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Fuck Fucking Alito
the US supreme court overturned Roe v Wade today.
I am angry and sad, sad and angry. The men dont' get it. Not that they are all evil bad or stupid. I married one, after all. They just don't see that it has anything to do with them. They're not losing anything. *shrug* Even the 'good ones' don't seem to get how fucking dangerous and terrible this country has become. My sister is feeling betrayed because her husband --a good man, a good father, a kind person, a hard working guy , etc. etc. --just doesn't get it. And I have had the same feelings about my husband. He doesn't have the thing in his head screaming "DANGER GTFO NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW" 24/7/365 since that orange fucker got elected. i have had to squish myself up into the tiniest of tiny balls inside my head and make my life as small small small as it can be and I've eaten too much drunk too much and slept too much and played too much stupid video game to try and not hear the 'GTFO GTFO!!' screaming inside my head constantly for the last goddamn 6 years.
I've wanted to run away to Belize for a while now. Sadly, Belize isn't any better on women's reproductive freedoms. But better in a lot of other ways--progressing instead of regressing, as I like to say. Still....today I'm tempted to rage quit the world. only thing stopping me is I just dont' want to leave such a mess for other people to have to deal with. I really need to get off my ass and sort, clean, declutter and do what needs to be done so that whatever happens next will be easier for everyone. I don't want to die. It's just that fighting has been so utterly ineffectual and I'm tired and angry and sad and just mostly done. :/
I am angry and sad, sad and angry. The men dont' get it. Not that they are all evil bad or stupid. I married one, after all. They just don't see that it has anything to do with them. They're not losing anything. *shrug* Even the 'good ones' don't seem to get how fucking dangerous and terrible this country has become. My sister is feeling betrayed because her husband --a good man, a good father, a kind person, a hard working guy , etc. etc. --just doesn't get it. And I have had the same feelings about my husband. He doesn't have the thing in his head screaming "DANGER GTFO NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW" 24/7/365 since that orange fucker got elected. i have had to squish myself up into the tiniest of tiny balls inside my head and make my life as small small small as it can be and I've eaten too much drunk too much and slept too much and played too much stupid video game to try and not hear the 'GTFO GTFO!!' screaming inside my head constantly for the last goddamn 6 years.
I've wanted to run away to Belize for a while now. Sadly, Belize isn't any better on women's reproductive freedoms. But better in a lot of other ways--progressing instead of regressing, as I like to say. Still....today I'm tempted to rage quit the world. only thing stopping me is I just dont' want to leave such a mess for other people to have to deal with. I really need to get off my ass and sort, clean, declutter and do what needs to be done so that whatever happens next will be easier for everyone. I don't want to die. It's just that fighting has been so utterly ineffectual and I'm tired and angry and sad and just mostly done. :/
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