1003sadness/relief, in equal measures.

 

 

• 25 Nov. 6:40 am

   

  Hi, Erika,
  
  I'm sorry, but I really don't believe I should come to Austin this
  year. Cora is still fighting back from her paralysis, and I should
  visit there. Also, uncle Ed died last weekend. He was the last of
  the ten brothers and sisters, except for my mom. I really need to
  stay in Oklahoma and just drive me and my mom up to Cora and John's
  this year. Also, I'm really busy at work, and quite possibly will
  have to work the next weekend.
  
  The access control system crashed horribly Friday morning, locking
  all the doors that it controls and denying access to all access card
  holders. I had been working on an upgrade for about a month, but
  they were trying to give me an older computer to use, and Windows
  2000 operating system. The computer and the operating system were
  not compatible. It would lock up and fail to start quite often, and
  the passwords and permissions required by Windows 2000 were totally
  ineffective for the application, and just a big hassle. The
  system crash did have a good after-effect, though: It got people's
  attention. The facility management specialist in the government
  office had just sat there for a week with my previous report on his
  desk. Now maybe he'll get off his butt and do something. (Though
  it's too much to hope for that he might actually learn something). I
  think they've put a higher priority on getting me a new computer.
  
  Anyway, I have to apologize, but I just can't travel to Austin this
  year. Work on the shack at Skunk Hollow continues. I still haven't
  got roofing on, but the plywood is shedding rainwater. I've got some
  windows and some doors installed, and today I hope to find some tin
  for a tin roof. I've still got to put tarpaper around the rest of
  the South half, but the North half is pretty well closed off and
  waterproof.
  
  I received the key you sent, but, unfortunately, just can't make the
  trip. Maybe things will settle down by Christmas, or maybe I can
  find a less crucial weekend and just make the trip for a visit, not
  associated with any special holiday or reason.
  
  I'll be thinking of you. It seems like there's just so much going on
  now that there's not enough of me to get everything done that I want
  to do.
  
  I love you.
  
  . . . daddy

1004scopes

 

• 25 Nov. 6:52 am

   

  Taurus
  Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
  Adjustments may need to be made in order for you to flow easily with
  the energy of the day today, dear Taurus. The prevailing tone calls
  for a more outer-directed solution to all the situations at hand. You
  will discover that it will be rather easy to start up new projects
  today, especially those that involve creative or romantic elements.
  The tricky part will be to follow through. This is one of your
  specialties, though, so don't worry about it. You've got that part
  covered.
  
  Gemini
  Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
  The prevailing tone of the day is a mix of conflicting energies that
  might put a bit of stress on your heart, but this is nothing you
  can't handle, dear Gemini. In fact, if anyone is going to make the
  most out of today, it will be you. Tap into your aggressive nature
  and act boldly toward the object of your desire. At the same time
  however, make sure that there is harmony among those around you and
  make sure everyone's needs are taken care of so that peace may exist
  among all.
  
  personalized horoscope:
  Adjustments may need to be made in order for you to flow easily with
  the energy of the day, Erika. The prevailing tone calls for a more
  outer-directed solution to all the situations at hand. You will
  discover that it will be easy to start up new projects today,
  especially those that involve creative or romantic elements. The
  tricky part will be to follow through. This is one of your
  specialties, though, so don't worry about it. You've got that part
  covered.
  
  rising sign:
  The two most important words for you today are "Love Yourself!" You
  have a great deal of warmth and creativity radiating from you. Keep
  in mind that it is important for you to hold an internal space for
  this energy, as well. Give yourself the love you deserve. Other
  people will notice you beam, and the feeling will be contagious. The
  Moon is stirring up the emotional soup.
  
  Daily Numeroscope - November 25, 2002
  Life Path Number: 6
  There's no better day than today to take a break away from
  everything, Six. It's a Seven day, and this vibration is quiet, calm,
  and contemplative. It can have you thinking a great deal about your
  feelings and beliefs, as well. Take the time to do a little of this
  alone today. Trust that everyone can truly live without you for a
  while. Even if it's a workday, there's always an hour or two that you
  can claim for yourself in the evening. Do something you really enjoy
  during this time. Enjoy yourself!
  ===============
  
  looked at my faery oracle a bit on friday. The big card for 'how to
  get thru thanksgiving' was 'the fairy godmother'- aka GRACE.
  
  Being loved not for anything you do, but just because you are. "I am,
  therefore I am loved"--my new mantra.
  
  Hard to accept love freely given with no strings attached. Sometimes
  one feels undeserving of such goodness...but it is there, just
  because I am, and why not accept it?