here's what I intended to do:
Tonight:
6-7 PM - Open 	House at the Human Potential Center
7-8-ish? TGIB - Opal 	Divine's
7?PM Pagan Philosophical Society - Ventana Del Sol 	(sorry, I don't
have the brain power this evening)
8-ish-10-ish 	- Desert Passion Bellydance Show - Casa de Luz
10PM - my friend Crash playing at Bigsby's on 6th st
11 ish - some band my sweetie 	likes playing someplace or another.
They're punks with kilts or 	something like that. (I don't KNOW, he
was talking to me while I 	was half asleep!)
Tomorrow:
9am-1pm - Westlake 	Farmers' Market
11-noon - Bellydance Class at Zein's
11am-5pm 	- Austin Science Fun day, TX history museum on UT campus
7pm - 	Poly 101 at Spider House
8 pm - puppy pile bday party
7 pm 	Voyagers Party
Sunday:
11am-5 or so - Zilker 	Kitefest
2ish-5ish - Drandmir at San Gabriel Park
2 - concert 	at Waldorf School (I don't really know anything about it,
one of 	onyxlynxx's friends said something about it in an LJ comment.
If 	the kite fest is cancelled, this will be a 	possibility)
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Friday: nothing.
Saturday: 	Costco, checked PO box, went to HEB, made cupcakes, did the
brown 	sugar, honey & yogurt body scrub, shaved my legs, went to 	poly
101 (Chancie, savanni, Terriblelynne, onyxlynxx, Maggiemaepisces, me, and then ladydreamtime showed up
a bit later) and the puppy pile party (all of the above 	minus ladydreamtime,
plus Galen, Belin-anne, Terriblelynne, Dave & Lyn, Talulah, 	Wade, Nikiyoy, roninjedi
, brandyeileen, oracle_tx, nosugarsadded, some 	other folks, and then
scrith & felisviolacious showed up and it turned into 	an obnoxious mess, with all
the women apparently believing that 	if felisviolaceous acts like a shrieking
bimbo and gets all that attention, 	obviously they must do so as well.
Even little Terriblelynne got into the 	bimbo act) Brandyeileen stuck her
tongue down 3 different 	peoples' throats--her boyfriend, Magiemaepisces, and? I
can't remember the 	3rd (disgusting). Had nice talk with oracle_tx, Nikiyoy,
onyxlynxx, nosugarsadded, 	and roninjedi at various times in the evening. Very
little actual 	touch between me and anyone. I guess I'm pretty
unapproachable. 	Which relieves me and makes me kind of sad at the
same 	time.
Eventually, it became late and a bunch of people 	started to leave. I
decided to make my exit as well. The 	shrieking of 'spoon' and whatnot
from the felisviolaceous/scrith/Brandyeileen 	knot of people annoyed me, and the
icing on the cake was when 	some blonde guy asked Nikiyoy where the
garage was-he was going togo 	smoke illegal smoke. So I said "time to
go" and 	left.
I am proud of myself for being afraid and going anyway, 	but I don't
think I'll go to another one, ever.