jokingly said that if anyone knew
what was in margarine they wouldn't eat it anymore....like all
defensive and stuff. it was bizarre. I was just making conversation,
not trying to start a fight. And then she had a stephen king book and
spent the evening reading at the table. rude.

It wasn't the best time. The polys handled the bill better than the
NK people, at least but...maybe it's not the group for me.

I did meet one nice person, Reagan. she's new. she reminded me of
Kate a bit. I hope to spend more time with her in the future.

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Taurus
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
A lack of contact with a romantic partner could have you feeling a
little down right now, dear Taurus. You may be wondering if you've
said or done anything that offended your beloved one in some way.
Your friend, however, is apt to be totally oblivious to the idea that
you're upset. Your partner is probably taking care of some family
obligations and may have lost track of time. Hang in there! Your
honey should get in touch with you soon.

Gemini
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
Gloom over the absence of a family member or romantic partner could
come upon you today, dear Gemini, and your usual exuberant nature
could be far more subdued than is normal for you. You might even
spend the entire evening watching whatever happens to be on TV. It
would be far more productive if you'd treat yourself to a trip to the
bookstore and pick up some new reading material. At least you'll
learn something while your partner is away!

Erika
Sun Sign: Taurus
Rising Sign: Sagittarius
A very beautiful and romantic dream could inspire exalted artistic
activities today, Erika. You might want to paint, draw, write,
compose music, or perhaps sew or create a new recipe. Whatever you
decide to do, you won't do it simply for your own amusement. You'll
want to show your work to other people and seek their opinions and
approval. Therefore your business acumen could be as active today as
your artistic side.

[HFS Craft day!]

Rising Sign:
Try harder to seek out the answers you want revealed to you.
Information isn't going to be handed to you on a silver platter
today, so it is up to you to ask for it. You might be quite
emotional, and other people will see this in you immediately. Today's
square between Mercury and the Moon is mixing a greater amount of
emotion into your mental process. Live those emotions out, but don't
let them control you.


Daily Numeroscope - January 10, 2003
Life Path Number: 6
On the family front, Erika, there may be new things popping up. On
this energetic 1-Day you will see rejuvenation occurring everywhere.
Your efforts to reconstruct missing parts of your family's heritage
may give you a new insight about the type of legacy you will be
passing on to your descendants. Do not stubbornly persevere until the
very last minute at work today if you know you should be trying to
get out as early as possible. You may embark on an unexpected trip
down memory lane.

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1117Re: wisdom/Einnegram

 

Jan. 10, 2003

http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/TypeFive.asp
http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/TypeOne.asp

Seems that today, I'm a 1.

I liked being a 5 better.
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THE REFORMER
Enneagram Type 1

The Rational, Idealistic Type:
Principled, Purposeful, Self-Controlled, and Perfectionistic
(The Obsessive-Compulsive and Depressive Personality Disorders)

Basic Fear: Of being corrupt/evil, defective
Basic Desire: To be good, to have integrity, to be balanced
Enneagram One with a Nine-Wing: "The Idealist"
Enneagram One with a Two-Wing: "The Advocate"


Profile Summary for the Enneagram Type One
Detailed profiles are available in our books, and to purchasers of
our online Enneagram test.

Healthy: Conscientious with strong personal convictions: they have an
intense sense of right and wrong, personal religious and moral
values. Wish to be rational, reasonable, self-disciplined, mature,
moderate in all things. / Extremely principled, always want to be
fair, objective, and ethical: truth and justice primary values. Sense
of responsibility, personal integrity, and of having a higher purpose
often make them teachers and witnesses to the truth. At Their Best:
Become extraordinarily wise and discerning. By accepting what is,
they become transcendentally realistic, knowing the best action to
take in each moment. Humane, inspiring, and hopeful: the truth will
be heard.

Average: Dissatisfied with reality, they become high-minded
idealists, feeling that it is up to them to improve everything:
crusaders, advocates, critics. Into "causes" and explaining to others
how things "ought" to be. / Afraid of making a mistake: everything
must be consistent with their ideals. Become orderly and well-
organized, but impersonal, puritanical, emotionally constricted,
rigidly keeping their feelings and impulses in check. Often
workaholics — "anal-compulsive," punctual, pedantic, and
fastidious. / Highly critical both of self and others: picky,
judgmental, perfectionistic. Very opinionated about everything:
correcting people and badgering them to "do the right thing"—as they
see it. Impatient, never satisfied with anything unless it is done
according to their prescriptions. Moralizing, scolding, abrasive, and
indignantly angry.

Unhealthy: Can be highly dogmatic, self-righteous, intolerant, and
inflexible. Begin dealing in absolutes: they alone know "The Truth."
Everyone else is wrong: very severe in judgments, while rationalizing
own actions. / Become obsessive about imperfection and the wrong-
doing of others, although they may fall into contradictory actions,
hypocritically doing the opposite of what they preach. / Become
condemnatory toward others, punitive and cruel to rid themselves
of "wrong-doers." Severe depressions, nervous breakdowns, and suicide
attempts are likely.

Key Motivations: Want to be right, to strive higher and improve
everything, to be consistent with their ideals, to justify
themselves, to be beyond criticism so as not to be condemned by
anyone.

Examples: Mahatma Gandhi, Hilary Clinton, Al Gore, John Paul II,
Sandra Day O'Connor, John Bradshaw, Bill Moyers, Martha Stewart,
Ralph Nader, Katherine Hepburn, Harrison Ford, Vanessa Redgrave, Jane
Fonda, Meryl Streep, George Harrison, Celene Dion, Joan Baez, G. B.
Shaw, Noam Chomsky, Michael Dukakis, Margaret Thatcher, Rudolph
Guliani, Jerry Brown, Jane Curtin, Gene Siskel, William F. Buckley,
Kenneth Starr, The "Church Lady" (Saturady Night Live), and "Mr.
Spock" (Star Trek).

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1118 tarot quiz for d'land

 

<a href="http://www.celticdesires.com/tarot/whattarot.htm">I
Am<br><img src="http://www.celticdesires.com/tarot/mg.jpg" border="0"
height="228" width="175"><br>Which tarot card are you?</a>

Manifestation through will. Imagination, concentration, action.
Spirit and Matter united.
A young man raises a doubly terminated wand in his right hand. The
wand is held vertically, a tool for the unification of heaven and
earth. His left index finger grounds this duality into creation
drawing from the original chaos to bring into being the flowers of
creation. His aura is shown as the horizontal figure eight, symbol of
eternity, while about his waist is wrapped the serpen-cinture, the
serpent devouring its own tail, another symbol of eternity. In front
of him are the creator/magicians tools, wands, cups, swords and
pentacles, symbolizing fire, water, air and earth.